Tuesday, April 24, 2007

Before Sunset


One fine afternoon, I randomly picked up a DVD from my school library and thought that it would be another romantic movie that I used to enjoy. Yet, it turned out to be an inspiring and deeply moving story that spins my head into thoughts.

Memory's a wonderful thing if you don't have to deal with the past

The story started off where Jesse is on the last stop of his book tour, reading from his novel in a small Paris book shop when he spots Celine at the back of the room. The two embark on a walking tour of the City of Lights, hoping to rekindle the connection that bound them nearly a decade ago. The movie continues with their conversation ranging from politics to the pure meaning of love and how their worlds have changed. They rambled on the cynicism of rommance, their long lasting memories that have for one another... ...

Is there someone who lingers in your memory - someone who makes you wonder what might have been?



A Trailer to trail you off.


Bits and pieces to enjoy.

Sunday, April 22, 2007

School

One week into school after four months of holiday and work was brain-stimulating. I have once again been thrown back into the life of a student. With lecturers and mentors being my superior, more money spent and not receiving any pay, the pressure of scoring for exams and to be surrounded by piles of notes and books in my clean and tidy room. The first lesson started mostly at 0900 everyday but it does not make any difference to me compared to JC which started at 0730. My school is situated all the way North in Yio Chu Kang, which takes me around 1 hour to reach the train station; I have to wake up latest by 0700 daily.

All my teachers had very different characteristics: Gentle, bizarre, funny, strict and arrogant. Dr.T is my lecturer and tutor for Physiology. He never combs his hair I supposed. He has this center-parting hair-cut at the front and his grey hair tends to stick out from all other parts of his head. He speaks in a very monotonous tone; though I admire him for his knowledge, I just hope that he speaks more clearly in the near future. One fact that made him so interesting was that he kept on disturbing one of my girl friends and stared at her after class. Well, he looked like one pervert. (No offend; this is just my personal comment.)

I signed up for a lot of the CCA orientation. Kendo, archery, adventure club, French club, astronomy club and so on. Out of my mind? There is no harm trying out all the things available, it is free anyway; one won't know how much it would cost just to try a game of archery. Yet, I would most probably join the French club, its training is on alternate Wednesday and I get to understand more about my favourite French musical. I might even have a chance to learn Fencing. Cool.

Daddy has been in US since last Friday, Mum and me have not been having a proper lifestyle since then. We do not have soup everyday, we do not have meals at a regular time and the dining table is always messy. Maybe, it is always good to have someone in control.

Daddy also approved me to go on a study trip to Chiangmai University this coming June. This would be my first time traveling without my family. This is so anticipating!

Saturday, April 14, 2007

林海峰-是但UP 踎低噴飯 - 16 勁歌金曲06

This song, compiled from 16 other hit songs in Hong Kong, reflects the modern life of HK people.
It is really hilarous. I suggest that all that understand Cantonese should watch his (林海峰) talk show (shown on you tube). It is definitely a very good form of relaxation. :)

(2 days later... ...)
I found the original version of the song above!
血荐轩辕作品《TVB情侣集锦MV》


超低能,勁攪笑 vs 搵食啫,犯法呀

Your life will definitely be happier with the two following phrase: 超低能,勁攪笑 - 搵食啫,犯法呀.

Orientation

I spent my whole day at NYP orientation yesterday. I had my butt rooted on the auditorium seat for the whole morning and found myself jogging around the school compound, playing games that seem so familiar to the whole bunch of JC students. Our two seniors were quite passive and so we did not manage to score many points. As usual, I led my favourite “chio bu” cheer at one station and obtained full marks for my group. Before that, we had lunch with our physiotherapy manager, I heard from my friend that she likes to retain students and always try to find fault in students. (sound like my JC principal) I do not know whether that is exactly true but I know that she is extremely good in remembering faces. She can simply remember me by talking to me once during the open house day, and the worse thing is, she tried to peek into my form while I am filling up my particulars. At the end of the day when everyone is dismissed, our Physiotherapy Department was told stay behind and 5 booklets of notes are issued to us, they are Biomechanics, Anatomy 1, Kinesiology, Sociology and Physiology. Interestingly as I flipped through the practical book, I found that we have to examine cadaver, to puncture our own skin for blood and to starve our own body for experiment. It sounds fun to me.

My semester ends on the 12th of August, this means that I would be completing the whole semester before I move on to Hong Kong Poly University (if admission is successful). Anyway, I would enjoy my stay here. By the way, there are only 4 guys in the whole PT cohort, 2 are in my class. One from AC and one from HC, luckily, they are both funny people. :)

Thursday, April 12, 2007

The journey to "A" Levels

I still remember the day that I left TJC abruptly, without any goodbyes and farewell. All is gone, I moved on and in an instant, I graduated from MJC. I walked out of the blue metal gate, bringing along with me joy and memories. Staying in school till five everyday was a drag, but together with my crazy group of friends, things weren't as bad as it seems. Teachers believed in us, they encouraged us and moved us on. We celebrated at good grades and cried at bad grades. In the end, I received decent results, though not excellent, it was good enough to get into my dream course.

I am starting school at NYP next week. Time to study hard again!
The following is a video I created to commemorate on my farewell day in MJC.

Friday, April 06, 2007

TTSH Farewell



It has been almost two weeks since I left Ttsh Physiotherapy department, a place filled with warmth, joy, fun and love. Till now, I have never regretted starting off as a volunteer and then accepting the chance to become an official staff there. Remembering my first day of work, K showed me around and left me alone and confused with Z, a second years physio student from La Trobe University. Instinctively, I stuck close to him, watching his every move, trying to figure out his every action, thinking that he is really a professional. After finishing with his patients, we finally made a proper introduction to each other. My first impression of him was pretty good; a tall thin man who never fails to explain to me the principles behind all the exercises and the mechanism of our physical body. I was so relieved to have him around, guiding me for the first week or two.

After which, I was the only student volunteering in the physiotherapy outpatient department, this was the time I started to build that special relationship between me and all the therapy assistants and physiotherapists. Dorgus and Alex were my partners in the gym; it was them who taught me to recognize the different exercises written by the PTs who graduated from the different intuitions. The chemistry between the different TAs there can be considered quite complicated, different people is always complaining about the acts of others; making me, the middleman, helpless at times.

The desk in the gym is where I always interact with the PTs, understand them, as well as being entertained and educated by them. H, K and C are three very good brothers of different races, coming together to discuss about setting up a doughnut store. H is particularly playful, C who is always trying to maintain his coolness and K, being my boss, is a serious and sleepy Garfield-looking man. L was always there to teach me the reasoning behind every move, even testing me in times, making my job more challenging and meaningful. SY is always running around the scene, busy with her relentless patients, yet, she never fails to wink at me. ;) I loved her patients the most; they are mostly Cantonese speaking Aunties who never fails to amuse me. GG is another lovely lady who gives lots of advices; she even treated me with ice- cream before the release of my A levels result. There was once where we ate curry fish head together. Next on the list, WC is a soft-spoken gentleman and never fails to be good-humoured at times. Lastly, Ms G, the outpatient department head, was always as strict as she looked. Speaking to us in a really harsh tone is a way she maintained her authority and order around the place.

There is one person that I would specially want to introduce to all of you; she is Aunty Doreen! (The lady shown on the first slide of the video.) She loves talking, yet, one will never find her irritating, her words are filled with humour and her stories never fails to be engaging. She is indeed an impossible person, she held the first steamboat party with ginseng chicken soup in the physiotherapy department. She used the whole week to carry her rice cooker, pot etc. from home to our workplace. Bravo, marvelous, unbelievable!

The last day in Ttsh was definitely unforgettable. L baked me two cakes from home, SY bought me papaya soya milk, GG brought me crabs from patients, Doreen and Joyce treated me lunch and D had Pocky and chips for my dessert. Everyone was as nice as ever. This place has simply left footprints in my heart. The first 3 months here was indeed as unforgettable as my first 3 months in 2005. A big thank you for all that you have taught and given. Remain in my heart always.

(12 April 2007)

Monday, March 19, 2007

Childhood Memories

This video is particularly nostalgic, especially to my brother and me. It simply shows a 4 years old boy reciting poem, singing English songs and recognising simple words. That was the exactly the same thing we did when we were young. This is so amazing. Mum and I were laughing through the whole video. Do enjoy!

Sunday, February 18, 2007

Happy Chinese New Year!

Well, I am happy spending my day with my family today.
I was splendid, I was fun. A day really worth remembering.

A new beginning. A fresh start. 2007 has commerced in an extremely nice way.

Early in the morning, we went visiting Uncle and Auntie Zhong. It was real entertaining hearing Uncle Zhong reciting his daily activities. One and a half years back, he retired. That was the beginning of his adventurous life. He actually ran around, climbing hills and trees, in search of bananas. He planted vegetables all over the place, which he called it his terrority. Well, he even dig a whole in the ground to store water. He felt so amazed and happy in finding fishes and crabs in there a month after that.

He got three bikes, each has its own different purpose. The surprising thing is that he did not buy those on his own. Like a teenager filled with zest, he found fun riding around on slanted slope in a circular motion! He actually loved it. In addition, he went fishing, not with a rod but a net! At one time, he actually caught 21 crabs. Envy. ^^

He invited us into his store room and found bunches of bananas hanging down from the roof top. That was his harvest. He was really proud of it! we too got a taste of his joy. Two bunches of bananas home.

Later, we went roaming in the car from yio chu kang to jurong west. On the way, we stopped by NTU. The infrastruture was much better than NUS I thought. The roof of one building was actually a slope covered with carpet grass. The front garden was much nicer. Interesting, we even met heaven god here. There was a crane walking leisurely across the road under the bright sunlight. Well, we actually braked and allowed it to stroll pass. It was so cute.

Afterwards, we got bumping into Juring point. As usual, we have our lunch at pizza hut. Daddy decided to watch a movie then. However, we had to wait for around 2 hours. Yup, that was long, remembering that all shops are closed today. Yup, so I pulled them into the arcade. We played the basketball machine, the matching maching, I danced and tried to grab a sweet from some "money eating" machine.

Time passed real quickly and we found ourselves watching THE GHOST RIDER. The funny thing was that it rained half way through. Water dripped and dripped onto us. That was GV cinema!

Home and dinner.
More TV>>>>

=)

Monday, February 12, 2007

Romoe and Juliet



My idol in action again.
Cyril Niccolai playing as Benvolio in Romeo and Juliet. Currently, the musical is held in South Korea, Seoul. Can't wait for them to come to Singapore.

Cyril Niccolai. (first from the right). Love him!

Kings of the world (Les rois du monde)

Romeo, Benvolio, Mercutio:

R: Les rois du monde vivent au sommet The kings of the world live at the top

Ils ont la plus belle vue mais y a un mais They have the most beautiful sight but has one there but

Ils ne savent pas ce qu'on pense d'eux en bas They do not know what one low thinks of them of

Ils ne savent pas qu'ici c'est nous les rois They do not know that here it is us the kings

B: Les rois du monde font tout ce qu'ils veulent The kings of the world do all that they want

Ils ont du monde autour d'eux mais ils sont seuls They have world around them but they are alone

Dans leurs châteaux là-haut, ils s'ennuient In their castles up there, they are bored

Pendant qu'en bas nous on danse toute la nuit While in bottom us one dances all during the night

{Refrain:}

Nous on fait l'amour on vit la vie Us one makes love one saw the life

Jour après jour nuit après nuit Day after day harms after night

A quoi ça sert d'être sur la terre With what that is used to be on the ground

Si c'est pour faire nos vies à genoux If is to make our lives with knees

On sait que le temps c'est comme le vent It is known that time it is like the wind

De vivre y a que ça d'important Of living there has that that of important

On se fout pas mal de la morale One fout not badly of morals

On sait bien qu'on fait pas de mal It is known well that one does not make evil

M: Les rois du monde ont peur de tout The kings of the world are afraid of all

C'est qu'ils confondent les chiens et les loups It is that they confuse the dogs and the wolves

Ils font des pièges où ils tomberont un jour They make traps where they will fall one day

Ils se protègent de tout même de l'amour They are protected from even from the love

R and b: Les rois du monde se battent entre eux the kings of the world fight between them

C'est qu'y a de la place, mais pour un pas pour deux It is that y has place, but for a step for two

Et nous en bas leur guerre on la fera pas And us of low their war one will not do it

On sait même pas pourquoi tout ça c'est jeux de rois One does not even know why all that they is sets of kings

{with the Refrain}…

First day of Work.

First day at Work.
Happy am I.
I learnt how to operate the IF, Shortwave, Traction machines... ...
SUCCESS.

Sunday, February 11, 2007

ttsh

Testriffic IQ test


This is fun, try it!

By the way, I am starting to work as a physiotherapy assistant officially next week. Was down with sore throat and fever this few days. It hurts, though I got better today.

Last week, I finally got myself bumping around the wards. It was really an eye-opener, I saw many different scenarios. Gruesome, pathetic, hilarious.

One Uncle in bed asked me the reason to his shrinking muscle, he was totally afraid that his muscle will be separated from his bones. Obviously, he is not aware of the existence of tendons.

Another Indian lady got a tube inserted into her knee. She had just finished an operation (total knee replacement) a day ago, the tube was to drain out any water that was used to wash the wound.

I had a chance to see a physiotherapy performing a chest 'massage' and suction on a bed- bound patient. I got myself wrapped in mask, apron and gloves and helping to stretch out his tense-up muscles. Flames were spurting out from his mouth. I was momentarily amused and the physio thought I was in shock.

Another had a fixation on his shin bone; metal gadgets are sticking out all over his leg. We got to teach him to stand. Manage to get him upright for a few minutes. Success.

I met a lot Uncles and Aunties that are oblivious of what you are doing. They do not listen and you got to "shout" at them. Though some of them are like cute little children.

The other day I went to the FLC (foot and limb centre), I got a feel of treating amputee patients. It requires loads of patience. They always have problem with their artificial limbs, feeling pain and tired out really easily. I manage to get myself in the lab where the cast and the legs are made. Real interesting.

Somewhere in January, I joined my friend having attachment over at the radiology site. Asked the doc and got myself into the operation room. This patient was having a big pus in his liver. A tube with a needle guiding it was inserted into his vein at the chest area. Tomato-sauce like substance flowed out. Hmm. The process was that real smooth anyway, the doc inserted the tube 5 times before it was successful. Moreover, the doc failed to cut open the patient's skin using a penknife and resorted to using a scissors.

There are really many patients that I had met. Many having chronic back and neck problem, some of them having fractures all over, other having some tendons inflammation. (arthritis)

Tan Tock Seng is a cool place. It opens up the opportunities for me, to see, to feel and to understand. Thank You. :)

P.S. I got myself acting as a patient which is going to be shown in international Channel New.
Aisa. I am the one on the wobble board and the arm ego. :)

Indeed, I have enjoyed myself.

Tuesday, January 09, 2007

Tan Tock Seng

To those who are concerned about my where about.

I am currently volunteering as a physiotherapy assistant at Tan Tock Seng Hospital. This is like an attachment course; I have been working there for 4 days and am able to handle patients on my own! My job currently is to perform rehabilitation exercises on out-patients. They are funny people, always complaining, telling stories and telling me that they are experiencing hell. Yet, you will get to see many smiles and feel the warm atmosphere. There are patients walking in without skull, legs, and operations done all over the body. However, most of them seem positive. Sadly, one lady burst into tears today as she vomited before completing her set of exercises. She told me she always had the symptom of vomiting every time she walks; maybe, she feels that she herself is very useless. Jia You lo!

I have been learning day by day, bit by bit. Thanks to all the physio there, plus Dorgus and Alex.

My tuition teacher came by my house yesterday and asked me one question, "Do you think you can get a B for my GP?" Actually, I have been refraining myself from these questions that have been appearing in my head now and then. I have one fear and it will continue to stay with me for the one and half months ahead. "What if..."

I pray for the best now. Hope that I get decent grades and am able to get into the course of my choice.

I have created a new blog (still under construction).
monkeylau.blogspot.com
It recites my whole journey to Korea via Hong Kong. Enjoy ^^

Wish all have a HAPPY NEW YEAR! ^^

To all guys: Have fun in N.S. Remember, never give up, just chiong!

Wednesday, November 29, 2006

The happiest moment in my life.

Feeling of
Joy + Happiness + disbelief

Luv my life, my family, my friends...
They are always here to make me smile. =)

Thursday - end of exam
I went with my class to Seoul Garden. Crack lots and lots of jokes.
I sat with Breeze, Chee chee n Edrei... and we made prawn egg soup! Very very nice. Edrei tried to cook an egg without bursting the yolk. Unsuccessful for the first try and hence the others started to show off their skills. KH did it all right cracking the egg but when it comes to Luqman, the raw egg spilled all over the pan... hahaha...
We laughed and laughed...
Off we went to Vivo City... Played water and talked as we sat on the grass patch.
Watched some AJ people torturing a penguin soft toy in the water -- bad -- but interesting.
























Friday - went ice-skating with Pu Pu and Guo Hong

Fun fun fun!!!
I luv the feeling of ice skating. It's like I am flying in the air! I am free - on top of the world. Whenever you fall, someone will always be there to hold you. It's like paradise.
Pu Pu was quite frigtened, her leg get tired out easily. Must go back to taiwan and eat more. Must become stronger oh!
We took crazy photos on the train and laughed at ourselves. I think everybody is staring at us =)
It's nice to be around with my best friend.



















Saturday- stuck in the rain with Daddy
Please do not imagine anything romantic when I said I cycle with my Daddy in the rain. It was a very heavy down pour to be exact.
Details.
That morning, I helped to fix all the bicycles. Yup, they need fixing, it has been months since I touched them. Some parts require professional help, so me and Dad went to the bicycle shop opposite our house. We waited for almost an hour before it was our turn. Sky started to turn dark, despite that, we went to the nearby stall to collect some stuffs for mum - BOOM... rain poured down. Me and Dad hide under the MRT railway, but as wind blew in rain, Dad said helplessly "go ba!".(imagine his balck face ;P) We really became " soaked chicken".

Sunday - chalet
I luv the basketball machine in the arcade!
Me n friends scored a total of 247 points. Wow!
We drove and I came in first... haha... beat all my class guys for the first time!
So happy =)
We had BBQ then. The fire was so strong that we ended up burning satay stick while cooking. It was a memorable experience.
I think the following pic was cool! The light in the background seems like the sun!


Monday - Wild wild wet
I enjoyed the tsunami area the most. It simulates the waves in the sea and you will find yourself drifting here and there. COOL.
It rained at about two...we were in our swimming suit and got freezed waiting for about an hour. We played lame game though, laughed at eachother, trying to keep ourselves warm ;)
I luv the tunnel rides too!


Tuesday - Singapore Zoo
I met up with someone I really missed. It has been more than a year since I last met up with him. It was really really memorable. We did silly things - staring at animals with the animals ignoring us sometimes. The penguins, monkeys, kangoroos, ... + us. =)


I found out one interesting thing about our close relatives - monkey, apes, gorilla .
They use their butts to attract the opposite sex - I do not know whether it works, but they have definitely attracted us!

See what I meant.

My Brother ^^ so cute ^^


=) Happy me. Little secret about me. I have wished to call myself Joey when I was 5.=)

Thursday, November 16, 2006

Notre Dame de Paris

Notre Dame de Paris

Magnificant performance.

Starring Cyril Niccolai...
And the theme song Le Temps des Cathedrales


My favourite cast in the show!!!!

Notre Dame De Paris track 14 La Cour Des Miracles


This is a really soothing song. Simply mesmerized by it ;)

Wednesday, November 01, 2006

A levels

Tommorrow is the commerce of my A Levels Examination.

Starting with General Paper... ...

Ending with Biology on the 23th November 2006.

Good Luck Everyone. ;)

"Trash the exam!" Nick said. Yeah!
Aces to go ;)

Stay calm and we shall fly.

*Big Hug* to all my friends out there.



Facing a challenge with determination and confidence.
We shall conquer.
Conquer ourselves, fear and then we will conquer our enemies. (adapted from a movie)

;)

Saturday, October 28, 2006

5566

About my fav. 5566 - and their miscalculation



(Where has our 5566 been?) This headline was published together with two pictures, one of 5566 and the other of F4. At the first glimpse, it gave the impression that 5566 is going to fade like the first generation Taiwanese boy band- F4. Further reading of the article really put me in great despair and an urge to stand up and shout, "I will always support you, Tony Sun Xie Zhi!"

Indeed, like many others, I have fallen for Tony Sun after the debut of their first drama series – MVP Valentine in 2002. At first, it was his look and charisma on TV that attracted my attention, but as time goes by, there is something in him that gave an added zest to my adoration for him. His journey to stand out as a star, his dreams, his determination to achieve his goal and his relentless care for his team have all made him a suitable candidate for us to name him as an "idol". My thoughts have not changed until now. It's just that it was my very first time feeling extremely sad for him. What happened?

5566 is going out of hand. A strategy has failed and it might put the band into a slippery slope. During this period of time (Past 6-8 months), Mr. Sun has been in China shooting his new film, Zax Wong has been in Taiwan shooting a drama series of his own, Sam Wong has been busy with his 183 club and Meng Zhe ( I don't know what he is doing). Lately, Zax Wong has announced that he was going to have a baby in November. On the surface, team leader and 5566 manager, Mr Sun, seemed to show that they are really happy about the incident. Yet, they knew deep in their hearts that this is a real slap in the face. Firstly, 5566 has already been losing fans that require constant assurance and entertainment from them. Their disappearance for this timeframe might not be able to retain the hearts of us, the impressionable teenagers, and face the ever-changing and cruel media. Moreover, with such negative reports, criticisms will arise and when people do not feel proud of them, many would turn to other artists. Die-hard fans would just be helpless. They can just watch and sigh.

If this really happens, Tony Sun's dream will be demolished. Their image now already requires a new change - with Zax Wong being an "unmarried Dad", the term "boy band" might not be so relevant. Well, I am here to support Tony Sun Xie Zhi. However, it would not be good to see 5566 tearing apart - it was my idol's wish to create a band that last. Could his dream ever happen? What would they plan to do next?


Failed Business Strategy

Being an artist is really about knowing how to do a business. It requires packaging, advertising and marketing. It involves risk. If one takes a wrong step, this business deal will fail. It would require much courage and effort to recover. 5566 has adopted a bad business strategy this very year, first with Sam Wong being in 183, next with Tony, an important and responsible team leader, being away for long, it is not surprising that Zax has the time to dream of wanting to fly on his own. It is really time for the two Suns (5566's manager and Tony) to sit down and reorganize their plan. The worst thing is - Tony is still not finished with his movie and he is even getting hurt physically.
Yet, Jia You lo!

Your die-hard fans,
Hiu Yan

Be true to your image- something I learn through time

If one spends a fortune on four colour, glossy brochures that tell people about your company, you want them to percieve that you run professional outfit that delivers quality good and servies. This goes the same for a media industry.

Similarily, if you deliver a quality product or service, your marketing materials should reflect this. One's image, reflected by advertising, should so 2 things
1) Convince people you are worth doing business with, and
2) Position you in the market

Whether you are at the top, middle or bottom of a price scale, your image needs to communicate that. If your image is not consistent and compatible with your pricing and your level of service, you are going to confuse and alienate your customers.

People do not just buy because thay are dazzled or blown away by what they see. they buy because they are convinced that you can do the job, deliver the quality and value they expect, and that your track record is solid.

Image of 5566 was an exemplary of a successful image created by the Taiwan's media industry. Yet, with the products beginning to deterior, consumers are buffled. Once they start scrutinizing into its truth value, it simply means that the very trust is lost. This is something that every businessman want to avoid.

Here are 5 tips from Patricia Fripp, A US - based executive speech coach and professional speaker on change, customer service and communication, which gave me those inspiring thoughts.

1) CLEAR INFORMATION

How easily can people understand what you are saying? People do not buy when they are confused.

2) QUALITY INFORMATION
A lot of marketers these days will send out " free information", "valued information" or even "money-making information", at no charge as a small sample of what you will get when you actually pay money.

3) QUALITY DESIGN AND PRINTED MATERIALS
The production values in what you do and deliver must match the quality of the marketing materials you send out.

4) THIRD PARTY ENDORSEMENT

Let others trumpet how good you are. There is no better way to convince people.

5) STRONG IMAGES
Compel your customers to imagine doing business with you and seeing it an easy, positive and benficial experience. Create an image or word picture of this interaction. Tell the story. Make it leap off the page.

Impressive, clear, marketing efforts that mirror your image and what you deliver are your key to successful marketing.


This is actually relevant to everybody. Not just businessman. Business is something that we involve ourselves in everyday, without consciously knowing it.

For those who are aware, they have the chance to earn more than others.

Business. Require high EQ. Even the most intelligent being on Earth can be deceived by it.




A report on Tony Sun.
http://mypaper.pchome.com.tw/news/always5566/3/1274323067/20061015163555>

Friday, October 27, 2006

We f***K the world video



This video is super funny. It shows American politicians and serves as a mockery to Bush's policies. My mummy will love that! However, I didn't quite understand why they sang, "we f***k the children."

P.S. Not suitable for people under 18!

Monday, October 23, 2006

globalisation


Suddenly, this gives me a thought. Do people really care about the cons on moving into a global culture? Professionals like businessman, politicians, traders definitely don't; they are more then willing to support it. For a student like me, who is coerced to look into such issues due to an important examination, often ended up being cynical about the world? We looked at debates, trying to understand the complexity of these issues, but in the end, nothing can be done. People in power have more things to be concerned about; activists and protesters are often turned downed.We, as selfish people, are too busy to unite ourselves and come up with solutions.

Consider the merits and drawbacks of a global culture.
Globalisation is a phenomenon which has far-reaching implications on the way we live our lives. In a world increasingly interconnected by the accessible media such as the Internet as well as modern travel, links are increasingly being forged across continents. The continous interaction of ideals, thoughts and attitudes have led to the formation of a global culture - a way of life which is no longer determined by geographical boundaries or ethnic origins. It is telling that many young people in this modern era feel they can identify more with people on the other side if the globe with whom they communicate with through the INternet than with their own family members. A global culture is not a term which is easily identifiable or defined, but it is sufficient to say that there is a trend towards the amalgamation of previously separated cultures on a scale unmatched in history. A cultural paradigm shift such as this demands a consideration of its impact in the world's population.

The move towards globalization has obviously eradicated most of the barrier which prevented the free transmission of ideas. People nowadays are more aware of issues and incidents across the world pertinent to their own lives. Citizens in the Western world are more than ever, intensely concerned with the democratic processes in developing countries such as Zimbabwe. This increased the awareness of how issues around the globe affect the way we lead our lives is a welcome change form the previously xenophobic attitudes many countries possessed. In some sense, the very presence of a global culture has led people to be more accepting of other ways of life and cosmopolitan cities such as San Francisco have demonstrated how different communities can interact peacefully and even celebrate a fusion of their cultures. The development of a global culture means that people are no longer bounded by stereotypes of other communities, since it is more difficult to cling on to these stereotypes if one’s own cultural identity is shared by other communities. The popularity of Chinese themed fusion restaurants in New York, and its recently opened Disneyland in Hong Kong are testament of how people embraced this global culture which has sought to preserve the best of what each subculture has to offer while combining it in a manner which makes it attractive to all sorts of people. This not only leads to a more vibrant, varied way of life, it also helps to breed cultural understanding and acceptance among different groups.

Furthermore, the development of a global culture means that people are no longer bounded by geography in developing their own niche interests. Youth in traditionally conservative countries like Japan are no longer bound by the restrains of culture and tradition because the global culture has enabled them to find counterparts in other ocuntires who think in similar ways. Previously, these youths could have been forced to conform to their conservative culture allowed no avenue to develop new ideas and concepts. It can be argued that allowing people to break free from their cultural restrains and interact across cultures, enables them to find a group of people more attuned to their interests, instead of remaining disillusioned in a system which discourages the development of new ideas. Looking at the way youths in China agitate against the boundaries laid in place by the government as a result of exposure to previously ideals of democracy and free speech demonstrates on how global culture can break restraints and foster the development of revolutionary exciting ideas.

While the discussion thus far has tended to portray traditional ethnic identities or cultures as being anachronistic, it cannot be denied that there is much which should be kept and treasured in these traditional cultures. After all, these roots present us with a sense of history as well as differences which ought to be celebrated. The danger of a global culture is that it has the potential to gloss over these differences, or worse, to distort them in such a way that makes them unrecognizable in the constant quest for a global culture. There have been instances in which the intrusion of other cultures has led to despoiling of legacies which arguably should have remained intact. There was a furore about how Starbucks, a coffee chain with distinctively Western identity has set up a store right in the Forbidden City of China itself. In such a scenario, the drawback of the global culture is that it failed to differentiate between what could be assimilated into a shared culture and what should be remained the distinct cultural property of the Chinese people. The development of a global culture is an unrestrained one carried out by people with no proper agenda, and it is perhaps in the midst of this, people undermined the best parts of a traditional culture. The symbol of Starbucks in Forbidden City is perhaps a lingering reminder of how an insensitive application of a symbol of global culture has led to a situation worse off then before.

Increasingly, there have been criticisms arguing that globalization acts as a force for western imperialism. It is unavoidable that acts as barriers are broken down and cultures interact, that the way of life propagated by the American has taken the front seat due to the America’s dominance in the economic and political spheres. As such, the tendency to degenerate into a culture dominated by one way of life is perhaps the greatest drawback of the global culture. The way traditional arts in Singapore has been passed over in the influx of high budget Hollywood movies, is a clear example of how there has been a disproportionate amount of Western influence over the supposedly ‘global culture’. This distorts global culture such that it is no longer a culture shared and participated in equally by the people of the world. Instead it is merely Western culture that is largely influential and applied almost indiscriminately across the globe.

It is evident that such a distortion of the global culture acts as a greatly divisive force instead of a unifying one. The trend of counter-globalization has picked up pace in the recent years, and in some cases it is argued that the acts of militant Islamic terrorists are due to their hatred of Western culture encroachment and imposition on a heritage they hold dera. This does not of course excuse their acts, but in very fact that pople are willing to die and kill in protest of this cultural imperialism provides a sense of caution that global culture is not always the uniting force it theoretically should be. Across the globe, people protest at the increasingly dominant role America is taking, not only in democratic institutions, but in our very living rooms. It seems that global culture will always have to face a truly assimilating force, or one dominated by the ruling power of the time. The promise in ancient times of a Pax Romana, a unification of the known world at the time, is an obvious parallel in the way the superpower’s institutions and way of life come to override that of other culture it assimilates. The question remains as to whether such dominance is inevitable in the formation of a global culture, or if it can be prevented by sensitivity on the part of America.

In conclusion, the advent of a global culture holds a great promise; however, it faces the dangerous tendency of being a culture which insensitivity overrides others. There is little doubt that a global culture can be very strong integrative or disintegrative force, depending on whether the balance is struck between taking the best from traditional cultures or completely eliminating them. In the end, regardless of the merits and demerits of the global culture, it seems it is here to stay, and the best attitude to take towards it would be probably be one of moderation ensuring that it remains a vibrant global culture instead of a boring homogeneous one. The distinction, if made, will determine if global culture will benefit or drag humanity down.

Sunday, October 22, 2006

Income and its distribution

Income and its distribution

As Nobel prize-winning economist Amartya Sen and others emphasize, poverty is about more than income. But income is central. Practically all other dimensions of human misery are, or can be, made more bearable through money.


It is striking, however, how little income distribution within countries seems to have changed during the last 50 years, including recent "globalization years." This is depressing because in most developing countries, income is distributed very unequally — and much more so than in virtually any industrialized country.

Tuesday, October 17, 2006

JOHNS HOPKINS AND A*STAR'S FALLING-OUT

I came across this article and felt that it is rather interesting. Here, I think that my brother can be considered as a child of the divorced family. A*Star being the father who is paying for all the expenses of his education and JOhn Hopkins being the mother who is provding him with his formal and moral education. A very typical example of today's families. Yet, the only different is that, my brother is more than happy ever.

The following is a sad story as well as something we can learn from. ;D
Highly recommended.
A well written analysis and comparison.

How a perfect marriage' fell apart
JOHNS HOPKINS AND A*STAR'S FALLING-OUT
By: Chang Ai-Lien & Daryl Loo

Broken promises, cultural mismatch and unclear pre-nuptial agreement blamed for
the break-up

ON THE surface, it was the perfect marriage.
On one side, a rich, ambitious suitor; on the other, a partner of fine pedigree eager to tie the knot and explore a foreign land.
So began the collaboration between the Singapore Government and esteemed American institution Johns Hopkins University (JHU), to much fanfare in 1998.
With the Republic's National Science and Technology Board opening wide its coffers, the dream was for Johns Hopkins' overseas arm to take local research
and education to a higher plane.
For the brand-name US medical and research facility, it was a chance to get a foothold in the region.
Johns Hopkins Singapore would have 75 researchers to look at key diseases and work closely with institutions here to develop patents, publish papers and
create companies.
The end result - money made, jobs created, lives saved.
Big dreams and lofty hopes indeed.
Eight years and $82 million later, the papers were filled instead with news of a divorce, little to show for the time and money invested, and accusations of promises broken and unhappiness on both sides.

Cracks appear

CRACKS began to appear soon after the honeymoon.
Just a year after the partners wed, a review showed that Johns Hopkins Singapore had 'significant problems in moving ahead in its research and education programmes', according to the director of the A*Star's Biomedical Research Council, Dr Andre Wan.
A*Star - the Agency for Science, Technology and Research - inherited the project from its predecessor NSTB in 2002.
Among the key results lacking, Johns Hopkins Singapore could not get senior faculty or come up with the $23 million it had earlier agreed to raise.
Efforts to refine the relationship failed and, in 2003, another restructuring exercise took place, resulting in a new baby - the Division of Johns Hopkins in Singapore (DJHS), the university's first division outside its home base in Baltimore.
A*Star kept its end of the bargain by providing the funds.
Yet, despite clear targets agreed on by each side and laid out in 13 key performance indicators, the Johns Hopkins division failed to deliver on eight, including having no graduate students or patents filed.
The goals the division said it met, such as the number of papers published, are still being examined by A*Star.
Yet JHU said initially that Singapore had not kept its commitment to meet its financial and educational obligations, and called it a 'reputational issue for Singapore and A*Star', a statement which the agency refuted strongly.

Opportunities lost

IN their latest joint statement on Aug 3, both parties appeared to have made up, at least in public.
Retracting its earlier allegations, Johns Hopkins acknowledged and thanked A*Star for its financial and other support and said it recognised its reputation for excellence and integrity.
The matter is closed, says Johns Hopkins. It remains silent on its change of heart, and why it initiated the conciliation with A*Star after its earlier flare-up.
A*Star has also softened its tone.
'We see this as an experiment which failed, but the relationship with Johns Hopkins is something ongoing,' said Dr Wan.
The generals of each camp, known for not mincing their words, remain silent.
But earlier communications are telling.
Johns Hopkins president William Brody made it clear that there are others eager to sign on the dotted line.
After learning of A*Star's decision to break up, he told its chairman Philip Yeo that he had decided to forfeit time set aside for a visit to Singapore to pursue interests in China.
Standing firm, Mr Yeo told Dr Brody in an e-mail: 'It is best that we start afresh and move ahead' rather than 'try to painfully salvage a broken project which will only damage our long relationship.
'Friendship is worth much more than a failed project.'
Both parties now say that while the immediate concern is winding down operations here, they look forward to pursuing mutual projects in the future.
However, given the very public fallout, it is unlikely for the pair to become willing bedfellows again, at such an ambitious level.
Professor Edison Liu, executive director of the Genome Institute of Singapore and DJHS Scientific Advisory Committee chairman, said with regret:
'Sometimes things just don't work out.
'The sadness is really the lost opportunity to do more work with Hopkins.'

Beyond appearances

THE news jolted the international research community and was highlighted in top
publications.
A common thread was how serious Singapore is in getting a bang for its buck.
The scientific journal Nature, for example, said in its report: 'The
Singaporean Government is known for its generosity in pumping money into international research projects. But it can apparently be ruthless if these projects do not please it.
'
A view echoed by researchers here.
Said Professor Alan Colman, head of stem cell company ES Cell International:
'It is quite clear that the Singapore authorities do not want to be seen as
easy pickings.
'They want to bring in expertise but do not want to be exploited.'
So, while the salaries of top guns enticed to move here are legendary, so are the hours they are expected to put in, leading groups and institutes as well as sitting on boards, advisory panels and committees and helping to chart Singapore's research future.
Not surprising, given the high hopes for the biomedical sector to contribute $12.5 billion in value-added to GDP, and 15,000 jobs, by 2015.
While the failed Johns Hopkins experiment was no doubt a setback, most researchers and collaborators spoken to remain unshaken in their praise of
Singapore's efforts and progress.
Like the handful of world-class players already collaborating actively with local partners, Sweden's famed Karolinska Institutet said that its relationship
with Singapore remained unaffected.
'I doubt others will shy away,' said its president, Dr Harriet
Wallberg-Henriksson.
Added Professor David Lane, a foreign star recruited here to head the Institute of Molecular and Cell Biology: 'Both partners are hugely resilient so
I don't see any serious damage to either party.'

Irreconcilable differences

BUT many agree that things could have been done differently.
Given that this was one of the first collaborations of its kind, Singapore's
relative inexperience could have played a part in its downfall.
A major flaw was that the pre-nuptial agreements were unclear.
According to Dr Sydney Brenner, the Nobel laureate who has helped shape Singapore science for more than 20 years, it boils down to common sense.
'It's like a marriage contract, everybody has to know what to deliver,' he said. Prof Liu also pointed to a cultural mismatch.
On the calibre of candidates, for example, A*Star wanted scientists of repute, but Dr Brody contended that 'our experience over 100 years at Johns Hopkins is that the future belongs to the young scientists who have demonstrated remarkable ability even though they may not have achieved stardom'. Perhaps these differences were irreconcilable.

Boston University president Robert Brown, who chairs the Singapore Education
Ministry's Academic Research Council, feels it boils down to 'fundamental
differences' between mission-oriented A*Star and universities geared towards
academic research.
Prof Lane said that while much recruitment was of young, hungry researchers,
experience showed that a few big names helped to create a good mentoring
environment for training.
'Access to internationally top senior staff with biotech experience is also
very attractive to industry thinking of moving to Singapore,' he added.
Another problem, said Dr Brenner, was the lack of Singapore leadership
within the division.
'This is something you cannot administer from overseas. It is of course very
hard to get people to come here when their careers will be decided in America.
'It should have been a Singapore entity with a half-share.'
Said one researcher involved in the Singapore-MIT Alliance, a research and educational collaboration between local tertiary institutes and Boston's famed
Massachusetts Institute of Technology: 'The big names are often spread thin while young researchers may be inexperienced.
'Local scientists make sure projects are running as planned, we act as the
glue holding the pieces together.'
Leaders of several new collaborations add that they have avoided a cookie-cutter approach.
Professor Soo Khee Chee is vice-dean of a medical school being set up jointly by the National University of Singapore and another US big name - Duke University. This collaboration, he said, is 'hot-wired for success'.
To make sure the tie-up worked, there was a five-year engagement to iron out
the kinks.
Rather than transplanting Duke's entire curriculum here, for instance, local
faculty members went to the US to observe and adapt the course to local needs.
Such points are key, considering the importance of blossoming relationships
- classes start at the Duke-NUS Graduate Medical School next year, and MIT will
take its partnership with Singapore up a notch to set up its first research
centre outside the US here next year.
There are also five smaller but structured tie-ups between famous overseas
universities and local ones to create joint PhD programmes and a steady stream
of research talent - Sweden's Karolinska, Imperial College in Britain, Scotland's University of Dundee, and the University of Illinois at Urbana-Champaign and Carnegie Mellon University in the US.

Calling it quits

THE money for the JHU project - which cost an estimated $14 million a year to run - went mainly into paying up to 60 staff, equipment and supplies, and rental. And the 12-month winding down of operations here continues to impose costs on Singapore.
But measuring a programme's success, and knowing when to call it quits, is not always clear-cut.
Said Prof Lane: 'Science needs time to mature, so it is not easy to make
these judgments.
'The key to successful marriages is communication and flexibility, so I guess everyone will try that bit harder next time around.'
In a community where egos abound and personalities can overrid substance, holding a powerful and influential partner accountable takes courage and conviction.
Mr Yeo has been very clear on how he runs the show here.
'We must have key performance indicators in life, milestones and deliverables. We're spending taxpayers' money,' he said in a recent interview.
'No one can escape KPIs.'

Moving on

AS Singapore's biomedical experiment continues to bubble, more failures will come.
In fact, they are par for the course, given how Singapore is staking its future on the fruits of research.
Said Dr Wan: 'This is not an exact science. We do not claim to have a perfect formula.'
Added Dr Brenner: 'It's an episode we need to put behind us as we move on to the next thing.
'I want to get everybody back to work.'
Referring to the $82 million spent on the Johns Hopkins project, Dr Wan admitted it was a considerable amount of money, but 'against the larger backdrop, we're still on the positive side'.
Successes should not be forgotten.
The industry has burst forth from virtually nothing five years ago to contributing 5 per cent to Singapore's GDP last year.
Said Dr Brenner: 'Singapore has got to create its own brand name, and this is what we are doing.'
Of course, taxpayers' money should be well spent and every cent accounted for, particularly at a time when more money than ever - over $13.5 billion over
the next five years - is being pumped into research and development.
But the real failure would be if Singapore shied away from new partners and affairs and lost its shine in the eyes of many who now consider it a prized catch.

Farewell MJC


Farewell MJC 2006.

Life is merely about staying alive. True enough, life is all about fun, sorrow, tear and joy. Without these emotions in us, life is boring. The world will be dead. Scientists have made many predictions on when human will go into extinction. A couple of centuries or is it just a few hundred years later? The world is deteriorating and it is very well coloured by the activities of mankind.

Last Friday was my farewell assembly, the day marking the end of the two years of my college life. Time really gone by in a twinkle of an eye, from the day I was transferred to MJC to striving hard to win competitions, maintaining my 4 subs, to meeting new friends in JC2… Two years of memories were more than those in my secondary school years. First three months was a time that had left footprints in my heart. A time where I top the class, becoming super active in activities organized by the school and making lots and lots of friends, yet, that was the past. I started another life when I reached MJC. Having an obligation to have lessons to around 5pm each day has allowed me to developed feeling for a school that I was once not very fond of.

Teachers and friends are people I see more often than my parents each day. Each and everyone have their different opinions about my school which is only two years old. Being in a class filled with “TJ rejects” (that’s what we used to call ourselves), the people around me used to complain about the very minor problems about the school. I have learnt to be silent and tried to appreciate everything I have in life. That’s a perception my mother has instilled in me since young. With this, I survived through JC1, together with crazy friends like Jasmine and Kristin (my class guys were boring then).

There was a shift in people in my class as nearly ten people dropped a subject – 4 guys and 1 girl moved in. The class became more enthusiastic. Less girls- less rumours. Adding on was pinky self-high boy Edrei, blur chairman WC, always smiling KH and the science oriented + sentimental WJ. Others classmates become a little more active since then. For me, I got more nicknames and scandal. ;P

These Friday we watched videos of our 1.3/4 years in Meridian Junior College. My CCA teachers made a short clip that was extremely hilarious. They wore spectacles, shake as they sing songs. Wow. “PERK YOU! PERK ME!” Mrs Ng (nicknamed PM-purple mushroom, Phenol + FeCl3), Mdm Yati, Mrs Wong and Ms Tan are people that have trusted, praised me; and more importantly, broadened my mind of the real business world.

We then went off to class where Ms Wang gave out her final touching speech and a farewell gift (compiled class list with everyone particulars). I bought a cake to celebrate the month’s babies and gave out my self-made gifts to everyone. We told millions of photos. =) We have cake fight in class and then I had a gun fight with KH. Fun Fun Fun! People are running all around, escaping from the fact that A levels is only 20 days away.

That day, I met Mummy outside school and had lunch together.

Farewell MJC.



Crazy bunch of people!

Super Heroes.;P

Saturday, October 07, 2006

mooncake festival

I was reading through my brother and ce xiang's blog. Both guys gave me inspiring thoughts and a new perspective towards Asian men - that they are sentimental people. Am I making an over-generalisation or not? Or do all human think differently when they reach adulthood? Man seems to be more sentimental than girls when it comes to wirting. Girls show their expression in their faces and the actions they do. Maybe, that's the different. Therefore, one might be overwhelmed if they find a serious guy pondering over matters about love and rommance. Hmm.

Yesterday was MOONCAKE FESTIVAL, alas, there is no moon in sight. I saw it for about 5 minutes before it disappeared. Mummy only saw it for 2 seconds before it was covered with dark clouds again. Sad. The moon is supposed to be the nearest to Earth today, but due to the haze, we going to miss the wonderful full moon again. It is all the same around the globe. It was also raining in Cadiff (UK) and Baltimore (Maryland) on this special day. Strange.

Actually, I did not do well for Perlims. I can even consider it as really bad grades. I was saddened for quite some time. Yet, I knew that now is the time to give a final boost. All of my teachers have not been worrying much for me though, they constantly remind me that I can do well for A levels. I am sure of that too. Jia you!

Mummy bought me a Mickey Mouse shorts yesterday, I loved it. Though the zipper got spoilt when I reached home and I had to travel to CS again to change for a new one.

Mugging hard for A Levels. Good luck to all who are having any examinations. ;)

Tuesday, September 19, 2006

PERLIM

Currently mugging hard chasing papers everyday.
Tml is Chem.
Not Much stimulation.
Email has overflowed. Almost 100 over mails.
Maths paper has proven to be the most difficult paper in my life.
Today Bio's option paper has made me even more suffocating.
It's gonna to be over.
A Levels'next.
Watch a movie.
Wrote an email to Uncle Dennis.
Time to mug again.
Cya.

Wednesday, September 06, 2006

Life

Life

I am actually having my study break for PERLIM exam just next Tuesday. Feeling a bit down and irritated when mum keeps nagging at me about not using the computer now. Brother Goat has left for America, starting his journey in a totally new place. Me... still locking in my room each day mugging my work that seems never-ending.

Today, I have just spent most of my time studying the chapter on growth and control. Hormones and hormones- ACTH, GH, thyroid releasing hormone, thyroid stimulating hormones, enthropins, acetonin... blah blah blah... it took me one whole night and a fresh morning.

I think i shall continue tml...
CYa.

Adding onto my birthday list

Adding onto my birthday list...

Mum hand-carried 18 Hello Kitty from Hong Kong. They were from Auntie Bonnie, celebrating my 18th Birthday. ;)

Uncle Gordon bought me 2 monkeys from McDOnald's too. They were cute. Mum also bought me a Paul Frank monkey ;D ;D

SQ sms HAppy Belated Birthday one week after my birthday. That was surprising and beyond my expectation.

PLus... Dozen of e-cards + smses

I prepared a gift for my special friend and he loved it. I felt so happy. I think life is that simple sometimes.

;D

Tuesday, July 18, 2006

18th Birthday

Today is my 18th birthday.
It's one of the happiest birthday I can ever have.

1) One of my oldest neighbour called me to wish me happy 18th birthday. The funny think is i dun even remember how she looks like. Yeah, we know each other when I was two. I think her image of me is when i am still very young. (maybe 6yrs old)How touched, how could someone I dun remember, remember my birthday.

2) My brother goat gave me something I have always wished for. A big soft toy. A Sheep! Love it. =) It's going to be a long time before I can celebrate my birthday with him again.

3) Mummy bought me Xie Zhi's new book. "BE resilience!" that's the book title. I will. Something I need to boost me on all the way to A level.

4) Daddy brought me to "Dong Hai" for a big seafood feast. It was SUPERB! I eat some special kind of scallop for the first time, named "zhu jie pang"?!?! =) THUMB UP!


5) My best friend pupu gave me a present wrapped in a very very cute Doraemon wrapper. We took photos of that. Thanks! The gift inside is really nice. Make my skin more smooth n soft. She said " happy birthday" to me for a million of times too.
BIG HUG:)

6) My class bought all the June n July birthday gals n guys a tasty chocolate cake! It was nice, I licked the last bit of it off the cutting knife. =)
The usual guys n gals get to crap inside LT 5 and the library today as well.
+) cheers!

7) One of my very special friend sent me a birthday certificate. I was so honoured. It was innovation, cool and touching indeed. =)

8) Li Hwei was the first to wish me Bday n want me to be less childlish! haha

9) I was in my Dad's car at a traffic light. Yan Cheng walked across the road smsing... i waved but he was so engrossed, he looked up and pointed at his phone at me. It was he who was smsing HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! how sweet. ;)

10) XP finally remembered my birthday and sms first thing in the morning. HAHA... I was surprised, he has been forgetting for so many years. Yeah, and his classmates, I think, forced him to say happy birthday in LT 5 during math lecture. =)

11) Lots of my old primary school friends wished me! ;)
All the best to my best friend LT going aboard!

12) Bought a Sweden ice cream cake to celebrate later on.

It's 9.25 pm now.
Hope that my birthday wishes come true!

Thanks for all who have given me so much happiest on my 18th birthday.
I truly enjoyed myself.
All have truly touched my heart.
Memory will linger and I will surely remembered each n everyone of u always.



WIth love,
The 18th years old Hiu Yan =)

Friday, June 30, 2006

I am finally back.

Hi. It's been a really really long time since I last blogged. Not to say to write about my own feelings. School work has been messing up my life and my very own inborn characteristic to be lazy has been on me lately. I have rather chose to watch TV then to check my ever over-flowing mail box or updating my blog. My computer's 'retard response' has also been another reason. I have tried taking up half an afternoon just loading 20 pictures for my class. Yet, for now, it would be different, my father has installed a new 'HOME NET' system and I can even have Internet access at my own free time. (previously, my Internet system can only come on when he on his computer.) Hmm... back to my own life...

I have been spending considerable of time on checking my mails and reading friendster profile for the past hours. Suddenly, I come to realise that I have not been in contact with many of them for many months or even years. It is really memorable looking at some of their familiar faces and remembering when we have first met. Some might be distinct then others but all have been able to stir the very feeling within my heart. They have given been sweet memory in one way or another. At least, I can whole-heartedly say that I have a lovely and happy childhood story.

Today, I have a will to recount my life story for the past 6 months. Let me start from the most recent weeks. Well, to start off, I am still in the midst of exams. I have been chasing papers for the past week. Two more papers to go. (Physics on Wed and Maths on Tue) Another interesting fact is that today is actually my lunar birthday. I started off my 18th birthday by studying 3 hours of biology on sexual reproduction. (from mid-night 1200-0300).Today's paper was actually considered very easy, it is just that i have not been able to remember all the terms that I have learnt that very morning. Afterall, it was not that bad, the worst was Maths. I have not been able to do the paper due to the lack of practice, that's what i need to say. Short and simple. That's it. Sometimes I am quite doubtful about myself. It was a fact that I know that if i don;t achieve all Ds for this exam, I will force to drop once again, and this time, it will be compulsory I supposed. The problem is I do not ghave the determined heart to move myself on. The feeling was not at all pleasing. I always feel some fearloithering in my soul and my mind thinking the possible outcomes of my future. Despite all this, I still found myself finding short-term peasure in fornt of the TV shouting GOAL GAOL GOAL! Maybe, I am lack of self-discipline and this always hinder me from achieving better results.

Despite knowing my problem, I am always reluctant to change. Or maybe I should lack the very motivation to change. Actually, I always do not want to be above others, I prefer to be surrounded by people who have better qualities than me. This gives me a feeling of being protected and a sense of priceless sercurity. Yet, I know I am always strive hard to keep up with one another conversation and in order to make myself presentable. I think this is the reason that keep me studying. Life is so complicated.

Now, let's us move to January 2006. This year I am glad to say that a new batch of people moved into my class. It makes my class at least to say, more lively. I knew great people. 4 big guys and 1 sweet and blur girl. =) I knew them better through my first class outing with them. (a 6 people gathering rather than class outing actually.)I did two new thing that very day. One is riding a two people bicycle and found out that Wei Chee has a has a bad sense of balancing. Wei Jun taught me how to brake and the most funniest thing was that he did not know I was nuts at it. I fall falt on my face once i stood on my brakes. I tripped for trillions of times that day... hahah.. but it was very very fun.

It was school and school then. With Gp tuition every weekend.
To be continued.....

Sunday, April 09, 2006

Blood Donation

Blood Donation

I went for my first blood donation today.
It was my brother's will. He has been persuading me to go for the past few months. Yeah, and now he gets what he wanted. =)
This morning after my tuition class with ce xiang, we took a heavy meal and rushed to the HSA. Brother goat nearly crahed into the Taxi on the expressway which stopped in front of him.

Reached there at around 1450, the place was flooded with people - not the same as I supposed it to be. Hmm. I thought it could be deserted. Didn't know there were so much kind soul in Singapore.

I was so blur at the place. I mean real blur. Brother Goat asked me to pack up a form myself while he parks the car. So I went in alone, loithered for a few sentence and picked up a form that was on a stack on forms on the information counter. The moment I did that, I realised that it was the a filled up form by other donators. OOPPSSS>...it placed it back. A guy stared at me. Sort of embarrassed.

Hmm. Then BOther Goat came in so happily and mummy called to see whether I was there. I handed in the form and sat there and waited.

"Lai Hui Yan", the lady at the counter shouted.
Is my handwriting that bad? Nevermindm at least I know it's me.
Handed in my IC, sat down, stood up and took back my IC. Does they have a better system then this? I began to wonder.

"Lau HUi YAn", an INdian guy shouted. Better this time. At least, he was the doctor I supposed. He asked me stupid questions.
"You know what is AIDS? HOw is spreaded? Have you taken any medication? DO you have sex with your boyfriend for the past months?"
I smiled at the last question and he looked up at me. "you do?" he asked. Well, it's a definite no. My smile widened.

Next stop- COUNTER 5.
THere was this guy who sitting there. I glanced around like a lost goat again. Decide to sit down with my form in my hand before a nurse called me to place the paper into a basket on counter 5. I did as followed. Sat down. Felt real bored. Stood up and went to took my bag -- and my brother followed me to the seats at counter 5.

"Ms LAu.."
"Yup." I went towards the nurse. Hmm. She poked my finger. Squeeze and squeeze the blood out of the tiny fourth finger of mine into a thin capillary tube.
That was pain. Yet, interesting, she just needed a drop of blood which she later descended it into a beaker of copper sulphate solution that is already filled with haemoglobin.
JUst wondering what is she doing?

Yeah, then I went into blood donation group. THe chair was huge and seemed comfortable. Chose one empty chair between two person and rolled in. Hmm. Rolled in.
Sat there and I was being neglected for quite a long time before I was being served.

My hand was cold then- I think It was due to the air-conditioning, although Brother GOat might argue that it was due to fear.
The yellow- coated nurse placed tightened my forearm with a 'cover', started tapping my arm and rubbing my arm with some yellow anticeptic solution.
Yup, then she went off. Any nurse came and gave me the first 'ject'. I got a feeling of ant biting me and it all went numb.
Anyother large needle was inserted into me and my blood was pump into five different tubes before it was connected into the blood donation 'packet'.
Haha. The packet lie on a scale which move up and down, up and down.
I looked at it with amusement. Like a baby being so curious about stuffs.

I saw the packet getting bigger and bigger. THat's my blood! =)
I saw my blood win such a large quantity for the first time.

WOW! it then all ended. Went for some refreshment.
Went to money changer to change some swiss franc for my brother and brought two CD.
Off home.
=)

Thursday, March 16, 2006

Charming Guy part 2

CHarming Guy PArt 2

This is what I do research on to destress myself.(currently studying for block test)
Leon Jay Willian.
A professional Model.
A charming guy.
Look into his eyes.
Hear him from Ming Dao...
And you know what, his birthday fall on the same day as a guy I like. =) Hmm...

Another charming guy!

Watch Tian Guo De Jia Yi!!!!

Say WOW!

Say WOW!
Another charming guy!

Sunday, February 19, 2006

School Life

There is a reason why I have not been blogging lately. One word. School. This sounds boring. But actually school life was not bad after all except for all those tests and SPA. Yet, tests after tests really blow my head off. It makes me feel sick and feel like quitting school all of a sudden. I have this urge to get myself out of this thing one and for all. Horrible feeling.

If not for my newly formed crappy class plus crappy friends, I couldn't have managed myself. We were playing this angle and mortal game and everyone was laughing theit head off. The funny thing was that Wei Jun get bluffed. HAHAHA! The consequences of shunning me too much. =) Dun think that there is no link between the tow. There is a link. Hmmm....

It was also first time in my life that I bought something for the whole class this Valentine's Day. I printed photos for everyone. Hmm... Another long story.
Actually, my class guys only told me to draw one Doraemon pic for Ms Wang and print one photo for the photo frame. Then, when I reached White Sand with WJ, I found that they got the wrong file and we went up to the library to try to change the file type but to no avail. haiz...
Then I found myself talking about some 'statistics' about 'kings and wifes' with WJ on the train.
Reached home - brother was not back from driving lessons and so I went out to print the photos. Somemore, I can't print the instant photos and therefore resorted to wait for 15 mins and more for the manufactured one.

Need to go to bed..
Three tests coming up next week..
Need to replenish and study tml..
Cya

Wednesday, January 18, 2006

Viruses Infection

Viruses Infection

I never get myself away from viruses. They are irritating stuffs. I don't know why I always get hooked onto it. This morning I woke up and I was feeling this burning sensation in my tummy. Bad. I sat on the toilet bowl for so long till I was chased out. My brother had to go back to army camp and my Dad has to send me first to school. So there he was rusing me out. My butt burnt and I couldn't even sit down. My muuny says it is the feeling like when you are about to give birth. I rushed on my breakfast and dressed myself up. Then I sat on the toilet bowl again. Nothing came out. I talked, complaint and try not to concentrated on it.

Jung Pu was already waiting downstair. I told her what happened and she fell asleep in the car after that. I kept on smsing. Distract myself from the pain. Weird kind of pain. Later when I got out of the car, I rushed with Pupu to the toilet. It didn't help. I came out and walked around the school. Yet, the buring sensation just get stronger and stronger.

I decided to go home. Took a taxi and paid $8.40. Went to the doctor in pain and laughed with my mummy. Slept for 4 hours, ate and here I am typing. Bad day.



But new year was cool. I spend my new year eve with all my StJohn seniors. Waited for half an hour for Fish and Cod but walked out after getting seated as they only served Fesita Meal which is double the original price. We all brought a Winnie the POoh, Piglet or Tigglet chain for ourselves. (the kind where u drop your coin and turn)

We then went to Taka to eat. Stood and eat. But it was fun anyway. The guys went off first. How gentlemen! We all complaint. Let's shake our head and say, "ZOne 2 St John guys, HAIZ...".

My senior is going overseas to study medicine. Good Luck and all the best...

PERKCAFE opened on 12th Jan. Mrs Ng said it was the best event since the start of MJ. Really? I dun know. She is so proud of it.
But my hard work do paid off.
Heard one J1 said that Biz Club was the best CCA in the school. WOW! I never thought of that. Wait till they see the teacher.
No one would believe that I joined it beacause I thought it would be slack.
11th Jan, I went home at 0830 because of biz club. Arr. How can I be so committed.
haha... and poor SQ spent his whole birthday with biz too. Should have celebrated or sth...

Now everyone knows I am in Biz. The video shows it all. I am appearing everywhere. Well, actually Biz is not that bad. It's just the teacher. But maybe that's how it grows afterall. So contradictory. Yet, the good thing is, I don;t mind to be a Biz club member.

Went to the "Ray of Light" for duty last Sunday. Saw Xiang Le. He told me that Adriana was smoking and drinking. It's really hard to believe though. I also did some marketing, helped to sell quite a lot of books.

RANDOM THOUGHTS

This week is the due of all admin forms. Hope everything will be fine. I have spent too much of time on it.

The time table for this year is disastrous. It is just meant to kill my health. I am ending at 5 everyday except for friday which is 1615.

MJC is full of stress. Even the canteen holders are stressed. Ms Lai went around looking at the bins and take note of what we throw away. And if she see a lot of vege thrown that day, she would go to the store and say, "your vege is very badly cooked today." Maybe, we should not complaint too much about about our food. Now, the stall holders are under observation. One has even left after an interview with our principal.
But that's doesn't mean they do not have to improve on their cooking. Oops...

My Daddy has been jogging around the house yesterday. Funny.

Brother showed me his army photos and asked me to comment on his mates. Cute. We laughed like witches.

Two tests coming up. I got to do my tutorials.

Hope the viruses in me has lost the battle to my antbodies.

Luv ya.

Wednesday, December 28, 2005

Christmas

I got up!
Made two personalised items for Jp and my dear teacher-- Ce Xiang. Yeah, considered to be Christmas presents. It looked quite nice, too bad i didn't have time to take a picture of that.

I have English tuition after that.
Ended at about 12 noon and out family went to the STAR WAR exhibition at science centre.

rush home and made a great christmas meal for mummy. FIRST TIME. It seems so cool. She was very happy.

Blog

Blog

Hi! Haven't been blogging for quite some time. My Dad just said that it is not safe to write my diary on the net, he just had this terrible experiences that the server will be down and everything will be gone. Well, I never thought of that. Will blogspot.com ever shut down? If yes, it would be nightmare to most.

Christmas time was fun.

Christmas Eve -- Went out with some primary schools mates and end up trapped in Orchard Road. We see Singapore snowed for the first time in my life. Everywhere was a chaos. Herlina just went crazy and said that she couldn't even smile. Haha. Before that, we went all the way to Marina Bay for steamboat dinner. My whole shirt smelled like charcoal after that. The whole place were 'flooded' with steam. =)

P.S. and Guo Hong just refused to gel the hair for Gerald in front of us. They argued over the topic for almost half an hour. So, I just took a pic with them.




This is a precious photo that few can actually capture it.
Tsung Wei and Spencer together. Questionable? Anyway, Tsung Wei still think I am a guy. Arr...




TO be continued... ...
Yeah, we went to Marina Bay to have steam boat after that. YT went to meet his eight other goddness. When we left it was quite late. We set off to somerset and walked to Orchard. Everything was in a chaos. We can only squeeze our way through. Policemen were attacked with forms that is supposed to look like snow. We were attacked too. Herlina screamed in silence. I laughed. Kang Yong says that Singaporean are mad. The two other guys--- are they enjoying it? I don't know.

It was also the first time I need to line up to get into a MRT station. Horrible!!!!
The others went to the park for count down and I went home. Mummy slept and Daddy rushed out to show me the SHHHH sign. =)

See the squid!! CUTE!!!

Monday, December 19, 2005

Great Leaders.

Hope we can all learn something from this =)

Teaching, Inspiring and Motivating Leaders

Apply Pressure

There are two kinds of pressure: The kind you feel and the kind you
apply.

John Fox

A very successful colleague of mine commented the other day that,
although his mother and father both had high blood pressure, he did
not. He said he has always wondered why he had not inherited it.
Another colleague quickly responded that it was because he was a "high
blood pressure carrier." "You'll never develop high blood pressure
because you
are so busy giving it to others," he said. Indeed much of my
colleague's tremendous success over his many years of law practice has
been due to his ability to apply so much pressure to those around him,
that he doesn't feel pressured himself.

Great leaders are masters of applying pressure and not feeling
affected by it. They always seem to be one step ahead of others. They
anticipate where things are moving and get there before the
competition. They spend much more time creating change than they do
reacting to it. They give
subordinates plenty of challenging assignments rather than waiting for
them to ask for work. They understand that the best defense is a
strong offense and attack difficulties before they grow out of
control.

Do you feel more pressure than you apply? Are you leading change and
innovation or constantly reacting to the changes and innovation of
others? What could you do differently in your daily schedule to begin
applying pressure and not feeling affected by it?

Plan, prepare and execute your daily plan this week in a way that
enables you to begin spending more time initiating action rather than
reacting to the actions of others. Anticipate where things are going
and work smarter each day to get there before the competition. Begin
applying more pressure while not letting pressure affect you.


Hmm. Things are here for me to learn. A 17 going on 18 little girl. Yan Yan =)

Thursday, December 15, 2005

NCO camp 2005

NCO camp 2005


Loads of things happened after my take over as a corp officer. Things weren't that smooth that I thought it could be. I have learnt and realised quite a lot of things. Conflict among humans, management, and the will power to withstand anger, unfairness and authority.

The waves occurred last week have finally been settled. A little encouragement from Mervyn really does make me happy.

Followed on will the NCO camp 2005 on the 8th of December.
It was memorable! Not to say very happy but the elements of fun, joy, sadness, anger, tiredness and sometimes loniness have made it all so complete.

First day --- it was supposed to be the preparation of the campsite and all the admin stuffs. Well, I was the assisstant admin and was really 'lucky' that it was to be in charge of all the typing, papers and money. No fun at all. Yet, I enjoyed the part where me, Aveline, Wei Lun and Choon Yuan were working together pasting newspaper on the window. That was entertaining! See how bored I am that day.
Later, me and the two guys sat down with the instructors and talked craps. Stuffs about cadets, rich kids and religions. Hmmm.
Sir Angus told me to go out to buy dinner so off i went with a pile of money in my back pocket. I found some joy with the cats on the way and back at the campus. Wei Lun was playing with one of the kittens and when we put him back into the bushes, it just followed him back. Haha. That was cute.

Second day --- boring day. Cadets falling in for first parade and it started raining. I was in charge of carrying all their valuables and sorting out of the admin stuffs and consficated items. Didn't really know what happen after that. Cadets have their lectures and stuffs. Oh yeah... I went for bunk check, this time I was not so strict, just dig out their bags and scolded one and two of them.

SUPPER TIME


Third day --- it was hiking at Pulau Ubin. I didn't go for the hike. I was put as the over- all in charge back in Bedok View. WOW! The school was mine with two others and casualties. I slept for a while, played cards with choon yuan, typed out the minutes for the previous meeting and went out to buy lunch. After lunch, I actually talked rubbish with the cadets and taught them how to make a double star using a rubber band. Amazed they were. Me too! >< At night, I got a chance to move out of the campus in the ambulance. I was told to accompany Siang Yee home. She was sick obviously. That night, I even found out that Sir Angus was my senior of Bedok South Primary. Haha. He was the 1991 badge if I did not remember wrongly. We have meeting until 2 sth midnight after that.

Fourth day --- the most unforgettable moment of my life.
It was my brother's birthday. I booked at around 0920 and went back home for GP tuition. After that me and family went to LONG BENCH to have seafood. GOOD FOOD! Chilli crabs, salad prawns, fish, plus plus plus... I love it.
Went back to campus at around two sth. They were having their team building games.
It was the best part of the whole camp. They need to satisfy us in order to get ROAR CARDS! ROAR CARDS... it makes me high... (those who know me know how horrible i can get) I make the cadets scream, shout and dance. They got entertained as well as me too. SUPERB. i love the centaur group. they were the best. =)

That night was campfire night. And I am the MC of the day. WOW... the campfire rocks because I am in there. But silly me has made a very silly mistake that ruined up my whole emotion. I have mixed up the camp commander and chairman. Sirs and mdms were sort of frustrated. It made me sad. I cried. Though they praised me later for my job well done. I think it was great, I meant real great besides that terrible mistake. A pat on my own shoulder. It has been my first and very best campfire.

Many people cried that day. Mdm Pei Pei got so miserable when Christina told her that she was going to quit. Regina cried beacuse she was too stressed up.
I have meeting till 0300 sth midnight.
I was the DO (duty officer) the next day. I got to plan my timetable. Together with Sir Han Wee, we walked around the whole school -- planning the area cleaning programme next day (that day). Slept at around 0445 and woke up at 0515.
It was the first time I have so little sleep. Terrible.

Asked cadets to fall in the morning and all I remember was that I kept scolding and scolding. I think the course IC of the day was quite stressed up too. haha. The cadets owned about 350 jumping jacks and I have managed to clear 90 that morning. Success.

Everything went smoothly after that. =) Wee...
At least, I was not blur. =)
Break camp! We wrote autographs for eachother.



Me as an officer. Too much of a reponsibility. I might be getting tired but I know that you guys are there to boost me on =)

Monday, December 05, 2005

A real world is a messed up place - maybe i am just experiencing the glimpse of it

A real world is a messed up place - maybe i am just experiencing the glimpse of it

St. John is a messed up place. I am pissed now. Very pissed.
I have planned to scold all of you and here you are giving me more reasons to do so.
One time. Second time. And here is it the third time.
I just think it is funny.
Who on Earth will one inform the (in-charge of the meeting) last on the list?
This is horrible, what if I am not free?

I maybe a goat. Too kind-hearted for some reasons. Yeah. But I am an unhappy goat lately. Thanks to them.
I have gone to NCO course, wasting half of my time.
Then back in my corp, things are just not going straight.
I have been reprimanding them every time I go back.
It is not me. I am going a bit nuts on this shit.
A challenge for me huh?! Well, I am going to accept this challenge.
Me- Corp office in charge. I am not going to see it ruin out. At least, not now.

I am not supposed to thinking about this stuffs. Yet, it is just pouring over me.
Maybe I shall not think too much as Mervyn has said.

My junior just called me at 9 sth to inform me about the change.
Yesterday I was just having some emotional ups and downs due to some Benjamin's theory.

Things are all messed up.
Nothing is right. This is not okay.
Or is it that bad?

Well, I have thought of a good idea. Giving BB a name. A very professional name. One problem solved. Here comes another. Pissed.

But maybe, that's what life is all about.

It's an experience. A true experience.