today.

reality surfaced. back to the past.

project.gym.skype.studying.

really miss my previous roomies.

快乐的来源， 幸福的所在

香港杜莎夫人蠟像館


斑馬濑尿蝦

西贡海鲜街

日落

飞机上的日落真的很美， 机上的乘客都被这大自然所吸引了。
真的很想把这景象拥入怀中， 去感受他的温暖。

^^

痊愈了。

准备大学最后一年的开始。

今天

今天，是开心的一天， 是值得庆祝的一天。

可是，过后， 心情有点儿沉重。

心， 有点儿怪怪的。

很想逃避的感觉。

也许知道原因， 但脑袋不想去想。

就让心去感觉这莫名其妙的乱， 自己疗伤吧。

希望身边关心的人都能健健康康， 快快乐乐。

神保佑。

changes

Changes are always inevitable. We must learn to treasure the present and look into the future. Do not blame others or yourself for being not the same as before because people changes. You are born in one split second but you can also be dead in one split second. Changes occur all around us and we can never predict the next thing that would happen.

Treasure the fact that you are born healthy.
Treasure the fact that you can breath, you can walk and you can eat.
Treasure the fact that there is people out there caring for you.

It's alright that you couldn't get the things want in life as long as you are alive. It's because changes happen and you will never know the miracle that would happen to you in the next split second.

王菀之 - 學會

*事與願違 我流下雪白的眼淚
來自忽略 你的純粹
只忙著核對預設情節 和現實的你脫軌

釋放世界 或許愛是學會看見
自己和你 無可取代的美*


人与人之间，人与事之间，我们有很多都要“學會”。。。
My brother is right, the world is not always a Disneyland.
Time to get back to reality.
Clinical is starting in a week.

tots

Maybe, I am not that mature and grown-up.

I am full of incapability in all areas of my life.

I am sorry for all the wrong-doings.

Things that have cast upon disappointment and worries.

And to repay for my mistakes.

I shall remain optimistic in life.

To conquer my weakness.

And rekindle the bravery that is buried deep inside me.

God bless.


P.S. It's nice seeing all your smiles today.

Back...

明天回港了。。。

心情有点复杂。。。

今次回港。。。

好像真的会离开很久。。。

有点不舍。。。

但知道自己已长大。。。

也很待期看到男朋友。。。

人， 就是充满着矛盾。。。

最重要就是要懂得珍惜身边所有的一切。。。

This holiday

After reading travel posts written by my boyfriend, many thoughts kept running through my mind. I have always wanted to go on long-distance travel this holiday but due to the many factors involved, I had chosen to stay at home. Three weeks of travelling to the UK and Europe last summer was indeed unbelievably memorable and captivating. Travelling alone during the daytime was really a once-in-a-lifetime experience, yet, at some points in time, I long for company. I long for someone walking beside me, to share and remember this lovely trip. There was a time I really wanted to call up this French guy whom I met on the street and agree to his kind invitation to bring me around. Yet, in order to protect myself, I dropped the idea and continued to travel in a land that I had never explored.

From then, I fell in love with the parks, the weather, the mesmerising musicals, the beautiful countryside and those grand castles where kings and queens once stood. Nature, music and the ancient history had embraced my soul in the day and as I waited for the night, I had the pleasant company of my brother’s friend. For the first time, I navigated the roads alone. For the first time, I got lost in a quiet town alone. For the first time, I climbed up a castle alone. For the first time, I lay in a park alone. For the first time, I fed myself banana for dinner. For the first time, some stranger said that he liked me and tried to hold my hand.

I liked the experience travelling alone but when I was with my brother or his friend, I was much happier. I could smile, shout and share my happiness with them. I couldn’t be doing that alone. I realised I longed for company during my travel and it is with people whom I like, with people whom are really deep in my heart.

Therefore, I didn’t regret not spending time travelling this holiday. The reason is simple, people whom I long to travel with are all busy at work. I missed the time travelling with them due to a mandatory placement I need to attend in June but it is alright as long as I know everybody I love is happy.

This holiday, I have learnt to let go of some things, to accept the limitations and to suppress some of my feelings and fight for the things I want in life. To love is to sacrifice and to compromise. I need to remind myself that I am a big girl now and I hold the responsibility to stay strong and to be able to make judgments all by myself.

Special Thanks for all my love ones who had shaped me to whom I am today. This goes especially to my parents and my dearest brother. Family is the most treasured thing in my life and I hope I can continue this legacy of a strong and loving family.

Travel @ Kenting Part 02

Remember the songs? ^^

豬豬BB UN咕咕-王祖藍

爱侣语言大发现 叫BB猪猪几多百遍
似个幼童在表演 说千句甜言谁没听见
Un咕咕我太讨厌 通通黐晒线
爱侣年龄骤变 甜言蜜语全部给BB侵占
眷侣照常在放电 每天每晚要猜谜缠绵
世界变形面对面 个天要塌了仍会看见
猪猪嘴我至收线 通通黐鬼晒线
全城人都发癫 在我面前 我走去边
我又要一个人 望见几百人
为了所爱可以不做大人
我被你激到晕 但我心也痕
为何恋爱可叫时日变更
成熟亦想等蜜运 能回复BB身份
其实我仍望有一个情人与我合衬
眷侣爱炫耀身份 每一秒宝宝亦同行
两个眼神亦贴近 看足半晚亦全没眼瞓
高声宣告最相衬 Friend都打冷震
全城人都发癫 在我面前 我看见快要疯癫
我又要一个人 望见几百人
为了所爱可以不做大人
我被你激到晕 但我心也痕
为何恋爱可叫时日变更
成熟亦想等蜜运 能回复BB身份
其实我仍望有一个情人与我合衬
我又要一个人 望见几百人
为了所爱可以不做大人
我话你低智能 但我心也痕
为何恋爱可以忘掉违禁
成熟亦想等蜜运 能回复BB身份
其实我前面有几百万人
何日会寻觅到一个情人与我合衬

^^ interesting ya! ^^
Kisses to my BB... :D

張學友 如果·愛

献给一个特别的你：

每個人　都想明白
誰是自己生命　不該錯過的真愛
特別在午夜醒來　更是　會感慨
心動埋怨還有不能釋懷
都是因為你觸碰了愛

＊如果這就是愛
在轉身就該勇敢留下來
就算受傷　就算流淚
都是生命裡溫柔灌溉

愛　在回憶裡總是那麼明白
困惑的心　流過的淚
還有數不盡黑夜等待

如果這就是愛＊

如果你　當時明白
後來的生命裡　是快樂還是悲哀
特別在夜深人靜時　想起未來
是否能平靜不會像現在
只是因為你擁有了愛


光良, 衛蘭 - 童夢

衛蘭：能有你　快活無可比
可把臂逛街　像遊盡天地
任何時候哪肯懷疑你
寧願不聽他人說是說非
光良：除了你　沒別人可比
只需愛到底　難道天妒忌
任何容貌條件都喜歡你
其實相愛沒因由量你也不記起

衛蘭：別要欺騙我
光良：流淚一滴亦已太多
衛蘭：重視我大可縱壞我
光良：已片刻難離
衛蘭：一公分可算多
合唱：其實我未想知道誰在愛得多
光良：願你相信我
衛蘭：明日怎樣無助
光良：我也可
衛蘭：如平日大幾倍愛護我
衛蘭：如果　花開竟不結果
光良：都不枉往日相處諧和
合唱：夢一同造過
衛蘭：別要欺騙我
光良：流淚一滴亦已太多
衛蘭：重視我大可縱壞我
光良：已片刻難離
衛蘭：一公分可算多
光良：其實我未想知道誰在愛得多
衛蘭：憑著已相愛過
衛蘭：明日怎樣無助　你也可
光良：(護花當然找我)
衛蘭：如平日大幾倍愛護我
光良：(想得太多)
衛蘭：如果　花開竟不結果
合唱：都不枉往日相處諧和
合唱：夢一同造過

衛蘭：還太快信任情不死
衛蘭：只想逛逛街
衛蘭：遊盡天共地
光良：就如童話從開始多麼美
合唱：期望日出身邊那位
合唱：最後還是你



这首ＭＶ真的让我想起和你一起的时光。。。　
好像很久没见面了。。。