Friday, October 21, 2005

PW

Just finish some part of my PW. Not a complete set is done. I am too sleepy to type. I do not like PW! Arr... I really need to sleep. CYa!

Thursday, October 20, 2005

Miracle do happen

It's midnight 100am. I have been sleeping too much just now. Hmm... Drift off to yesterday's morning.

My first period was Math lecture. I have got a B for Mathematics. Far too much mistakes I have made. Carelessness is always within my sight. When can I kick it out totally from my life? Is "Never" the word? I hope not. My A levels are not far away.

Next period was interesting. We are going to receive our Physics paper. I thought I was going to fail. Yet, my brother has this strange thinking that I would not. Strange. Half of the whole cohort failed and I am always the majority. I never pass my tests, the best I got was an AO. Sad. At least, I pass my mid- year, I told myself.

My heart was not pumping normally and my hands are freezing.
"Tutors, you can give out Section A now!" Our cute Physics teacher, Mr Se, said.
I turned to my right and stared at the piles of paper. Last paper. Faster can.
It works. Paveen accidentally slipped out my paper while taking hers. I got mine first.
I flipped to the front and looked at my marks. 75/150. Did I pass? My whole mind was blank. I could not even do simple calculation. I was stunned for a moment. I thought for a while. I passed with a D. Later, they announced the deduction marks was not counted, so I got 51%. Not a very magnificent grade. But to me, it was a success. At least, for Physics it is.
I SMS 3 very important person. Daddy, brother goat and nick.
CONGRATULATION! They typed.
Daddy wanted me to work harder from now on. Okay! I would promise myself to that.

I passed every subject. This was a miracle. Something I never would have expected. Am I being lucky or something? My favourite quote, "Luck is when preparation meets opportunity." Maybe, I have good luck this time. Here, thanks to all who have helped me and encouraged me in this promotional exams. =)

However,I could not express or celebrate this joy. My friends have not done as they wished. They are disappointed. They cried. I felt that I am helpless. I can only console and pray for the best for them. Stay strong, my friends. All of you are going to make it. I am here to give you my blessings. Remember me and smile! =)
JIa YOU!

As I final conclusion, I scored a BDDD. Not something eye- catching but it meant something to me. Four subjects to go in J2. Be strong I must be too. I managed to keep up to your promise, my dear brother.

Ending off. 0130
Smile Always n think positively. Sth to all my friends all there.

Tuesday, October 11, 2005

Unforgettable moments!

Today is a special day. I did something I never thought of doing in my college days. Oh my God! This is getting on my nerve.

I did something that I would not explain.

Heart pumping.

End off.

True freedom

Someone sent me this, i thought it was very meaningful. Esp: To hope is to risk despair, and to try is to risk failure. But risks must be taken, because the greatest risk in life is to risk nothing. All the best to everyone in the future no matter what it may hold. And remember, don't be afraid to take risks! =)
All the best!


True Freedom

True freedom can only be achieved by taking risks. No moment can be truly savoured, no life genuinely touched, without putting your ego and emotions on the line.
To experience fully is to yield completely. And in surrendering ourselves, we inevitably run the risk of wounding our pride or breaking our hearts.
But what is life, if not a series of experiences? each one capable of changing our lives in profound ways?
An unknown author writes about the risks we should take, in order to truly experience life?
To laugh is to risk appearing the fool.
To weep is to risk being called sentimental.
To reach out to another is to risk involvement.
To expose feelings is to risk showing your true self.
To place your ideas and your dreams before a crowd is to risk being called naive.
To love is to risk not being loved in return.
To live is to risk dying.
To hope is to risk despair, and to try is to risk failure.
But risks must be taken, because the greatest risk in life is to risk nothing.
The person who risks nothing, does nothing, has nothing, is nothing, and becomes nothing.
He may avoid suffering and sorrow, but he simply cannot learn and feel and change and grow and love and live.
Chained by things that are certain, he is a slave.
He has forefeited his freedom.
Only the person who risks is truly free.
POEM BY UNKNOWN AUTHOR