Monday, October 26, 2009
Friday, October 23, 2009
thoughts
Whenever we are lonely, we will think of home. It is a place where we can be ourselves. Sometimes, I wonder whether this dramatic life I have in Hong Kong is merely an illusion or a major turning point in my life.
From the moment I stepped in this land of wonder, unprecedented events started to happen in my life. I accomplished things that I never believed that it would have happened.
In 2007 and 2008, academic studies and extra-curriculum activities become a major part of my life. I spent so much time studying and integrating into this environment. I come to succeed so well -- scoring straight As, winning medals, piling up records in my CV and knowing many people around me. Frankly, I had not totally get use to this lifestyle till I was Year 02. I used to tear quite a lot when I was stressed and despaired and they were the times that I wished I was not that independent.
In 2009, I begin to fall in love and it was another lifestyle change. I spent more times indulging in my love affairs rather than doing my usual routine. Yet, I believe that this is one of the most wondrous things that had ever happen in my life and had brought to me tremendous happiness. However, there is always two sides to a coin especially in a situation like mine.
Graduation would be another lifestyle change. My career, my love life and my family life. I am seriously not well-prepared and this has made me fear, troubled and de-motivated. I should learn to think more of the positive sides of things. To stay strong.
一步一步走在空蕩的街
冷風中開始凝結我的淚 它已經一點一點
淚濕了太多想念 是不是
讓心痛著的感覺
習慣不成眠 我不需要安慰 不想停歇
有時候 只是想讓自己冷靜一點
有時候 只是想讓自己勇敢一點
怎麼料想我會離不開你的身邊
Graduation will be another turning point and adaptation.
2 years later, I will be facing another turning point.
Frankly, I have predicted loads of chest pain and tear among these years. All the more, I need to stay strong. Life is full of challenge. Just remember, "smiles always!"
Let's me. Loved always.
I need to stay happy! :)
P.S. Maybe, I should be home packing.
From the moment I stepped in this land of wonder, unprecedented events started to happen in my life. I accomplished things that I never believed that it would have happened.
In 2007 and 2008, academic studies and extra-curriculum activities become a major part of my life. I spent so much time studying and integrating into this environment. I come to succeed so well -- scoring straight As, winning medals, piling up records in my CV and knowing many people around me. Frankly, I had not totally get use to this lifestyle till I was Year 02. I used to tear quite a lot when I was stressed and despaired and they were the times that I wished I was not that independent.
In 2009, I begin to fall in love and it was another lifestyle change. I spent more times indulging in my love affairs rather than doing my usual routine. Yet, I believe that this is one of the most wondrous things that had ever happen in my life and had brought to me tremendous happiness. However, there is always two sides to a coin especially in a situation like mine.
Graduation would be another lifestyle change. My career, my love life and my family life. I am seriously not well-prepared and this has made me fear, troubled and de-motivated. I should learn to think more of the positive sides of things. To stay strong.
一步一步走在空蕩的街
冷風中開始凝結我的淚 它已經一點一點
淚濕了太多想念 是不是
讓心痛著的感覺
習慣不成眠 我不需要安慰 不想停歇
有時候 只是想讓自己冷靜一點
有時候 只是想讓自己勇敢一點
怎麼料想我會離不開你的身邊
Graduation will be another turning point and adaptation.
2 years later, I will be facing another turning point.
Frankly, I have predicted loads of chest pain and tear among these years. All the more, I need to stay strong. Life is full of challenge. Just remember, "smiles always!"
Let's me. Loved always.
I need to stay happy! :)
P.S. Maybe, I should be home packing.
Thursday, October 22, 2009
><
I just wish to do the things I like but life is just full of limitations. I hate that.
Why can't my brain remember things that is happening in my brain?
Why can't my heart understand the importance of understanding the heart?
It is ridiculous!
I am over-frustrated.
My amygdala is now making me aggressive.
argg...
Why can't my brain remember things that is happening in my brain?
Why can't my heart understand the importance of understanding the heart?
It is ridiculous!
I am over-frustrated.
My amygdala is now making me aggressive.
argg...
Recently
I need to admit the fact that I am really weak in cardiology and neurology. The problem lies with my lack of interest in such areas. I can only relate physiotherapy with manual physical contact. Nevertheless, I need to be more stimulated to get through this 6 weeks of placement. How I wish I was still in an outpatient setting...
Some photos of Hainan's island
The place was really beautiful but it lacks the warmth from the local citizens. Maybe, Taiwan or Japan is a better choice for complete relaxation.
Last placement @CMC
A happy & fruitful experience
Some photos of Hainan's island
The place was really beautiful but it lacks the warmth from the local citizens. Maybe, Taiwan or Japan is a better choice for complete relaxation.
Last placement @CMC
A happy & fruitful experience
Tuesday, October 06, 2009
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