Sunday, October 21, 2007

juz thoughts @ the middle of the night.

Time flies before I realized that I have been back for almost 2 months. Nothing seems to have changed. To me, maybe, life without Mummy and Daddy wasn’t as comfortable as ever, the feeling of staying alone isn’t that bad either. Maybe, it’s basically because I’m still not alone. I have millions of support from my family, relatives, professors and even friends locally and abroad. Each played a different role in keeping me wholesome, unique, secure and safe. First, I am still not financially independent; Daddy is providing me more than enough money for my daily life and my school fees are all paid for without any unnecessary worries. Technology has enabled me to keep in contact with all my beloved family members in Singapore and the US. I am seriously blessed by this lovely family that never ever runs out of topics to discuss about. Daddy is getting cuter by each day and Mummy is able to make life happier and busier. No worries for them. Secondly, random chats with friends make me happy. We thought back about old times and complaint on common topics like how our JC teachers fooled us that university students have a better life than JC students. Teachers are all friendly and approachable. We have tea sessions which make us bond like close friends.
Here, I am given the opportunities to try out lots of activities, from dancing to being be an on-field physiotherapy. Many things actually make me happy. Tests and exams might seem trivial to me for a moment or two when I think about life. In the middle of the night, it might be more meaningful blogging or sleeping rather than studying about how neurons in our body actually work. It’s how you think that affect your emotion, how you want your life to go, how you balance your life that makes you who you are. Right? I have gone all the way Tuen Man today to support for our basketball team; at first when I was called, I felt that it was such a waste of time. Yet, after the match and after they won and after I see their smiles on their faces and how they approach us; I felt happy, contented. Life is that simple, isn’t it?
Today morning was my Generic Examination which consisted of 90 questions, so far, I knew I have got 4 wrong due to ‘low MQ’. I have read the answer somewhere and basically forgot about it. I will never ever forget that oropharynx is made up of stratified squamous epithelial and not pseudostratified squamous epithelial.

Life is simple. Live through it.

All universities students have their own struggle, I am struggling with Anatomy, Brother is struggling to get into some programme at Harvard and friends are struggling with lab reports. Who is not busy?

All adults have their own troubles. Getting a job, getting a house, a wife,children,pension… … or even universal suffrage.

My 5 years old cousin is going for lots of interview to fight for a place in primary school. Life is easy?

We just try to obtain fun in life without forgetting our responsibility.

Uncle Dennis and Gordon bought me an Ipod Touch for my commencement as an university student. Thanks a lot. Add to my list of motivation to work hard.
Everyone I know rocks. They fulfill my life.

3 tests coming. It's the sleeping time. 2.25am.

2 comments:

elaine said...

Life is not easy!!!Too much charpters to read!!! ><

Hiu Yeung said...

hahaha errrrr life is the best back in singapore la. chill and relax and chill some more only :D i am looking forward to going back for my 1 year research attachment man