Wednesday, April 29, 2009

these days

If priorities are changed, would our expectation be changed? I guess it would. It might be happening to me now. I have never felt this way before. Maybe, it is a good change. I don’t know.

In less than 2 weeks, an exam marathon which has already lasted for 2 months is going to end. In the midst, I have really been physically and mentally drained. If someone told me high school was hard, this is really pathetic. The mere fact that there is consistently a presentation, an assignment, an exam or a project waiting for one to complete each week would simply drive any individual crazy. Frustration and tiredness haunts you day and night. You can’t go out with an empty mind and free yourself from worries. For this 1+ week ahead, I am left with 2 written assignments, 1 presentation, 1 practical and 1 written exam. After that, my months of hell are over. I don’t want to think whether my time during placement is going to be worst. At least, there is a short break for me to go out with my boyfriend without him reminding and worrying for me that I still have work to do. I want peace. I want to feel energetic. I want him by my side. To feel the warm of his soul. To listen to the sound of his breath. And I wish that it would last forever and ever.

Fell in love with a hollow man. :D

Monday, April 20, 2009

about me..

To my dearest brother and my beloved:

Thanks for all the care and concern!
Little monkey will stay strong with all your love.
Little monkey will learn to face the changes and to feel the world.

Little monkey knows that she is the luckiest monkey in the whole wide world to have both of you in her life... ...

With the warmest regards...
me

My junior college.

It is when you start to grow up that you begin to realise how much your teacher has taught you.

"Knock it, if Xiao Ding can do it, so can you!" Every Meridians who took Chemistry will never in their life forget this phrase by Dr Raman. It serves to pull us through all tests, exams and our very 'important' A levels. Unexpectedly, it is guiding through my hard times in university, like the very moment in time.

Meridian junior college
. (anthem)
A place to remember...


MJC Chemistry Dept Farewell Video

This video is stunning. It probably reminded me of every aspects of my junior college life that I once grumbled about. The assembly ground. Our hall. The studying benches. The clock. Our chemistry test paper.The classroom. The lockers. The lecture hall. It just seems so long ago and yet, so fresh in my mind. Teachers of MJC were really admirable and I hereby take this chance to thanks all again, with all my heart. I might not be who I am now without them. :)

MJC Perkafe Advertisement 2006 by Pioneer Batch
An advertisement of the cafe named Perkafe we set up in school! Try to spot me in it! haha. So memorable!


A Production from the MJC Mathematics Department
Watched this a million of time! It really serves to relief stress!!!

Mass Dance!
And I really can't believe that our juniors actually make a video out of the mass dance with wordings! Now, we could not have any excuse of forgetting the dance step. :D

Sunday, April 19, 2009

家人




很久很久没吃到妈妈的味道, 那天, 妈妈给我煮了我最爱的dishes, 感觉真的很幸福, 但是, 好像少了爸爸和哥哥的笑声, 好怀念那感觉啊。。。 一年内, 能在一起的时间真的很少, 真的很不想这样。。。 很想每天看到家人。。。 很想和哥哥一起斗嘴, 很想爸爸的吻, 妈妈的照顾。。。 这一切的一切, 会不会随着时间消失, 想起来, 真的有点害怕。。。 

很不想很不想长大。。。 

Endless amout of work...

Indeed, there is so much work to do now that it became impossible to do everything to our best of our ability. In times like these, we become frustrated with ourselves and question our ability to do the things we have chose to do. Maybe, we need to remember that nothing in the world is perfect and we are never meant to be superman or superwoman. Have times with your loved ones and never ever say that it is a waste of your time. Work is indeed eating up our energy and health but maybe that's part of life. Life of an university student of the modern world.

The beauty of being a student of our age is that we are still young and energetic. We can still survive walking around like a zombie with no sleep and food. oh well...

Stay cheerful!
Stay awake!