There is a reason why I have not been blogging lately. One word. School. This sounds boring. But actually school life was not bad after all except for all those tests and SPA. Yet, tests after tests really blow my head off. It makes me feel sick and feel like quitting school all of a sudden. I have this urge to get myself out of this thing one and for all. Horrible feeling.
If not for my newly formed crappy class plus crappy friends, I couldn't have managed myself. We were playing this angle and mortal game and everyone was laughing theit head off. The funny thing was that Wei Jun get bluffed. HAHAHA! The consequences of shunning me too much. =) Dun think that there is no link between the tow. There is a link. Hmmm....
It was also first time in my life that I bought something for the whole class this Valentine's Day. I printed photos for everyone. Hmm... Another long story.
Actually, my class guys only told me to draw one Doraemon pic for Ms Wang and print one photo for the photo frame. Then, when I reached White Sand with WJ, I found that they got the wrong file and we went up to the library to try to change the file type but to no avail. haiz...
Then I found myself talking about some 'statistics' about 'kings and wifes' with WJ on the train.
Reached home - brother was not back from driving lessons and so I went out to print the photos. Somemore, I can't print the instant photos and therefore resorted to wait for 15 mins and more for the manufactured one.
Need to go to bed..
Three tests coming up next week..
Need to replenish and study tml..
Cya
Sunday, February 19, 2006
Wednesday, January 18, 2006
Viruses Infection
Viruses Infection
I never get myself away from viruses. They are irritating stuffs. I don't know why I always get hooked onto it. This morning I woke up and I was feeling this burning sensation in my tummy. Bad. I sat on the toilet bowl for so long till I was chased out. My brother had to go back to army camp and my Dad has to send me first to school. So there he was rusing me out. My butt burnt and I couldn't even sit down. My muuny says it is the feeling like when you are about to give birth. I rushed on my breakfast and dressed myself up. Then I sat on the toilet bowl again. Nothing came out. I talked, complaint and try not to concentrated on it.
Jung Pu was already waiting downstair. I told her what happened and she fell asleep in the car after that. I kept on smsing. Distract myself from the pain. Weird kind of pain. Later when I got out of the car, I rushed with Pupu to the toilet. It didn't help. I came out and walked around the school. Yet, the buring sensation just get stronger and stronger.
I decided to go home. Took a taxi and paid $8.40. Went to the doctor in pain and laughed with my mummy. Slept for 4 hours, ate and here I am typing. Bad day.
But new year was cool. I spend my new year eve with all my StJohn seniors. Waited for half an hour for Fish and Cod but walked out after getting seated as they only served Fesita Meal which is double the original price. We all brought a Winnie the POoh, Piglet or Tigglet chain for ourselves. (the kind where u drop your coin and turn)
We then went to Taka to eat. Stood and eat. But it was fun anyway. The guys went off first. How gentlemen! We all complaint. Let's shake our head and say, "ZOne 2 St John guys, HAIZ...".
My senior is going overseas to study medicine. Good Luck and all the best...
PERKCAFE opened on 12th Jan. Mrs Ng said it was the best event since the start of MJ. Really? I dun know. She is so proud of it.
But my hard work do paid off.
Heard one J1 said that Biz Club was the best CCA in the school. WOW! I never thought of that. Wait till they see the teacher.
No one would believe that I joined it beacause I thought it would be slack.
11th Jan, I went home at 0830 because of biz club. Arr. How can I be so committed.
haha... and poor SQ spent his whole birthday with biz too. Should have celebrated or sth...
Now everyone knows I am in Biz. The video shows it all. I am appearing everywhere. Well, actually Biz is not that bad. It's just the teacher. But maybe that's how it grows afterall. So contradictory. Yet, the good thing is, I don;t mind to be a Biz club member.
Went to the "Ray of Light" for duty last Sunday. Saw Xiang Le. He told me that Adriana was smoking and drinking. It's really hard to believe though. I also did some marketing, helped to sell quite a lot of books.
RANDOM THOUGHTS
This week is the due of all admin forms. Hope everything will be fine. I have spent too much of time on it.
The time table for this year is disastrous. It is just meant to kill my health. I am ending at 5 everyday except for friday which is 1615.
MJC is full of stress. Even the canteen holders are stressed. Ms Lai went around looking at the bins and take note of what we throw away. And if she see a lot of vege thrown that day, she would go to the store and say, "your vege is very badly cooked today." Maybe, we should not complaint too much about about our food. Now, the stall holders are under observation. One has even left after an interview with our principal.
But that's doesn't mean they do not have to improve on their cooking. Oops...
My Daddy has been jogging around the house yesterday. Funny.
Brother showed me his army photos and asked me to comment on his mates. Cute. We laughed like witches.
Two tests coming up. I got to do my tutorials.
Hope the viruses in me has lost the battle to my antbodies.
Luv ya.
I never get myself away from viruses. They are irritating stuffs. I don't know why I always get hooked onto it. This morning I woke up and I was feeling this burning sensation in my tummy. Bad. I sat on the toilet bowl for so long till I was chased out. My brother had to go back to army camp and my Dad has to send me first to school. So there he was rusing me out. My butt burnt and I couldn't even sit down. My muuny says it is the feeling like when you are about to give birth. I rushed on my breakfast and dressed myself up. Then I sat on the toilet bowl again. Nothing came out. I talked, complaint and try not to concentrated on it.
Jung Pu was already waiting downstair. I told her what happened and she fell asleep in the car after that. I kept on smsing. Distract myself from the pain. Weird kind of pain. Later when I got out of the car, I rushed with Pupu to the toilet. It didn't help. I came out and walked around the school. Yet, the buring sensation just get stronger and stronger.
I decided to go home. Took a taxi and paid $8.40. Went to the doctor in pain and laughed with my mummy. Slept for 4 hours, ate and here I am typing. Bad day.
But new year was cool. I spend my new year eve with all my StJohn seniors. Waited for half an hour for Fish and Cod but walked out after getting seated as they only served Fesita Meal which is double the original price. We all brought a Winnie the POoh, Piglet or Tigglet chain for ourselves. (the kind where u drop your coin and turn)
We then went to Taka to eat. Stood and eat. But it was fun anyway. The guys went off first. How gentlemen! We all complaint. Let's shake our head and say, "ZOne 2 St John guys, HAIZ...".
My senior is going overseas to study medicine. Good Luck and all the best...
PERKCAFE opened on 12th Jan. Mrs Ng said it was the best event since the start of MJ. Really? I dun know. She is so proud of it.
But my hard work do paid off.
Heard one J1 said that Biz Club was the best CCA in the school. WOW! I never thought of that. Wait till they see the teacher.
No one would believe that I joined it beacause I thought it would be slack.
11th Jan, I went home at 0830 because of biz club. Arr. How can I be so committed.
haha... and poor SQ spent his whole birthday with biz too. Should have celebrated or sth...
Now everyone knows I am in Biz. The video shows it all. I am appearing everywhere. Well, actually Biz is not that bad. It's just the teacher. But maybe that's how it grows afterall. So contradictory. Yet, the good thing is, I don;t mind to be a Biz club member.
Went to the "Ray of Light" for duty last Sunday. Saw Xiang Le. He told me that Adriana was smoking and drinking. It's really hard to believe though. I also did some marketing, helped to sell quite a lot of books.
RANDOM THOUGHTS
This week is the due of all admin forms. Hope everything will be fine. I have spent too much of time on it.
The time table for this year is disastrous. It is just meant to kill my health. I am ending at 5 everyday except for friday which is 1615.
MJC is full of stress. Even the canteen holders are stressed. Ms Lai went around looking at the bins and take note of what we throw away. And if she see a lot of vege thrown that day, she would go to the store and say, "your vege is very badly cooked today." Maybe, we should not complaint too much about about our food. Now, the stall holders are under observation. One has even left after an interview with our principal.
But that's doesn't mean they do not have to improve on their cooking. Oops...
My Daddy has been jogging around the house yesterday. Funny.
Brother showed me his army photos and asked me to comment on his mates. Cute. We laughed like witches.
Two tests coming up. I got to do my tutorials.
Hope the viruses in me has lost the battle to my antbodies.
Luv ya.
Wednesday, December 28, 2005
Christmas
I got up!
Made two personalised items for Jp and my dear teacher-- Ce Xiang. Yeah, considered to be Christmas presents. It looked quite nice, too bad i didn't have time to take a picture of that.
I have English tuition after that.
Ended at about 12 noon and out family went to the STAR WAR exhibition at science centre.
rush home and made a great christmas meal for mummy. FIRST TIME. It seems so cool. She was very happy.
I got up!
Made two personalised items for Jp and my dear teacher-- Ce Xiang. Yeah, considered to be Christmas presents. It looked quite nice, too bad i didn't have time to take a picture of that.
I have English tuition after that.
Ended at about 12 noon and out family went to the STAR WAR exhibition at science centre.
rush home and made a great christmas meal for mummy. FIRST TIME. It seems so cool. She was very happy.
Blog
Blog
Hi! Haven't been blogging for quite some time. My Dad just said that it is not safe to write my diary on the net, he just had this terrible experiences that the server will be down and everything will be gone. Well, I never thought of that. Will blogspot.com ever shut down? If yes, it would be nightmare to most.
Christmas time was fun.
Christmas Eve -- Went out with some primary schools mates and end up trapped in Orchard Road. We see Singapore snowed for the first time in my life. Everywhere was a chaos. Herlina just went crazy and said that she couldn't even smile. Haha. Before that, we went all the way to Marina Bay for steamboat dinner. My whole shirt smelled like charcoal after that. The whole place were 'flooded' with steam. =)
P.S. and Guo Hong just refused to gel the hair for Gerald in front of us. They argued over the topic for almost half an hour. So, I just took a pic with them.
This is a precious photo that few can actually capture it.
Tsung Wei and Spencer together. Questionable? Anyway, Tsung Wei still think I am a guy. Arr...
TO be continued... ...
Yeah, we went to Marina Bay to have steam boat after that. YT went to meet his eight other goddness. When we left it was quite late. We set off to somerset and walked to Orchard. Everything was in a chaos. We can only squeeze our way through. Policemen were attacked with forms that is supposed to look like snow. We were attacked too. Herlina screamed in silence. I laughed. Kang Yong says that Singaporean are mad. The two other guys--- are they enjoying it? I don't know.
It was also the first time I need to line up to get into a MRT station. Horrible!!!!
The others went to the park for count down and I went home. Mummy slept and Daddy rushed out to show me the SHHHH sign. =)
See the squid!! CUTE!!!
Hi! Haven't been blogging for quite some time. My Dad just said that it is not safe to write my diary on the net, he just had this terrible experiences that the server will be down and everything will be gone. Well, I never thought of that. Will blogspot.com ever shut down? If yes, it would be nightmare to most.
Christmas time was fun.
Christmas Eve -- Went out with some primary schools mates and end up trapped in Orchard Road. We see Singapore snowed for the first time in my life. Everywhere was a chaos. Herlina just went crazy and said that she couldn't even smile. Haha. Before that, we went all the way to Marina Bay for steamboat dinner. My whole shirt smelled like charcoal after that. The whole place were 'flooded' with steam. =)
P.S. and Guo Hong just refused to gel the hair for Gerald in front of us. They argued over the topic for almost half an hour. So, I just took a pic with them.
This is a precious photo that few can actually capture it.
Tsung Wei and Spencer together. Questionable? Anyway, Tsung Wei still think I am a guy. Arr...
TO be continued... ...
Yeah, we went to Marina Bay to have steam boat after that. YT went to meet his eight other goddness. When we left it was quite late. We set off to somerset and walked to Orchard. Everything was in a chaos. We can only squeeze our way through. Policemen were attacked with forms that is supposed to look like snow. We were attacked too. Herlina screamed in silence. I laughed. Kang Yong says that Singaporean are mad. The two other guys--- are they enjoying it? I don't know.
It was also the first time I need to line up to get into a MRT station. Horrible!!!!
The others went to the park for count down and I went home. Mummy slept and Daddy rushed out to show me the SHHHH sign. =)
See the squid!! CUTE!!!
Monday, December 19, 2005
Great Leaders.
Hope we can all learn something from this =)
Teaching, Inspiring and Motivating Leaders
Apply Pressure
There are two kinds of pressure: The kind you feel and the kind you
apply.
John Fox
A very successful colleague of mine commented the other day that,
although his mother and father both had high blood pressure, he did
not. He said he has always wondered why he had not inherited it.
Another colleague quickly responded that it was because he was a "high
blood pressure carrier." "You'll never develop high blood pressure
because you
are so busy giving it to others," he said. Indeed much of my
colleague's tremendous success over his many years of law practice has
been due to his ability to apply so much pressure to those around him,
that he doesn't feel pressured himself.
Great leaders are masters of applying pressure and not feeling
affected by it. They always seem to be one step ahead of others. They
anticipate where things are moving and get there before the
competition. They spend much more time creating change than they do
reacting to it. They give
subordinates plenty of challenging assignments rather than waiting for
them to ask for work. They understand that the best defense is a
strong offense and attack difficulties before they grow out of
control.
Do you feel more pressure than you apply? Are you leading change and
innovation or constantly reacting to the changes and innovation of
others? What could you do differently in your daily schedule to begin
applying pressure and not feeling affected by it?
Plan, prepare and execute your daily plan this week in a way that
enables you to begin spending more time initiating action rather than
reacting to the actions of others. Anticipate where things are going
and work smarter each day to get there before the competition. Begin
applying more pressure while not letting pressure affect you.
Hmm. Things are here for me to learn. A 17 going on 18 little girl. Yan Yan =)
Teaching, Inspiring and Motivating Leaders
Apply Pressure
There are two kinds of pressure: The kind you feel and the kind you
apply.
John Fox
A very successful colleague of mine commented the other day that,
although his mother and father both had high blood pressure, he did
not. He said he has always wondered why he had not inherited it.
Another colleague quickly responded that it was because he was a "high
blood pressure carrier." "You'll never develop high blood pressure
because you
are so busy giving it to others," he said. Indeed much of my
colleague's tremendous success over his many years of law practice has
been due to his ability to apply so much pressure to those around him,
that he doesn't feel pressured himself.
Great leaders are masters of applying pressure and not feeling
affected by it. They always seem to be one step ahead of others. They
anticipate where things are moving and get there before the
competition. They spend much more time creating change than they do
reacting to it. They give
subordinates plenty of challenging assignments rather than waiting for
them to ask for work. They understand that the best defense is a
strong offense and attack difficulties before they grow out of
control.
Do you feel more pressure than you apply? Are you leading change and
innovation or constantly reacting to the changes and innovation of
others? What could you do differently in your daily schedule to begin
applying pressure and not feeling affected by it?
Plan, prepare and execute your daily plan this week in a way that
enables you to begin spending more time initiating action rather than
reacting to the actions of others. Anticipate where things are going
and work smarter each day to get there before the competition. Begin
applying more pressure while not letting pressure affect you.
Hmm. Things are here for me to learn. A 17 going on 18 little girl. Yan Yan =)
Thursday, December 15, 2005
NCO camp 2005
NCO camp 2005
Loads of things happened after my take over as a corp officer. Things weren't that smooth that I thought it could be. I have learnt and realised quite a lot of things. Conflict among humans, management, and the will power to withstand anger, unfairness and authority.
The waves occurred last week have finally been settled. A little encouragement from Mervyn really does make me happy.
Followed on will the NCO camp 2005 on the 8th of December.
It was memorable! Not to say very happy but the elements of fun, joy, sadness, anger, tiredness and sometimes loniness have made it all so complete.
First day --- it was supposed to be the preparation of the campsite and all the admin stuffs. Well, I was the assisstant admin and was really 'lucky' that it was to be in charge of all the typing, papers and money. No fun at all. Yet, I enjoyed the part where me, Aveline, Wei Lun and Choon Yuan were working together pasting newspaper on the window. That was entertaining! See how bored I am that day.
Later, me and the two guys sat down with the instructors and talked craps. Stuffs about cadets, rich kids and religions. Hmmm.
Sir Angus told me to go out to buy dinner so off i went with a pile of money in my back pocket. I found some joy with the cats on the way and back at the campus. Wei Lun was playing with one of the kittens and when we put him back into the bushes, it just followed him back. Haha. That was cute.
Second day --- boring day. Cadets falling in for first parade and it started raining. I was in charge of carrying all their valuables and sorting out of the admin stuffs and consficated items. Didn't really know what happen after that. Cadets have their lectures and stuffs. Oh yeah... I went for bunk check, this time I was not so strict, just dig out their bags and scolded one and two of them.
SUPPER TIME
Third day --- it was hiking at Pulau Ubin. I didn't go for the hike. I was put as the over- all in charge back in Bedok View. WOW! The school was mine with two others and casualties. I slept for a while, played cards with choon yuan, typed out the minutes for the previous meeting and went out to buy lunch. After lunch, I actually talked rubbish with the cadets and taught them how to make a double star using a rubber band. Amazed they were. Me too! >< At night, I got a chance to move out of the campus in the ambulance. I was told to accompany Siang Yee home. She was sick obviously. That night, I even found out that Sir Angus was my senior of Bedok South Primary. Haha. He was the 1991 badge if I did not remember wrongly. We have meeting until 2 sth midnight after that.
Fourth day --- the most unforgettable moment of my life.
It was my brother's birthday. I booked at around 0920 and went back home for GP tuition. After that me and family went to LONG BENCH to have seafood. GOOD FOOD! Chilli crabs, salad prawns, fish, plus plus plus... I love it.
Went back to campus at around two sth. They were having their team building games.
It was the best part of the whole camp. They need to satisfy us in order to get ROAR CARDS! ROAR CARDS... it makes me high... (those who know me know how horrible i can get) I make the cadets scream, shout and dance. They got entertained as well as me too. SUPERB. i love the centaur group. they were the best. =)
That night was campfire night. And I am the MC of the day. WOW... the campfire rocks because I am in there. But silly me has made a very silly mistake that ruined up my whole emotion. I have mixed up the camp commander and chairman. Sirs and mdms were sort of frustrated. It made me sad. I cried. Though they praised me later for my job well done. I think it was great, I meant real great besides that terrible mistake. A pat on my own shoulder. It has been my first and very best campfire.
Many people cried that day. Mdm Pei Pei got so miserable when Christina told her that she was going to quit. Regina cried beacuse she was too stressed up.
I have meeting till 0300 sth midnight.
I was the DO (duty officer) the next day. I got to plan my timetable. Together with Sir Han Wee, we walked around the whole school -- planning the area cleaning programme next day (that day). Slept at around 0445 and woke up at 0515.
It was the first time I have so little sleep. Terrible.
Asked cadets to fall in the morning and all I remember was that I kept scolding and scolding. I think the course IC of the day was quite stressed up too. haha. The cadets owned about 350 jumping jacks and I have managed to clear 90 that morning. Success.
Everything went smoothly after that. =) Wee...
At least, I was not blur. =)
Break camp! We wrote autographs for eachother.
Me as an officer. Too much of a reponsibility. I might be getting tired but I know that you guys are there to boost me on =)
Loads of things happened after my take over as a corp officer. Things weren't that smooth that I thought it could be. I have learnt and realised quite a lot of things. Conflict among humans, management, and the will power to withstand anger, unfairness and authority.
The waves occurred last week have finally been settled. A little encouragement from Mervyn really does make me happy.
Followed on will the NCO camp 2005 on the 8th of December.
It was memorable! Not to say very happy but the elements of fun, joy, sadness, anger, tiredness and sometimes loniness have made it all so complete.
First day --- it was supposed to be the preparation of the campsite and all the admin stuffs. Well, I was the assisstant admin and was really 'lucky' that it was to be in charge of all the typing, papers and money. No fun at all. Yet, I enjoyed the part where me, Aveline, Wei Lun and Choon Yuan were working together pasting newspaper on the window. That was entertaining! See how bored I am that day.
Later, me and the two guys sat down with the instructors and talked craps. Stuffs about cadets, rich kids and religions. Hmmm.
Sir Angus told me to go out to buy dinner so off i went with a pile of money in my back pocket. I found some joy with the cats on the way and back at the campus. Wei Lun was playing with one of the kittens and when we put him back into the bushes, it just followed him back. Haha. That was cute.
Second day --- boring day. Cadets falling in for first parade and it started raining. I was in charge of carrying all their valuables and sorting out of the admin stuffs and consficated items. Didn't really know what happen after that. Cadets have their lectures and stuffs. Oh yeah... I went for bunk check, this time I was not so strict, just dig out their bags and scolded one and two of them.
SUPPER TIME
Third day --- it was hiking at Pulau Ubin. I didn't go for the hike. I was put as the over- all in charge back in Bedok View. WOW! The school was mine with two others and casualties. I slept for a while, played cards with choon yuan, typed out the minutes for the previous meeting and went out to buy lunch. After lunch, I actually talked rubbish with the cadets and taught them how to make a double star using a rubber band. Amazed they were. Me too! >< At night, I got a chance to move out of the campus in the ambulance. I was told to accompany Siang Yee home. She was sick obviously. That night, I even found out that Sir Angus was my senior of Bedok South Primary. Haha. He was the 1991 badge if I did not remember wrongly. We have meeting until 2 sth midnight after that.
Fourth day --- the most unforgettable moment of my life.
It was my brother's birthday. I booked at around 0920 and went back home for GP tuition. After that me and family went to LONG BENCH to have seafood. GOOD FOOD! Chilli crabs, salad prawns, fish, plus plus plus... I love it.
Went back to campus at around two sth. They were having their team building games.
It was the best part of the whole camp. They need to satisfy us in order to get ROAR CARDS! ROAR CARDS... it makes me high... (those who know me know how horrible i can get) I make the cadets scream, shout and dance. They got entertained as well as me too. SUPERB. i love the centaur group. they were the best. =)
That night was campfire night. And I am the MC of the day. WOW... the campfire rocks because I am in there. But silly me has made a very silly mistake that ruined up my whole emotion. I have mixed up the camp commander and chairman. Sirs and mdms were sort of frustrated. It made me sad. I cried. Though they praised me later for my job well done. I think it was great, I meant real great besides that terrible mistake. A pat on my own shoulder. It has been my first and very best campfire.
Many people cried that day. Mdm Pei Pei got so miserable when Christina told her that she was going to quit. Regina cried beacuse she was too stressed up.
I have meeting till 0300 sth midnight.
I was the DO (duty officer) the next day. I got to plan my timetable. Together with Sir Han Wee, we walked around the whole school -- planning the area cleaning programme next day (that day). Slept at around 0445 and woke up at 0515.
It was the first time I have so little sleep. Terrible.
Asked cadets to fall in the morning and all I remember was that I kept scolding and scolding. I think the course IC of the day was quite stressed up too. haha. The cadets owned about 350 jumping jacks and I have managed to clear 90 that morning. Success.
Everything went smoothly after that. =) Wee...
At least, I was not blur. =)
Break camp! We wrote autographs for eachother.
Me as an officer. Too much of a reponsibility. I might be getting tired but I know that you guys are there to boost me on =)
Monday, December 05, 2005
A real world is a messed up place - maybe i am just experiencing the glimpse of it
A real world is a messed up place - maybe i am just experiencing the glimpse of it
St. John is a messed up place. I am pissed now. Very pissed.
I have planned to scold all of you and here you are giving me more reasons to do so.
One time. Second time. And here is it the third time.
I just think it is funny.
Who on Earth will one inform the (in-charge of the meeting) last on the list?
This is horrible, what if I am not free?
I maybe a goat. Too kind-hearted for some reasons. Yeah. But I am an unhappy goat lately. Thanks to them.
I have gone to NCO course, wasting half of my time.
Then back in my corp, things are just not going straight.
I have been reprimanding them every time I go back.
It is not me. I am going a bit nuts on this shit.
A challenge for me huh?! Well, I am going to accept this challenge.
Me- Corp office in charge. I am not going to see it ruin out. At least, not now.
I am not supposed to thinking about this stuffs. Yet, it is just pouring over me.
Maybe I shall not think too much as Mervyn has said.
My junior just called me at 9 sth to inform me about the change.
Yesterday I was just having some emotional ups and downs due to some Benjamin's theory.
Things are all messed up.
Nothing is right. This is not okay.
Or is it that bad?
Well, I have thought of a good idea. Giving BB a name. A very professional name. One problem solved. Here comes another. Pissed.
But maybe, that's what life is all about.
It's an experience. A true experience.
St. John is a messed up place. I am pissed now. Very pissed.
I have planned to scold all of you and here you are giving me more reasons to do so.
One time. Second time. And here is it the third time.
I just think it is funny.
Who on Earth will one inform the (in-charge of the meeting) last on the list?
This is horrible, what if I am not free?
I maybe a goat. Too kind-hearted for some reasons. Yeah. But I am an unhappy goat lately. Thanks to them.
I have gone to NCO course, wasting half of my time.
Then back in my corp, things are just not going straight.
I have been reprimanding them every time I go back.
It is not me. I am going a bit nuts on this shit.
A challenge for me huh?! Well, I am going to accept this challenge.
Me- Corp office in charge. I am not going to see it ruin out. At least, not now.
I am not supposed to thinking about this stuffs. Yet, it is just pouring over me.
Maybe I shall not think too much as Mervyn has said.
My junior just called me at 9 sth to inform me about the change.
Yesterday I was just having some emotional ups and downs due to some Benjamin's theory.
Things are all messed up.
Nothing is right. This is not okay.
Or is it that bad?
Well, I have thought of a good idea. Giving BB a name. A very professional name. One problem solved. Here comes another. Pissed.
But maybe, that's what life is all about.
It's an experience. A true experience.
Friday, November 25, 2005
Last Friday
What did I do this week?
Recalling...
Last Friday.
I went to school in the morning for some stupid photo taking. Supposedly everyone from Biz Club was supposed to turn up, but as usual nobody did. Lucky, Zhen Sheng, another non-exco member, was there to crap with me. He is guy that really looked like Ka Cheong. It seems like they have the same face, only a bit thinner.
I left around 0930 and went back to TMS for St. John. I taught the juniors bed bathing and was happy that they were enlightened. Yet, another frustrating happened. The NCOs ordered the Sec. 1 to clean up the pigeonholes at the side and then they went off. I looked at the holes. What on earth is happening? Do they consider this neat? I knelt down start packing myself? Nobody bothered. Anger started to build up. I restrained. Then I found three St. John berets stuffed together with a dirty sock.
I stood up, stared at them. "Do you know your beret is something that you should respect, and you all just stuff here with some sock for the juniors to see?". I went rambling on and took them to pack the holes NICELY for me. They tried maybe but to no avail. I picked out a bag of helmets and found piles of clothes beneath the bag. "Do you all pack thing just by looking on the surface? Do you understand the meaning of neat? If you don't, how do you expect your junior to know what to do?" I started scolding again. Arrr. That was the last time I am packing the room. I said that. Yet, I don't so. We will see.
Afternoon, I went to Auntie Anna's house. My mum and friends were having a party there. Lots and lots of dumplings. WOW! I socialize with all of them. Chatted and laugh my head out. It was fun. My mother was mad as usual. Giggling and showing some funny Yoka style. Then another moment, they were talking 'yellow' and some other experiences they have with their husbands. An afternoon with a gang of Aunties was fun. I don't mind another. Haha.
Went home at around 4sth and Bjorn SMS me. I was shifted to the third shift for ice-cream selling. That's mean I no need to go to school early and I have a chance to crap with zhen sheng again. Good. So off I went to sleep before I woke up at 0630.
Oops! Bash start at 0700 and Jasmine told me to meet them at 0610. Everything was off timing. I drank some soup, dressed up and rushed out.
Reached school at 7 something for bash. Meet up Jasmine and Kristin, got high with Jo Jo for something and sold ice cream.
Details of it...let me account on another day.
Got to sleep. St. John early morning tomorrow. Cya!
Recalling...
Last Friday.
I went to school in the morning for some stupid photo taking. Supposedly everyone from Biz Club was supposed to turn up, but as usual nobody did. Lucky, Zhen Sheng, another non-exco member, was there to crap with me. He is guy that really looked like Ka Cheong. It seems like they have the same face, only a bit thinner.
I left around 0930 and went back to TMS for St. John. I taught the juniors bed bathing and was happy that they were enlightened. Yet, another frustrating happened. The NCOs ordered the Sec. 1 to clean up the pigeonholes at the side and then they went off. I looked at the holes. What on earth is happening? Do they consider this neat? I knelt down start packing myself? Nobody bothered. Anger started to build up. I restrained. Then I found three St. John berets stuffed together with a dirty sock.
I stood up, stared at them. "Do you know your beret is something that you should respect, and you all just stuff here with some sock for the juniors to see?". I went rambling on and took them to pack the holes NICELY for me. They tried maybe but to no avail. I picked out a bag of helmets and found piles of clothes beneath the bag. "Do you all pack thing just by looking on the surface? Do you understand the meaning of neat? If you don't, how do you expect your junior to know what to do?" I started scolding again. Arrr. That was the last time I am packing the room. I said that. Yet, I don't so. We will see.
Afternoon, I went to Auntie Anna's house. My mum and friends were having a party there. Lots and lots of dumplings. WOW! I socialize with all of them. Chatted and laugh my head out. It was fun. My mother was mad as usual. Giggling and showing some funny Yoka style. Then another moment, they were talking 'yellow' and some other experiences they have with their husbands. An afternoon with a gang of Aunties was fun. I don't mind another. Haha.
Went home at around 4sth and Bjorn SMS me. I was shifted to the third shift for ice-cream selling. That's mean I no need to go to school early and I have a chance to crap with zhen sheng again. Good. So off I went to sleep before I woke up at 0630.
Oops! Bash start at 0700 and Jasmine told me to meet them at 0610. Everything was off timing. I drank some soup, dressed up and rushed out.
Reached school at 7 something for bash. Meet up Jasmine and Kristin, got high with Jo Jo for something and sold ice cream.
Details of it...let me account on another day.
Got to sleep. St. John early morning tomorrow. Cya!
Recalling Primary six days...
Just finished reading my own blog and other people blog's entries. Interesting stuffs. Maybe I would become more interesting as I grow older. It feels funny reading my primary six diary now. What do I know about love then? And there I was rambling on stuffs about love.
Talking about primary six, it was a wonderful year with lots of ups and downs, joy and tears and some really beautiful memories.
Remember our school shifted to Chai Chee that year due to the rebuilding of our old school compound. Bedok South Primary School only left three years of ages. Sob. I was forced to take the school bus to school. My mum never allowed me to step out or into the house alone then. Not until I reached Secondary 3. So I was the oldest on the bus, and that's when I learn how to play Pokemon card with those Primary Two Kids.
Back then, I have a very good friend which I lost contact for now. Her name is Liu Ting. We went to the library nearly every recess. Going to the comic corner where we have to take out our shoe to entry that 'reading area'. Haha. There were a lot of soft toys there and we played and talked to it almost everyday. We even pull out the cotton of the soft toy and hide it in corners of the library. As for the cotton, we termed it as "eggs of the soft toy". Sometimes, we go down and join the others which I could always initiate the game 'crocodile'. We didn't play as much as we did back in the old compound. Area constraint? Or did we grow older? I don't know about others, but I feel the same except for my face, which looked more decent, and with more pimples on it.
My teacher liked me a lot because she liked my smart brother a lot. Yet, I was once pulled to the principal for interrogation. Actually, our teacher appointed us to guard our classroom for a period of time due to some robbery cases, but there was this problematic guy who reported to the teacher and say that his pencil box was lost and suspected that we steal it. So we were pull to see the VP. Sound funny.
Primary six. It was also the year I start to get infatuated the first time in my life. Never know what was it back then, so I termed it 'love' in my diary as I mentioned. I think everyone who is in the same class know who he is. It was actually my classmates who said we match that I started liking him. I think I didn’t realize much of it back then too. But I remembering him calling me and me being nagged at by my mum just slammed the phone. I was sad each time I did that. It hurts actually. Never mind about it. It's the past. He is two years older than me and was in primary 4back then. Now, I suppose he is going to the secondary four next year. Hmm. All the best to him.
Other memories shall linger in my mind, my heart for as long as it could.
Talking about primary six, it was a wonderful year with lots of ups and downs, joy and tears and some really beautiful memories.
Remember our school shifted to Chai Chee that year due to the rebuilding of our old school compound. Bedok South Primary School only left three years of ages. Sob. I was forced to take the school bus to school. My mum never allowed me to step out or into the house alone then. Not until I reached Secondary 3. So I was the oldest on the bus, and that's when I learn how to play Pokemon card with those Primary Two Kids.
Back then, I have a very good friend which I lost contact for now. Her name is Liu Ting. We went to the library nearly every recess. Going to the comic corner where we have to take out our shoe to entry that 'reading area'. Haha. There were a lot of soft toys there and we played and talked to it almost everyday. We even pull out the cotton of the soft toy and hide it in corners of the library. As for the cotton, we termed it as "eggs of the soft toy". Sometimes, we go down and join the others which I could always initiate the game 'crocodile'. We didn't play as much as we did back in the old compound. Area constraint? Or did we grow older? I don't know about others, but I feel the same except for my face, which looked more decent, and with more pimples on it.
My teacher liked me a lot because she liked my smart brother a lot. Yet, I was once pulled to the principal for interrogation. Actually, our teacher appointed us to guard our classroom for a period of time due to some robbery cases, but there was this problematic guy who reported to the teacher and say that his pencil box was lost and suspected that we steal it. So we were pull to see the VP. Sound funny.
Primary six. It was also the year I start to get infatuated the first time in my life. Never know what was it back then, so I termed it 'love' in my diary as I mentioned. I think everyone who is in the same class know who he is. It was actually my classmates who said we match that I started liking him. I think I didn’t realize much of it back then too. But I remembering him calling me and me being nagged at by my mum just slammed the phone. I was sad each time I did that. It hurts actually. Never mind about it. It's the past. He is two years older than me and was in primary 4back then. Now, I suppose he is going to the secondary four next year. Hmm. All the best to him.
Other memories shall linger in my mind, my heart for as long as it could.
Thursday, November 24, 2005
SURPRISE!
Surprise! I never thought I would design such a template. Thanks to Lily who helped me along. It's now 0237 midnight. I have lingered over the thing for almost 2hours and a half. Lucky that my effort was not gone to waste, I have at least learnt something - how to design this NICE template with MINGDAO my sweet heart. MELTED!!!
I found a website where you can find his and 183 club video and MTV. Amazing that someone just designed that webpage. A kiss to who ever she or he is.
Copy and paste this link and watch the other ending of PRINCE TURN INTO FROG.
It really makes my heart throb. I dun want Shan Jun Hao to end up this way. SOB!!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch.php?v=6YxFJpu1kro&search=wang%20zi%20bian%20qing%20wa%20fan%20wai%20pian%20183Club%207F%20mingdao%20shaowei%20xiaoqiao%20qiaoen%20ending
Sleeping now... uploading photos of JC bash will be still under construction.
Lazy me.
zzz.zzz.
I found a website where you can find his and 183 club video and MTV. Amazing that someone just designed that webpage. A kiss to who ever she or he is.
Copy and paste this link and watch the other ending of PRINCE TURN INTO FROG.
It really makes my heart throb. I dun want Shan Jun Hao to end up this way. SOB!!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch.php?v=6YxFJpu1kro&search=wang%20zi%20bian%20qing%20wa%20fan%20wai%20pian%20183Club%207F%20mingdao%20shaowei%20xiaoqiao%20qiaoen%20ending
Sleeping now... uploading photos of JC bash will be still under construction.
Lazy me.
zzz.zzz.
Tuesday, November 08, 2005
THINK
Sometimes, I feel that it is interesting to sit down and reflect on the way we think. While most of the times, we will be wondering why we are thinking this way. It’s strange. Why? Our environment, the culture we are exposed to or even our genes, affects us. Hmm. Read the following extract. It makes the world more complex. It made me more sophisticated. At least, it proves that I am grown up. Yet, I like to remain childish. Confused mind. End off
A Simple Wisdom:
the possibility of being wrong
by Stephen B. Waters
Sometimes, even when you think you are right, you are not.You think you're right, not because you are right, but simply because you think you're right
For who has ever considered himself lacking in sense?
That would be a self-contradictory proposition. Lack of sense is a disease that never exists when it is seen; it is most tenacious and strong, yet the first glance from the patient's eye pierces it through and disperses it, as a dense mist is dispersed by the sun's beams.
There never was a street-porter or silly woman who was not sure of having as much sense as was necessary. We readily recognize in others a superiority in courage, physical strength, experience, agility, or beauty. But a superior judgment we concede to nobody. And we think that we could ourselves have discovered the reasons which occur naturally to others, if only we had looked in the same direction.
You need to be right, because your best future depends on it. You plan your future according to the map of reality you carry in your mind. You need that map as accurate as can be. You depend on it.So how do you know when you are wrong? That's what friends are for. That's why people converse. That's why we write things. Writing freezes each thought for further scrutiny from any side. In the light of a new morning, we see if our ideas make the same sense they seemed to make the night before
If one learns from others but does not think, one will be bewildered. If, on the other hand, one thinks but does not learn from others, one will be in peril.
[Confucius]I'll run to the truth and embrace it as soon as I see it coming.
[Montaigne]Make this simple wisdom your own or the real driving force to learn is missing
A Simple Wisdom:
the possibility of being wrong
by Stephen B. Waters
Sometimes, even when you think you are right, you are not.You think you're right, not because you are right, but simply because you think you're right
For who has ever considered himself lacking in sense?
That would be a self-contradictory proposition. Lack of sense is a disease that never exists when it is seen; it is most tenacious and strong, yet the first glance from the patient's eye pierces it through and disperses it, as a dense mist is dispersed by the sun's beams.
There never was a street-porter or silly woman who was not sure of having as much sense as was necessary. We readily recognize in others a superiority in courage, physical strength, experience, agility, or beauty. But a superior judgment we concede to nobody. And we think that we could ourselves have discovered the reasons which occur naturally to others, if only we had looked in the same direction.
You need to be right, because your best future depends on it. You plan your future according to the map of reality you carry in your mind. You need that map as accurate as can be. You depend on it.So how do you know when you are wrong? That's what friends are for. That's why people converse. That's why we write things. Writing freezes each thought for further scrutiny from any side. In the light of a new morning, we see if our ideas make the same sense they seemed to make the night before
If one learns from others but does not think, one will be bewildered. If, on the other hand, one thinks but does not learn from others, one will be in peril.
[Confucius]I'll run to the truth and embrace it as soon as I see it coming.
[Montaigne]Make this simple wisdom your own or the real driving force to learn is missing
Friday, November 04, 2005
Ming Dao- My Perfect Valentine!
Something I must really share!!!!
明道，可能没听过吧？
但真得很帅！开始时喜欢他扮演的角色，后来喜欢他本人，他出身于菜市场，为了帮助家里，到电视台作主持人主持《冒险王》，获得金钟奖，后来参演天国的嫁衣，崭露头角，第二部戏《王子变青蛙》创下台湾最高收视纪录。下面是我转帖别人的。
明道，一个爱收集花花内裤的男人，会因为见到大包的内裤而兴奋，会因为别人送他内裤毫不吝啬的给他拥抱的古怪男人。
明道，一个敢于冒险的男人，他坚韧不拔，在生关头还会笑着说“刺激”的纯金男人。
明道，一个爱哭的男人，会因为想妈妈而哭，像个长不大的孩子，立志要做刘德华的歌曲代言人“男人哭吧哭吧不是罪，尝尝阔别已久眼泪的滋味......”
明道，他赢了，他打破了不朽神话，成为最年轻的金钟奖得主，可是在成就背后是无尽头的付出，这是他应的的。
明道，一个出身菜市场的孩子，与其说是上天眷顾这个孩子，不如归功与奋斗，他用自己的手打拼自己的天下，现在他红了，自己做出的努力见到了成效，他得到了别人的认可，人们愿意随着这个菜市场小孩看世界，同时也证明了不是出身名门的人，同样可以拥有自己的一片天，而且会更大，更蓝....
明道，你一路走来，变的成熟，七年前《我猜》中那个穿着蓝色背背裤的羞涩小男生，对主持人一句“你很想红啊”都无力反驳，因为你不是他们口中说的“SUPER STAR”现在呢？面对同样的主持人，你不会在让她牵着你走。
明道，你随剧组漂洋过海，你见证过一场美丽爱情的归宿，你感受过世界第一道曙光，同样的，你也曾挣扎在生死的瞬间，可是你却可以坦然的一笑而过，是不是真的“紧要关头不放弃，绝望就会变成希望？”
明道，你是那么完美，完美到不可挑剔。是《冒险王》塑造了你坚强？还是“海诺”演绎了心中另一个你？无论是冒险王明道，还是《天国》里那个明道，又或许是诠释两个不同阶层人物生活的明道，在你身上总是散发着无穷的能量，我搞不清楚你的磁场有多大！
现在，一个令每一个女孩都为之倾倒的单均昊，一段让人发自内心的失去记忆最初的爱，这次你赢了 ，你带走的不仅仅只是一个奖杯，还有每一个人的心。
明道，你到底想要怎样？你给我们下了最幸福的迷魂计，可是每一次你都只给我们维系一周生命的解药，可是药用完了，我们该怎么办？
明道同学，现在我将正式以“侵占罪”对你提起控诉，你强行占有本人心中4/3的空间，这可能回致使我到了五十岁依然孤单，现在我你赔偿我的青春，精神损失3万，并且惩罚你爱你的FANS一辈子。
“没有你，我该怎么办？”
“神啊，救救我吧......”
By one of his fans!!!
I am getting crazy too!!!
Some Updates
Some updates on my life lately.
Let me start from the last day of school which is last Friday. Our 'stylish' principal come into the hall and gave an unexpectedly short speech. She just said that we were better than last badge and that the teachers were full of praises for us. Boring. I always thought her scoldings was better. More funny at least. After which, all the 4As students were to remain behind, we were told that we need a total 'A' level point of 45 and a pass in all 4 subjects in order to maintain our 4 sub. I felt an uneasiness in me at that moment. I didn't get good grades. Is it enough to make up to 45 points? Confused. Frustration and a little bit of frighteness was in me.=p I reached for my result slip in container classroom 2 1 hour later and glared down at the middle column. Oh no! I got 44.5 points! Haha, I laugh at myself. I am always on the border line case. Who would have dream of such points? How? I asked Ms Wang. She said that she will put me under "the special case". Then, she went on saying that my grades were quite stagnant(actually is just chem and bio) and said that I would have do much more better with 3 subjects.
Final conclusion: 44.5 = 45 , so my subjects remain but it also mean that i need to work harder and stop current interest -slacking. =)
Saturday - send my parents off to London. Left me and brother.
Sunday - Primary school gang came at around 3 pm and stayed until 11 pm. We played squash, play bridge, eat pizza, celebrated all our birthdays and compared each other legs. Fun day it is. Nice feelings meeting old friends. Here are some photos.
On Tue- Jung Pu came and stay over at my house. Watched movie, sleep, talk and I got to learn the guitar for the first time. WOW! Here a pic on my bed. =)
The sad thing is I need to go to school on Monday, wednesday and friday for Project Work. But it is also the reason I couldn't go to London. SOB!
Yeah, I am enjoying myself now.
And one more thing, Ming dao from 183 Club rocks, he is my white prince.=) Watch Prince Become Frog at 0700 every Wed, Thurs and Fri. =)
明道
本名：林朝章
生日：1980/02/26
星座：雙魚座
血型：O型
身高：180cm
體重：70kg
語言：國、英、台
興趣：玩車、吉他
專長：表演、主持
Let me start from the last day of school which is last Friday. Our 'stylish' principal come into the hall and gave an unexpectedly short speech. She just said that we were better than last badge and that the teachers were full of praises for us. Boring. I always thought her scoldings was better. More funny at least. After which, all the 4As students were to remain behind, we were told that we need a total 'A' level point of 45 and a pass in all 4 subjects in order to maintain our 4 sub. I felt an uneasiness in me at that moment. I didn't get good grades. Is it enough to make up to 45 points? Confused. Frustration and a little bit of frighteness was in me.=p I reached for my result slip in container classroom 2 1 hour later and glared down at the middle column. Oh no! I got 44.5 points! Haha, I laugh at myself. I am always on the border line case. Who would have dream of such points? How? I asked Ms Wang. She said that she will put me under "the special case". Then, she went on saying that my grades were quite stagnant(actually is just chem and bio) and said that I would have do much more better with 3 subjects.
Final conclusion: 44.5 = 45 , so my subjects remain but it also mean that i need to work harder and stop current interest -slacking. =)
Saturday - send my parents off to London. Left me and brother.
Sunday - Primary school gang came at around 3 pm and stayed until 11 pm. We played squash, play bridge, eat pizza, celebrated all our birthdays and compared each other legs. Fun day it is. Nice feelings meeting old friends. Here are some photos.
On Tue- Jung Pu came and stay over at my house. Watched movie, sleep, talk and I got to learn the guitar for the first time. WOW! Here a pic on my bed. =)
The sad thing is I need to go to school on Monday, wednesday and friday for Project Work. But it is also the reason I couldn't go to London. SOB!
Yeah, I am enjoying myself now.
And one more thing, Ming dao from 183 Club rocks, he is my white prince.=) Watch Prince Become Frog at 0700 every Wed, Thurs and Fri. =)
明道
本名：林朝章
生日：1980/02/26
星座：雙魚座
血型：O型
身高：180cm
體重：70kg
語言：國、英、台
興趣：玩車、吉他
專長：表演、主持
Friday, October 21, 2005
PW
Just finish some part of my PW. Not a complete set is done. I am too sleepy to type. I do not like PW! Arr... I really need to sleep. CYa!
Thursday, October 20, 2005
Miracle do happen
It's midnight 100am. I have been sleeping too much just now. Hmm... Drift off to yesterday's morning.
My first period was Math lecture. I have got a B for Mathematics. Far too much mistakes I have made. Carelessness is always within my sight. When can I kick it out totally from my life? Is "Never" the word? I hope not. My A levels are not far away.
Next period was interesting. We are going to receive our Physics paper. I thought I was going to fail. Yet, my brother has this strange thinking that I would not. Strange. Half of the whole cohort failed and I am always the majority. I never pass my tests, the best I got was an AO. Sad. At least, I pass my mid- year, I told myself.
My heart was not pumping normally and my hands are freezing.
"Tutors, you can give out Section A now!" Our cute Physics teacher, Mr Se, said.
I turned to my right and stared at the piles of paper. Last paper. Faster can.
It works. Paveen accidentally slipped out my paper while taking hers. I got mine first.
I flipped to the front and looked at my marks. 75/150. Did I pass? My whole mind was blank. I could not even do simple calculation. I was stunned for a moment. I thought for a while. I passed with a D. Later, they announced the deduction marks was not counted, so I got 51%. Not a very magnificent grade. But to me, it was a success. At least, for Physics it is.
I SMS 3 very important person. Daddy, brother goat and nick.
CONGRATULATION! They typed.
Daddy wanted me to work harder from now on. Okay! I would promise myself to that.
I passed every subject. This was a miracle. Something I never would have expected. Am I being lucky or something? My favourite quote, "Luck is when preparation meets opportunity." Maybe, I have good luck this time. Here, thanks to all who have helped me and encouraged me in this promotional exams. =)
However,I could not express or celebrate this joy. My friends have not done as they wished. They are disappointed. They cried. I felt that I am helpless. I can only console and pray for the best for them. Stay strong, my friends. All of you are going to make it. I am here to give you my blessings. Remember me and smile! =)
JIa YOU!
As I final conclusion, I scored a BDDD. Not something eye- catching but it meant something to me. Four subjects to go in J2. Be strong I must be too. I managed to keep up to your promise, my dear brother.
Ending off. 0130
Smile Always n think positively. Sth to all my friends all there.
My first period was Math lecture. I have got a B for Mathematics. Far too much mistakes I have made. Carelessness is always within my sight. When can I kick it out totally from my life? Is "Never" the word? I hope not. My A levels are not far away.
Next period was interesting. We are going to receive our Physics paper. I thought I was going to fail. Yet, my brother has this strange thinking that I would not. Strange. Half of the whole cohort failed and I am always the majority. I never pass my tests, the best I got was an AO. Sad. At least, I pass my mid- year, I told myself.
My heart was not pumping normally and my hands are freezing.
"Tutors, you can give out Section A now!" Our cute Physics teacher, Mr Se, said.
I turned to my right and stared at the piles of paper. Last paper. Faster can.
It works. Paveen accidentally slipped out my paper while taking hers. I got mine first.
I flipped to the front and looked at my marks. 75/150. Did I pass? My whole mind was blank. I could not even do simple calculation. I was stunned for a moment. I thought for a while. I passed with a D. Later, they announced the deduction marks was not counted, so I got 51%. Not a very magnificent grade. But to me, it was a success. At least, for Physics it is.
I SMS 3 very important person. Daddy, brother goat and nick.
CONGRATULATION! They typed.
Daddy wanted me to work harder from now on. Okay! I would promise myself to that.
I passed every subject. This was a miracle. Something I never would have expected. Am I being lucky or something? My favourite quote, "Luck is when preparation meets opportunity." Maybe, I have good luck this time. Here, thanks to all who have helped me and encouraged me in this promotional exams. =)
However,I could not express or celebrate this joy. My friends have not done as they wished. They are disappointed. They cried. I felt that I am helpless. I can only console and pray for the best for them. Stay strong, my friends. All of you are going to make it. I am here to give you my blessings. Remember me and smile! =)
JIa YOU!
As I final conclusion, I scored a BDDD. Not something eye- catching but it meant something to me. Four subjects to go in J2. Be strong I must be too. I managed to keep up to your promise, my dear brother.
Ending off. 0130
Smile Always n think positively. Sth to all my friends all there.
Tuesday, October 11, 2005
Unforgettable moments!
Today is a special day. I did something I never thought of doing in my college days. Oh my God! This is getting on my nerve.
I did something that I would not explain.
Heart pumping.
End off.
I did something that I would not explain.
Heart pumping.
End off.
True freedom
Someone sent me this, i thought it was very meaningful. Esp: To hope is to risk despair, and to try is to risk failure. But risks must be taken, because the greatest risk in life is to risk nothing. All the best to everyone in the future no matter what it may hold. And remember, don't be afraid to take risks! =)
All the best!
True Freedom
True freedom can only be achieved by taking risks. No moment can be truly savoured, no life genuinely touched, without putting your ego and emotions on the line.
To experience fully is to yield completely. And in surrendering ourselves, we inevitably run the risk of wounding our pride or breaking our hearts.
But what is life, if not a series of experiences? each one capable of changing our lives in profound ways?
An unknown author writes about the risks we should take, in order to truly experience life?
To laugh is to risk appearing the fool.
To weep is to risk being called sentimental.
To reach out to another is to risk involvement.
To expose feelings is to risk showing your true self.
To place your ideas and your dreams before a crowd is to risk being called naive.
To love is to risk not being loved in return.
To live is to risk dying.
To hope is to risk despair, and to try is to risk failure.
But risks must be taken, because the greatest risk in life is to risk nothing.
The person who risks nothing, does nothing, has nothing, is nothing, and becomes nothing.
He may avoid suffering and sorrow, but he simply cannot learn and feel and change and grow and love and live.
Chained by things that are certain, he is a slave.
He has forefeited his freedom.
Only the person who risks is truly free.
POEM BY UNKNOWN AUTHOR
All the best!
True Freedom
True freedom can only be achieved by taking risks. No moment can be truly savoured, no life genuinely touched, without putting your ego and emotions on the line.
To experience fully is to yield completely. And in surrendering ourselves, we inevitably run the risk of wounding our pride or breaking our hearts.
But what is life, if not a series of experiences? each one capable of changing our lives in profound ways?
An unknown author writes about the risks we should take, in order to truly experience life?
To laugh is to risk appearing the fool.
To weep is to risk being called sentimental.
To reach out to another is to risk involvement.
To expose feelings is to risk showing your true self.
To place your ideas and your dreams before a crowd is to risk being called naive.
To love is to risk not being loved in return.
To live is to risk dying.
To hope is to risk despair, and to try is to risk failure.
But risks must be taken, because the greatest risk in life is to risk nothing.
The person who risks nothing, does nothing, has nothing, is nothing, and becomes nothing.
He may avoid suffering and sorrow, but he simply cannot learn and feel and change and grow and love and live.
Chained by things that are certain, he is a slave.
He has forefeited his freedom.
Only the person who risks is truly free.
POEM BY UNKNOWN AUTHOR
Tuesday, September 27, 2005
Graduation
I finally Graduated As AN officer….Grade 6….This is my group Nov. A group that is full of fun individuals...gonna miss you guys very much!!!
Thursday, September 22, 2005
My feelings
My spirit has been dampened this few days. I am not getting good grades for all my tests. Physics, Chemistry, Biology, although they have been able to get out of the F region, AO and D still lingered around. This is sad. At least, it made me sad. Have I been working hard? Is there something wrong with my studying techniques? Or am I too nervous during the test? What’s wrong? Questions came popping into my mind. I am skeptical about myself. I doubt what I do is right. Or is it that I am having too much of an expectation? Yet, I know that I have not reach my limits. I can do better. I tried to believe in myself. However, I doubt this trust. I doubt my belief. It seems like I am losing confidence. I need to help myself to pick up. Despair. Misery. Melancholy. These words should be out of my mind, out of my soul. It’s only two weeks to promotional exams and I am going to strike hard and put in my best effort.
“Work harder ar, Hiu Yan!” Ms Wong said. I will. I will try my best at least.
And now, I am here to tell myself, “I am going to promo with all my four lovely core subjects!” This is going to come true. I need to have faith in myself.
Good luck to all my friends who are taking their exams in the near ‘future’ to come.
P.S Obstacles are what you see when you loss sight of your goal.
Stay focus, work smartly and work towards your goals.
A’s all the way! =)
“Work harder ar, Hiu Yan!” Ms Wong said. I will. I will try my best at least.
And now, I am here to tell myself, “I am going to promo with all my four lovely core subjects!” This is going to come true. I need to have faith in myself.
Good luck to all my friends who are taking their exams in the near ‘future’ to come.
P.S Obstacles are what you see when you loss sight of your goal.
Stay focus, work smartly and work towards your goals.
A’s all the way! =)
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