On Saturday - I did something courageous. :P
On Sunday - Cheuck Lun's birthday.Went over for dinner. Lost all the heart to play with little cousins cuz HDL exam was on the next day.
On Monday - HDL exams. Discovered that I did 2 very simple questions wrongly. Quite saddened. Went back to hostel to pick up Big Nose's form. Left my wallet in the computer lab. Heyerobics. Nearly fainted doing the workout. I think my stamina had decreased drastically.
On Tuesday - Wasted one hour on mask fitting.Went interviewing Third Aunt. Took a TIN TIN to North Point and ate a sumptuous lunch. Wasted 4 hours on KK's notes which I found it quite useless in the end. Gonna go to the library to photocopy the book tomorrow. Someone asked me some 'dumb' questions that made me lol. Chatted with many people. Did my own part of HDL report. Blogged on religion.
Happinness. Tiredness. Emptiness.
So much things to study ahead that I am beginning to lost my direction. Exam periods in university days are simply plain mental and physical torture. I enjoy everything except this irritating and confusing feelings.
Jia you, my friends. We have eachother to hold on.
3 comments:
hey can you get rid of that freaking imeem or not... very irritating you know. cos sometimes i will surf net in lab and then your imeem played suddenly and then i will feel damn paiseh
i really need to know what mum told you. cos from what she told me i get the sense that my decision definitely wasn't something that she wanted but she wasn't against it. thus i dunno where you get that 'strong reaction' from... please enlighten me.
actually what you posted was very well said - just that i don't trust myself enough la, cannot depend on myself, and i dun wan to depend on people, so decided to follow God lor. although i make it sound trivial but please be well assured that i have thought about it thoroughly and yes, like i said, i find it difficult to be grateful about things or seek solace or seek guidance without a definite target. and these are precisely things that i want and need.
the renaissance argument is stupid la (basically i'm just wasting time for fun). i wasn't even trying to achieve anything solid; i was just trying to get gcs to admit that he is actually contradicting himself, and to shoot arrows back at him. the difference between his and my views stems from the history classes that we took - mine is a science-based class, his is an art-/literature- based class, and our professors thus stressed on different points...
haha and, after learning and reading stuff on about european history, i find that protestant christianity actually makes more sense than roman catholicism (i'll tell you when i meet you la). and the prejudice, hahaha tell me what that is (not as if i dunno) and then i'll convince you that the prejudice doesn't apply to everyone. it's more like a trait of a particular different group of people lol
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