Currently mugging hard chasing papers everyday.
Tml is Chem.
Not Much stimulation.
Email has overflowed. Almost 100 over mails.
Maths paper has proven to be the most difficult paper in my life.
Today Bio's option paper has made me even more suffocating.
It's gonna to be over.
A Levels'next.
Watch a movie.
Wrote an email to Uncle Dennis.
Time to mug again.
Cya.
Tuesday, September 19, 2006
Wednesday, September 06, 2006
Life
Life
I am actually having my study break for PERLIM exam just next Tuesday. Feeling a bit down and irritated when mum keeps nagging at me about not using the computer now. Brother Goat has left for America, starting his journey in a totally new place. Me... still locking in my room each day mugging my work that seems never-ending.
Today, I have just spent most of my time studying the chapter on growth and control. Hormones and hormones- ACTH, GH, thyroid releasing hormone, thyroid stimulating hormones, enthropins, acetonin... blah blah blah... it took me one whole night and a fresh morning.
I think i shall continue tml...
CYa.
I am actually having my study break for PERLIM exam just next Tuesday. Feeling a bit down and irritated when mum keeps nagging at me about not using the computer now. Brother Goat has left for America, starting his journey in a totally new place. Me... still locking in my room each day mugging my work that seems never-ending.
Today, I have just spent most of my time studying the chapter on growth and control. Hormones and hormones- ACTH, GH, thyroid releasing hormone, thyroid stimulating hormones, enthropins, acetonin... blah blah blah... it took me one whole night and a fresh morning.
I think i shall continue tml...
CYa.
Adding onto my birthday list
Adding onto my birthday list...
Mum hand-carried 18 Hello Kitty from Hong Kong. They were from Auntie Bonnie, celebrating my 18th Birthday. ;)
Uncle Gordon bought me 2 monkeys from McDOnald's too. They were cute. Mum also bought me a Paul Frank monkey ;D ;D
SQ sms HAppy Belated Birthday one week after my birthday. That was surprising and beyond my expectation.
PLus... Dozen of e-cards + smses
I prepared a gift for my special friend and he loved it. I felt so happy. I think life is that simple sometimes.
;D
Mum hand-carried 18 Hello Kitty from Hong Kong. They were from Auntie Bonnie, celebrating my 18th Birthday. ;)
Uncle Gordon bought me 2 monkeys from McDOnald's too. They were cute. Mum also bought me a Paul Frank monkey ;D ;D
SQ sms HAppy Belated Birthday one week after my birthday. That was surprising and beyond my expectation.
PLus... Dozen of e-cards + smses
I prepared a gift for my special friend and he loved it. I felt so happy. I think life is that simple sometimes.
;D
Tuesday, July 18, 2006
18th Birthday
Today is my 18th birthday.
It's one of the happiest birthday I can ever have.
1) One of my oldest neighbour called me to wish me happy 18th birthday. The funny think is i dun even remember how she looks like. Yeah, we know each other when I was two. I think her image of me is when i am still very young. (maybe 6yrs old)How touched, how could someone I dun remember, remember my birthday.
2) My brother goat gave me something I have always wished for. A big soft toy. A Sheep! Love it. =) It's going to be a long time before I can celebrate my birthday with him again.
3) Mummy bought me Xie Zhi's new book. "BE resilience!" that's the book title. I will. Something I need to boost me on all the way to A level.
4) Daddy brought me to "Dong Hai" for a big seafood feast. It was SUPERB! I eat some special kind of scallop for the first time, named "zhu jie pang"?!?! =) THUMB UP!
5) My best friend pupu gave me a present wrapped in a very very cute Doraemon wrapper. We took photos of that. Thanks! The gift inside is really nice. Make my skin more smooth n soft. She said " happy birthday" to me for a million of times too.
BIG HUG:)
6) My class bought all the June n July birthday gals n guys a tasty chocolate cake! It was nice, I licked the last bit of it off the cutting knife. =)
The usual guys n gals get to crap inside LT 5 and the library today as well.
+) cheers!
7) One of my very special friend sent me a birthday certificate. I was so honoured. It was innovation, cool and touching indeed. =)
8) Li Hwei was the first to wish me Bday n want me to be less childlish! haha
9) I was in my Dad's car at a traffic light. Yan Cheng walked across the road smsing... i waved but he was so engrossed, he looked up and pointed at his phone at me. It was he who was smsing HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! how sweet. ;)
10) XP finally remembered my birthday and sms first thing in the morning. HAHA... I was surprised, he has been forgetting for so many years. Yeah, and his classmates, I think, forced him to say happy birthday in LT 5 during math lecture. =)
11) Lots of my old primary school friends wished me! ;)
All the best to my best friend LT going aboard!
12) Bought a Sweden ice cream cake to celebrate later on.
It's 9.25 pm now.
Hope that my birthday wishes come true!
Thanks for all who have given me so much happiest on my 18th birthday.
I truly enjoyed myself.
All have truly touched my heart.
Memory will linger and I will surely remembered each n everyone of u always.
WIth love,
The 18th years old Hiu Yan =)
It's one of the happiest birthday I can ever have.
1) One of my oldest neighbour called me to wish me happy 18th birthday. The funny think is i dun even remember how she looks like. Yeah, we know each other when I was two. I think her image of me is when i am still very young. (maybe 6yrs old)How touched, how could someone I dun remember, remember my birthday.
2) My brother goat gave me something I have always wished for. A big soft toy. A Sheep! Love it. =) It's going to be a long time before I can celebrate my birthday with him again.
3) Mummy bought me Xie Zhi's new book. "BE resilience!" that's the book title. I will. Something I need to boost me on all the way to A level.
4) Daddy brought me to "Dong Hai" for a big seafood feast. It was SUPERB! I eat some special kind of scallop for the first time, named "zhu jie pang"?!?! =) THUMB UP!
5) My best friend pupu gave me a present wrapped in a very very cute Doraemon wrapper. We took photos of that. Thanks! The gift inside is really nice. Make my skin more smooth n soft. She said " happy birthday" to me for a million of times too.
BIG HUG:)
6) My class bought all the June n July birthday gals n guys a tasty chocolate cake! It was nice, I licked the last bit of it off the cutting knife. =)
The usual guys n gals get to crap inside LT 5 and the library today as well.
+) cheers!
7) One of my very special friend sent me a birthday certificate. I was so honoured. It was innovation, cool and touching indeed. =)
8) Li Hwei was the first to wish me Bday n want me to be less childlish! haha
9) I was in my Dad's car at a traffic light. Yan Cheng walked across the road smsing... i waved but he was so engrossed, he looked up and pointed at his phone at me. It was he who was smsing HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! how sweet. ;)
10) XP finally remembered my birthday and sms first thing in the morning. HAHA... I was surprised, he has been forgetting for so many years. Yeah, and his classmates, I think, forced him to say happy birthday in LT 5 during math lecture. =)
11) Lots of my old primary school friends wished me! ;)
All the best to my best friend LT going aboard!
12) Bought a Sweden ice cream cake to celebrate later on.
It's 9.25 pm now.
Hope that my birthday wishes come true!
Thanks for all who have given me so much happiest on my 18th birthday.
I truly enjoyed myself.
All have truly touched my heart.
Memory will linger and I will surely remembered each n everyone of u always.
WIth love,
The 18th years old Hiu Yan =)
Friday, June 30, 2006
I am finally back.
Hi. It's been a really really long time since I last blogged. Not to say to write about my own feelings. School work has been messing up my life and my very own inborn characteristic to be lazy has been on me lately. I have rather chose to watch TV then to check my ever over-flowing mail box or updating my blog. My computer's 'retard response' has also been another reason. I have tried taking up half an afternoon just loading 20 pictures for my class. Yet, for now, it would be different, my father has installed a new 'HOME NET' system and I can even have Internet access at my own free time. (previously, my Internet system can only come on when he on his computer.) Hmm... back to my own life...
I have been spending considerable of time on checking my mails and reading friendster profile for the past hours. Suddenly, I come to realise that I have not been in contact with many of them for many months or even years. It is really memorable looking at some of their familiar faces and remembering when we have first met. Some might be distinct then others but all have been able to stir the very feeling within my heart. They have given been sweet memory in one way or another. At least, I can whole-heartedly say that I have a lovely and happy childhood story.
Today, I have a will to recount my life story for the past 6 months. Let me start from the most recent weeks. Well, to start off, I am still in the midst of exams. I have been chasing papers for the past week. Two more papers to go. (Physics on Wed and Maths on Tue) Another interesting fact is that today is actually my lunar birthday. I started off my 18th birthday by studying 3 hours of biology on sexual reproduction. (from mid-night 1200-0300).Today's paper was actually considered very easy, it is just that i have not been able to remember all the terms that I have learnt that very morning. Afterall, it was not that bad, the worst was Maths. I have not been able to do the paper due to the lack of practice, that's what i need to say. Short and simple. That's it. Sometimes I am quite doubtful about myself. It was a fact that I know that if i don;t achieve all Ds for this exam, I will force to drop once again, and this time, it will be compulsory I supposed. The problem is I do not ghave the determined heart to move myself on. The feeling was not at all pleasing. I always feel some fearloithering in my soul and my mind thinking the possible outcomes of my future. Despite all this, I still found myself finding short-term peasure in fornt of the TV shouting GOAL GAOL GOAL! Maybe, I am lack of self-discipline and this always hinder me from achieving better results.
Despite knowing my problem, I am always reluctant to change. Or maybe I should lack the very motivation to change. Actually, I always do not want to be above others, I prefer to be surrounded by people who have better qualities than me. This gives me a feeling of being protected and a sense of priceless sercurity. Yet, I know I am always strive hard to keep up with one another conversation and in order to make myself presentable. I think this is the reason that keep me studying. Life is so complicated.
Now, let's us move to January 2006. This year I am glad to say that a new batch of people moved into my class. It makes my class at least to say, more lively. I knew great people. 4 big guys and 1 sweet and blur girl. =) I knew them better through my first class outing with them. (a 6 people gathering rather than class outing actually.)I did two new thing that very day. One is riding a two people bicycle and found out that Wei Chee has a has a bad sense of balancing. Wei Jun taught me how to brake and the most funniest thing was that he did not know I was nuts at it. I fall falt on my face once i stood on my brakes. I tripped for trillions of times that day... hahah.. but it was very very fun.
It was school and school then. With Gp tuition every weekend.
To be continued.....
I have been spending considerable of time on checking my mails and reading friendster profile for the past hours. Suddenly, I come to realise that I have not been in contact with many of them for many months or even years. It is really memorable looking at some of their familiar faces and remembering when we have first met. Some might be distinct then others but all have been able to stir the very feeling within my heart. They have given been sweet memory in one way or another. At least, I can whole-heartedly say that I have a lovely and happy childhood story.
Today, I have a will to recount my life story for the past 6 months. Let me start from the most recent weeks. Well, to start off, I am still in the midst of exams. I have been chasing papers for the past week. Two more papers to go. (Physics on Wed and Maths on Tue) Another interesting fact is that today is actually my lunar birthday. I started off my 18th birthday by studying 3 hours of biology on sexual reproduction. (from mid-night 1200-0300).Today's paper was actually considered very easy, it is just that i have not been able to remember all the terms that I have learnt that very morning. Afterall, it was not that bad, the worst was Maths. I have not been able to do the paper due to the lack of practice, that's what i need to say. Short and simple. That's it. Sometimes I am quite doubtful about myself. It was a fact that I know that if i don;t achieve all Ds for this exam, I will force to drop once again, and this time, it will be compulsory I supposed. The problem is I do not ghave the determined heart to move myself on. The feeling was not at all pleasing. I always feel some fearloithering in my soul and my mind thinking the possible outcomes of my future. Despite all this, I still found myself finding short-term peasure in fornt of the TV shouting GOAL GAOL GOAL! Maybe, I am lack of self-discipline and this always hinder me from achieving better results.
Despite knowing my problem, I am always reluctant to change. Or maybe I should lack the very motivation to change. Actually, I always do not want to be above others, I prefer to be surrounded by people who have better qualities than me. This gives me a feeling of being protected and a sense of priceless sercurity. Yet, I know I am always strive hard to keep up with one another conversation and in order to make myself presentable. I think this is the reason that keep me studying. Life is so complicated.
Now, let's us move to January 2006. This year I am glad to say that a new batch of people moved into my class. It makes my class at least to say, more lively. I knew great people. 4 big guys and 1 sweet and blur girl. =) I knew them better through my first class outing with them. (a 6 people gathering rather than class outing actually.)I did two new thing that very day. One is riding a two people bicycle and found out that Wei Chee has a has a bad sense of balancing. Wei Jun taught me how to brake and the most funniest thing was that he did not know I was nuts at it. I fall falt on my face once i stood on my brakes. I tripped for trillions of times that day... hahah.. but it was very very fun.
It was school and school then. With Gp tuition every weekend.
To be continued.....
Sunday, April 09, 2006
Blood Donation
Blood Donation
I went for my first blood donation today.
It was my brother's will. He has been persuading me to go for the past few months. Yeah, and now he gets what he wanted. =)
This morning after my tuition class with ce xiang, we took a heavy meal and rushed to the HSA. Brother goat nearly crahed into the Taxi on the expressway which stopped in front of him.
Reached there at around 1450, the place was flooded with people - not the same as I supposed it to be. Hmm. I thought it could be deserted. Didn't know there were so much kind soul in Singapore.
I was so blur at the place. I mean real blur. Brother Goat asked me to pack up a form myself while he parks the car. So I went in alone, loithered for a few sentence and picked up a form that was on a stack on forms on the information counter. The moment I did that, I realised that it was the a filled up form by other donators. OOPPSSS>...it placed it back. A guy stared at me. Sort of embarrassed.
Hmm. Then BOther Goat came in so happily and mummy called to see whether I was there. I handed in the form and sat there and waited.
"Lai Hui Yan", the lady at the counter shouted.
Is my handwriting that bad? Nevermindm at least I know it's me.
Handed in my IC, sat down, stood up and took back my IC. Does they have a better system then this? I began to wonder.
"Lau HUi YAn", an INdian guy shouted. Better this time. At least, he was the doctor I supposed. He asked me stupid questions.
"You know what is AIDS? HOw is spreaded? Have you taken any medication? DO you have sex with your boyfriend for the past months?"
I smiled at the last question and he looked up at me. "you do?" he asked. Well, it's a definite no. My smile widened.
Next stop- COUNTER 5.
THere was this guy who sitting there. I glanced around like a lost goat again. Decide to sit down with my form in my hand before a nurse called me to place the paper into a basket on counter 5. I did as followed. Sat down. Felt real bored. Stood up and went to took my bag -- and my brother followed me to the seats at counter 5.
"Ms LAu.."
"Yup." I went towards the nurse. Hmm. She poked my finger. Squeeze and squeeze the blood out of the tiny fourth finger of mine into a thin capillary tube.
That was pain. Yet, interesting, she just needed a drop of blood which she later descended it into a beaker of copper sulphate solution that is already filled with haemoglobin.
JUst wondering what is she doing?
Yeah, then I went into blood donation group. THe chair was huge and seemed comfortable. Chose one empty chair between two person and rolled in. Hmm. Rolled in.
Sat there and I was being neglected for quite a long time before I was being served.
My hand was cold then- I think It was due to the air-conditioning, although Brother GOat might argue that it was due to fear.
The yellow- coated nurse placed tightened my forearm with a 'cover', started tapping my arm and rubbing my arm with some yellow anticeptic solution.
Yup, then she went off. Any nurse came and gave me the first 'ject'. I got a feeling of ant biting me and it all went numb.
Anyother large needle was inserted into me and my blood was pump into five different tubes before it was connected into the blood donation 'packet'.
Haha. The packet lie on a scale which move up and down, up and down.
I looked at it with amusement. Like a baby being so curious about stuffs.
I saw the packet getting bigger and bigger. THat's my blood! =)
I saw my blood win such a large quantity for the first time.
WOW! it then all ended. Went for some refreshment.
Went to money changer to change some swiss franc for my brother and brought two CD.
Off home.
=)
I went for my first blood donation today.
It was my brother's will. He has been persuading me to go for the past few months. Yeah, and now he gets what he wanted. =)
This morning after my tuition class with ce xiang, we took a heavy meal and rushed to the HSA. Brother goat nearly crahed into the Taxi on the expressway which stopped in front of him.
Reached there at around 1450, the place was flooded with people - not the same as I supposed it to be. Hmm. I thought it could be deserted. Didn't know there were so much kind soul in Singapore.
I was so blur at the place. I mean real blur. Brother Goat asked me to pack up a form myself while he parks the car. So I went in alone, loithered for a few sentence and picked up a form that was on a stack on forms on the information counter. The moment I did that, I realised that it was the a filled up form by other donators. OOPPSSS>...it placed it back. A guy stared at me. Sort of embarrassed.
Hmm. Then BOther Goat came in so happily and mummy called to see whether I was there. I handed in the form and sat there and waited.
"Lai Hui Yan", the lady at the counter shouted.
Is my handwriting that bad? Nevermindm at least I know it's me.
Handed in my IC, sat down, stood up and took back my IC. Does they have a better system then this? I began to wonder.
"Lau HUi YAn", an INdian guy shouted. Better this time. At least, he was the doctor I supposed. He asked me stupid questions.
"You know what is AIDS? HOw is spreaded? Have you taken any medication? DO you have sex with your boyfriend for the past months?"
I smiled at the last question and he looked up at me. "you do?" he asked. Well, it's a definite no. My smile widened.
Next stop- COUNTER 5.
THere was this guy who sitting there. I glanced around like a lost goat again. Decide to sit down with my form in my hand before a nurse called me to place the paper into a basket on counter 5. I did as followed. Sat down. Felt real bored. Stood up and went to took my bag -- and my brother followed me to the seats at counter 5.
"Ms LAu.."
"Yup." I went towards the nurse. Hmm. She poked my finger. Squeeze and squeeze the blood out of the tiny fourth finger of mine into a thin capillary tube.
That was pain. Yet, interesting, she just needed a drop of blood which she later descended it into a beaker of copper sulphate solution that is already filled with haemoglobin.
JUst wondering what is she doing?
Yeah, then I went into blood donation group. THe chair was huge and seemed comfortable. Chose one empty chair between two person and rolled in. Hmm. Rolled in.
Sat there and I was being neglected for quite a long time before I was being served.
My hand was cold then- I think It was due to the air-conditioning, although Brother GOat might argue that it was due to fear.
The yellow- coated nurse placed tightened my forearm with a 'cover', started tapping my arm and rubbing my arm with some yellow anticeptic solution.
Yup, then she went off. Any nurse came and gave me the first 'ject'. I got a feeling of ant biting me and it all went numb.
Anyother large needle was inserted into me and my blood was pump into five different tubes before it was connected into the blood donation 'packet'.
Haha. The packet lie on a scale which move up and down, up and down.
I looked at it with amusement. Like a baby being so curious about stuffs.
I saw the packet getting bigger and bigger. THat's my blood! =)
I saw my blood win such a large quantity for the first time.
WOW! it then all ended. Went for some refreshment.
Went to money changer to change some swiss franc for my brother and brought two CD.
Off home.
=)
Thursday, March 16, 2006
Charming Guy part 2
CHarming Guy PArt 2
This is what I do research on to destress myself.(currently studying for block test)
Leon Jay Willian.
A professional Model.
A charming guy.
Look into his eyes.
Hear him from Ming Dao...
And you know what, his birthday fall on the same day as a guy I like. =) Hmm...
This is what I do research on to destress myself.(currently studying for block test)
Leon Jay Willian.
A professional Model.
A charming guy.
Look into his eyes.
Hear him from Ming Dao...
And you know what, his birthday fall on the same day as a guy I like. =) Hmm...
Sunday, February 19, 2006
School Life
There is a reason why I have not been blogging lately. One word. School. This sounds boring. But actually school life was not bad after all except for all those tests and SPA. Yet, tests after tests really blow my head off. It makes me feel sick and feel like quitting school all of a sudden. I have this urge to get myself out of this thing one and for all. Horrible feeling.
If not for my newly formed crappy class plus crappy friends, I couldn't have managed myself. We were playing this angle and mortal game and everyone was laughing theit head off. The funny thing was that Wei Jun get bluffed. HAHAHA! The consequences of shunning me too much. =) Dun think that there is no link between the tow. There is a link. Hmmm....
It was also first time in my life that I bought something for the whole class this Valentine's Day. I printed photos for everyone. Hmm... Another long story.
Actually, my class guys only told me to draw one Doraemon pic for Ms Wang and print one photo for the photo frame. Then, when I reached White Sand with WJ, I found that they got the wrong file and we went up to the library to try to change the file type but to no avail. haiz...
Then I found myself talking about some 'statistics' about 'kings and wifes' with WJ on the train.
Reached home - brother was not back from driving lessons and so I went out to print the photos. Somemore, I can't print the instant photos and therefore resorted to wait for 15 mins and more for the manufactured one.
Need to go to bed..
Three tests coming up next week..
Need to replenish and study tml..
Cya
If not for my newly formed crappy class plus crappy friends, I couldn't have managed myself. We were playing this angle and mortal game and everyone was laughing theit head off. The funny thing was that Wei Jun get bluffed. HAHAHA! The consequences of shunning me too much. =) Dun think that there is no link between the tow. There is a link. Hmmm....
It was also first time in my life that I bought something for the whole class this Valentine's Day. I printed photos for everyone. Hmm... Another long story.
Actually, my class guys only told me to draw one Doraemon pic for Ms Wang and print one photo for the photo frame. Then, when I reached White Sand with WJ, I found that they got the wrong file and we went up to the library to try to change the file type but to no avail. haiz...
Then I found myself talking about some 'statistics' about 'kings and wifes' with WJ on the train.
Reached home - brother was not back from driving lessons and so I went out to print the photos. Somemore, I can't print the instant photos and therefore resorted to wait for 15 mins and more for the manufactured one.
Need to go to bed..
Three tests coming up next week..
Need to replenish and study tml..
Cya
Wednesday, January 18, 2006
Viruses Infection
Viruses Infection
I never get myself away from viruses. They are irritating stuffs. I don't know why I always get hooked onto it. This morning I woke up and I was feeling this burning sensation in my tummy. Bad. I sat on the toilet bowl for so long till I was chased out. My brother had to go back to army camp and my Dad has to send me first to school. So there he was rusing me out. My butt burnt and I couldn't even sit down. My muuny says it is the feeling like when you are about to give birth. I rushed on my breakfast and dressed myself up. Then I sat on the toilet bowl again. Nothing came out. I talked, complaint and try not to concentrated on it.
Jung Pu was already waiting downstair. I told her what happened and she fell asleep in the car after that. I kept on smsing. Distract myself from the pain. Weird kind of pain. Later when I got out of the car, I rushed with Pupu to the toilet. It didn't help. I came out and walked around the school. Yet, the buring sensation just get stronger and stronger.
I decided to go home. Took a taxi and paid $8.40. Went to the doctor in pain and laughed with my mummy. Slept for 4 hours, ate and here I am typing. Bad day.
But new year was cool. I spend my new year eve with all my StJohn seniors. Waited for half an hour for Fish and Cod but walked out after getting seated as they only served Fesita Meal which is double the original price. We all brought a Winnie the POoh, Piglet or Tigglet chain for ourselves. (the kind where u drop your coin and turn)
We then went to Taka to eat. Stood and eat. But it was fun anyway. The guys went off first. How gentlemen! We all complaint. Let's shake our head and say, "ZOne 2 St John guys, HAIZ...".
My senior is going overseas to study medicine. Good Luck and all the best...
PERKCAFE opened on 12th Jan. Mrs Ng said it was the best event since the start of MJ. Really? I dun know. She is so proud of it.
But my hard work do paid off.
Heard one J1 said that Biz Club was the best CCA in the school. WOW! I never thought of that. Wait till they see the teacher.
No one would believe that I joined it beacause I thought it would be slack.
11th Jan, I went home at 0830 because of biz club. Arr. How can I be so committed.
haha... and poor SQ spent his whole birthday with biz too. Should have celebrated or sth...
Now everyone knows I am in Biz. The video shows it all. I am appearing everywhere. Well, actually Biz is not that bad. It's just the teacher. But maybe that's how it grows afterall. So contradictory. Yet, the good thing is, I don;t mind to be a Biz club member.
Went to the "Ray of Light" for duty last Sunday. Saw Xiang Le. He told me that Adriana was smoking and drinking. It's really hard to believe though. I also did some marketing, helped to sell quite a lot of books.
RANDOM THOUGHTS
This week is the due of all admin forms. Hope everything will be fine. I have spent too much of time on it.
The time table for this year is disastrous. It is just meant to kill my health. I am ending at 5 everyday except for friday which is 1615.
MJC is full of stress. Even the canteen holders are stressed. Ms Lai went around looking at the bins and take note of what we throw away. And if she see a lot of vege thrown that day, she would go to the store and say, "your vege is very badly cooked today." Maybe, we should not complaint too much about about our food. Now, the stall holders are under observation. One has even left after an interview with our principal.
But that's doesn't mean they do not have to improve on their cooking. Oops...
My Daddy has been jogging around the house yesterday. Funny.
Brother showed me his army photos and asked me to comment on his mates. Cute. We laughed like witches.
Two tests coming up. I got to do my tutorials.
Hope the viruses in me has lost the battle to my antbodies.
Luv ya.
I never get myself away from viruses. They are irritating stuffs. I don't know why I always get hooked onto it. This morning I woke up and I was feeling this burning sensation in my tummy. Bad. I sat on the toilet bowl for so long till I was chased out. My brother had to go back to army camp and my Dad has to send me first to school. So there he was rusing me out. My butt burnt and I couldn't even sit down. My muuny says it is the feeling like when you are about to give birth. I rushed on my breakfast and dressed myself up. Then I sat on the toilet bowl again. Nothing came out. I talked, complaint and try not to concentrated on it.
Jung Pu was already waiting downstair. I told her what happened and she fell asleep in the car after that. I kept on smsing. Distract myself from the pain. Weird kind of pain. Later when I got out of the car, I rushed with Pupu to the toilet. It didn't help. I came out and walked around the school. Yet, the buring sensation just get stronger and stronger.
I decided to go home. Took a taxi and paid $8.40. Went to the doctor in pain and laughed with my mummy. Slept for 4 hours, ate and here I am typing. Bad day.
But new year was cool. I spend my new year eve with all my StJohn seniors. Waited for half an hour for Fish and Cod but walked out after getting seated as they only served Fesita Meal which is double the original price. We all brought a Winnie the POoh, Piglet or Tigglet chain for ourselves. (the kind where u drop your coin and turn)
We then went to Taka to eat. Stood and eat. But it was fun anyway. The guys went off first. How gentlemen! We all complaint. Let's shake our head and say, "ZOne 2 St John guys, HAIZ...".
My senior is going overseas to study medicine. Good Luck and all the best...
PERKCAFE opened on 12th Jan. Mrs Ng said it was the best event since the start of MJ. Really? I dun know. She is so proud of it.
But my hard work do paid off.
Heard one J1 said that Biz Club was the best CCA in the school. WOW! I never thought of that. Wait till they see the teacher.
No one would believe that I joined it beacause I thought it would be slack.
11th Jan, I went home at 0830 because of biz club. Arr. How can I be so committed.
haha... and poor SQ spent his whole birthday with biz too. Should have celebrated or sth...
Now everyone knows I am in Biz. The video shows it all. I am appearing everywhere. Well, actually Biz is not that bad. It's just the teacher. But maybe that's how it grows afterall. So contradictory. Yet, the good thing is, I don;t mind to be a Biz club member.
Went to the "Ray of Light" for duty last Sunday. Saw Xiang Le. He told me that Adriana was smoking and drinking. It's really hard to believe though. I also did some marketing, helped to sell quite a lot of books.
RANDOM THOUGHTS
This week is the due of all admin forms. Hope everything will be fine. I have spent too much of time on it.
The time table for this year is disastrous. It is just meant to kill my health. I am ending at 5 everyday except for friday which is 1615.
MJC is full of stress. Even the canteen holders are stressed. Ms Lai went around looking at the bins and take note of what we throw away. And if she see a lot of vege thrown that day, she would go to the store and say, "your vege is very badly cooked today." Maybe, we should not complaint too much about about our food. Now, the stall holders are under observation. One has even left after an interview with our principal.
But that's doesn't mean they do not have to improve on their cooking. Oops...
My Daddy has been jogging around the house yesterday. Funny.
Brother showed me his army photos and asked me to comment on his mates. Cute. We laughed like witches.
Two tests coming up. I got to do my tutorials.
Hope the viruses in me has lost the battle to my antbodies.
Luv ya.
Wednesday, December 28, 2005
Christmas
I got up!
Made two personalised items for Jp and my dear teacher-- Ce Xiang. Yeah, considered to be Christmas presents. It looked quite nice, too bad i didn't have time to take a picture of that.
I have English tuition after that.
Ended at about 12 noon and out family went to the STAR WAR exhibition at science centre.
rush home and made a great christmas meal for mummy. FIRST TIME. It seems so cool. She was very happy.
I got up!
Made two personalised items for Jp and my dear teacher-- Ce Xiang. Yeah, considered to be Christmas presents. It looked quite nice, too bad i didn't have time to take a picture of that.
I have English tuition after that.
Ended at about 12 noon and out family went to the STAR WAR exhibition at science centre.
rush home and made a great christmas meal for mummy. FIRST TIME. It seems so cool. She was very happy.
Blog
Blog
Hi! Haven't been blogging for quite some time. My Dad just said that it is not safe to write my diary on the net, he just had this terrible experiences that the server will be down and everything will be gone. Well, I never thought of that. Will blogspot.com ever shut down? If yes, it would be nightmare to most.
Christmas time was fun.
Christmas Eve -- Went out with some primary schools mates and end up trapped in Orchard Road. We see Singapore snowed for the first time in my life. Everywhere was a chaos. Herlina just went crazy and said that she couldn't even smile. Haha. Before that, we went all the way to Marina Bay for steamboat dinner. My whole shirt smelled like charcoal after that. The whole place were 'flooded' with steam. =)
P.S. and Guo Hong just refused to gel the hair for Gerald in front of us. They argued over the topic for almost half an hour. So, I just took a pic with them.
This is a precious photo that few can actually capture it.
Tsung Wei and Spencer together. Questionable? Anyway, Tsung Wei still think I am a guy. Arr...
TO be continued... ...
Yeah, we went to Marina Bay to have steam boat after that. YT went to meet his eight other goddness. When we left it was quite late. We set off to somerset and walked to Orchard. Everything was in a chaos. We can only squeeze our way through. Policemen were attacked with forms that is supposed to look like snow. We were attacked too. Herlina screamed in silence. I laughed. Kang Yong says that Singaporean are mad. The two other guys--- are they enjoying it? I don't know.
It was also the first time I need to line up to get into a MRT station. Horrible!!!!
The others went to the park for count down and I went home. Mummy slept and Daddy rushed out to show me the SHHHH sign. =)
See the squid!! CUTE!!!
Hi! Haven't been blogging for quite some time. My Dad just said that it is not safe to write my diary on the net, he just had this terrible experiences that the server will be down and everything will be gone. Well, I never thought of that. Will blogspot.com ever shut down? If yes, it would be nightmare to most.
Christmas time was fun.
Christmas Eve -- Went out with some primary schools mates and end up trapped in Orchard Road. We see Singapore snowed for the first time in my life. Everywhere was a chaos. Herlina just went crazy and said that she couldn't even smile. Haha. Before that, we went all the way to Marina Bay for steamboat dinner. My whole shirt smelled like charcoal after that. The whole place were 'flooded' with steam. =)
P.S. and Guo Hong just refused to gel the hair for Gerald in front of us. They argued over the topic for almost half an hour. So, I just took a pic with them.
This is a precious photo that few can actually capture it.
Tsung Wei and Spencer together. Questionable? Anyway, Tsung Wei still think I am a guy. Arr...
TO be continued... ...
Yeah, we went to Marina Bay to have steam boat after that. YT went to meet his eight other goddness. When we left it was quite late. We set off to somerset and walked to Orchard. Everything was in a chaos. We can only squeeze our way through. Policemen were attacked with forms that is supposed to look like snow. We were attacked too. Herlina screamed in silence. I laughed. Kang Yong says that Singaporean are mad. The two other guys--- are they enjoying it? I don't know.
It was also the first time I need to line up to get into a MRT station. Horrible!!!!
The others went to the park for count down and I went home. Mummy slept and Daddy rushed out to show me the SHHHH sign. =)
See the squid!! CUTE!!!
Monday, December 19, 2005
Great Leaders.
Hope we can all learn something from this =)
Teaching, Inspiring and Motivating Leaders
Apply Pressure
There are two kinds of pressure: The kind you feel and the kind you
apply.
John Fox
A very successful colleague of mine commented the other day that,
although his mother and father both had high blood pressure, he did
not. He said he has always wondered why he had not inherited it.
Another colleague quickly responded that it was because he was a "high
blood pressure carrier." "You'll never develop high blood pressure
because you
are so busy giving it to others," he said. Indeed much of my
colleague's tremendous success over his many years of law practice has
been due to his ability to apply so much pressure to those around him,
that he doesn't feel pressured himself.
Great leaders are masters of applying pressure and not feeling
affected by it. They always seem to be one step ahead of others. They
anticipate where things are moving and get there before the
competition. They spend much more time creating change than they do
reacting to it. They give
subordinates plenty of challenging assignments rather than waiting for
them to ask for work. They understand that the best defense is a
strong offense and attack difficulties before they grow out of
control.
Do you feel more pressure than you apply? Are you leading change and
innovation or constantly reacting to the changes and innovation of
others? What could you do differently in your daily schedule to begin
applying pressure and not feeling affected by it?
Plan, prepare and execute your daily plan this week in a way that
enables you to begin spending more time initiating action rather than
reacting to the actions of others. Anticipate where things are going
and work smarter each day to get there before the competition. Begin
applying more pressure while not letting pressure affect you.
Hmm. Things are here for me to learn. A 17 going on 18 little girl. Yan Yan =)
Teaching, Inspiring and Motivating Leaders
Apply Pressure
There are two kinds of pressure: The kind you feel and the kind you
apply.
John Fox
A very successful colleague of mine commented the other day that,
although his mother and father both had high blood pressure, he did
not. He said he has always wondered why he had not inherited it.
Another colleague quickly responded that it was because he was a "high
blood pressure carrier." "You'll never develop high blood pressure
because you
are so busy giving it to others," he said. Indeed much of my
colleague's tremendous success over his many years of law practice has
been due to his ability to apply so much pressure to those around him,
that he doesn't feel pressured himself.
Great leaders are masters of applying pressure and not feeling
affected by it. They always seem to be one step ahead of others. They
anticipate where things are moving and get there before the
competition. They spend much more time creating change than they do
reacting to it. They give
subordinates plenty of challenging assignments rather than waiting for
them to ask for work. They understand that the best defense is a
strong offense and attack difficulties before they grow out of
control.
Do you feel more pressure than you apply? Are you leading change and
innovation or constantly reacting to the changes and innovation of
others? What could you do differently in your daily schedule to begin
applying pressure and not feeling affected by it?
Plan, prepare and execute your daily plan this week in a way that
enables you to begin spending more time initiating action rather than
reacting to the actions of others. Anticipate where things are going
and work smarter each day to get there before the competition. Begin
applying more pressure while not letting pressure affect you.
Hmm. Things are here for me to learn. A 17 going on 18 little girl. Yan Yan =)
Thursday, December 15, 2005
NCO camp 2005
NCO camp 2005
Loads of things happened after my take over as a corp officer. Things weren't that smooth that I thought it could be. I have learnt and realised quite a lot of things. Conflict among humans, management, and the will power to withstand anger, unfairness and authority.
The waves occurred last week have finally been settled. A little encouragement from Mervyn really does make me happy.
Followed on will the NCO camp 2005 on the 8th of December.
It was memorable! Not to say very happy but the elements of fun, joy, sadness, anger, tiredness and sometimes loniness have made it all so complete.
First day --- it was supposed to be the preparation of the campsite and all the admin stuffs. Well, I was the assisstant admin and was really 'lucky' that it was to be in charge of all the typing, papers and money. No fun at all. Yet, I enjoyed the part where me, Aveline, Wei Lun and Choon Yuan were working together pasting newspaper on the window. That was entertaining! See how bored I am that day.
Later, me and the two guys sat down with the instructors and talked craps. Stuffs about cadets, rich kids and religions. Hmmm.
Sir Angus told me to go out to buy dinner so off i went with a pile of money in my back pocket. I found some joy with the cats on the way and back at the campus. Wei Lun was playing with one of the kittens and when we put him back into the bushes, it just followed him back. Haha. That was cute.
Second day --- boring day. Cadets falling in for first parade and it started raining. I was in charge of carrying all their valuables and sorting out of the admin stuffs and consficated items. Didn't really know what happen after that. Cadets have their lectures and stuffs. Oh yeah... I went for bunk check, this time I was not so strict, just dig out their bags and scolded one and two of them.
SUPPER TIME
Third day --- it was hiking at Pulau Ubin. I didn't go for the hike. I was put as the over- all in charge back in Bedok View. WOW! The school was mine with two others and casualties. I slept for a while, played cards with choon yuan, typed out the minutes for the previous meeting and went out to buy lunch. After lunch, I actually talked rubbish with the cadets and taught them how to make a double star using a rubber band. Amazed they were. Me too! >< At night, I got a chance to move out of the campus in the ambulance. I was told to accompany Siang Yee home. She was sick obviously. That night, I even found out that Sir Angus was my senior of Bedok South Primary. Haha. He was the 1991 badge if I did not remember wrongly. We have meeting until 2 sth midnight after that.
Fourth day --- the most unforgettable moment of my life.
It was my brother's birthday. I booked at around 0920 and went back home for GP tuition. After that me and family went to LONG BENCH to have seafood. GOOD FOOD! Chilli crabs, salad prawns, fish, plus plus plus... I love it.
Went back to campus at around two sth. They were having their team building games.
It was the best part of the whole camp. They need to satisfy us in order to get ROAR CARDS! ROAR CARDS... it makes me high... (those who know me know how horrible i can get) I make the cadets scream, shout and dance. They got entertained as well as me too. SUPERB. i love the centaur group. they were the best. =)
That night was campfire night. And I am the MC of the day. WOW... the campfire rocks because I am in there. But silly me has made a very silly mistake that ruined up my whole emotion. I have mixed up the camp commander and chairman. Sirs and mdms were sort of frustrated. It made me sad. I cried. Though they praised me later for my job well done. I think it was great, I meant real great besides that terrible mistake. A pat on my own shoulder. It has been my first and very best campfire.
Many people cried that day. Mdm Pei Pei got so miserable when Christina told her that she was going to quit. Regina cried beacuse she was too stressed up.
I have meeting till 0300 sth midnight.
I was the DO (duty officer) the next day. I got to plan my timetable. Together with Sir Han Wee, we walked around the whole school -- planning the area cleaning programme next day (that day). Slept at around 0445 and woke up at 0515.
It was the first time I have so little sleep. Terrible.
Asked cadets to fall in the morning and all I remember was that I kept scolding and scolding. I think the course IC of the day was quite stressed up too. haha. The cadets owned about 350 jumping jacks and I have managed to clear 90 that morning. Success.
Everything went smoothly after that. =) Wee...
At least, I was not blur. =)
Break camp! We wrote autographs for eachother.
Me as an officer. Too much of a reponsibility. I might be getting tired but I know that you guys are there to boost me on =)
Loads of things happened after my take over as a corp officer. Things weren't that smooth that I thought it could be. I have learnt and realised quite a lot of things. Conflict among humans, management, and the will power to withstand anger, unfairness and authority.
The waves occurred last week have finally been settled. A little encouragement from Mervyn really does make me happy.
Followed on will the NCO camp 2005 on the 8th of December.
It was memorable! Not to say very happy but the elements of fun, joy, sadness, anger, tiredness and sometimes loniness have made it all so complete.
First day --- it was supposed to be the preparation of the campsite and all the admin stuffs. Well, I was the assisstant admin and was really 'lucky' that it was to be in charge of all the typing, papers and money. No fun at all. Yet, I enjoyed the part where me, Aveline, Wei Lun and Choon Yuan were working together pasting newspaper on the window. That was entertaining! See how bored I am that day.
Later, me and the two guys sat down with the instructors and talked craps. Stuffs about cadets, rich kids and religions. Hmmm.
Sir Angus told me to go out to buy dinner so off i went with a pile of money in my back pocket. I found some joy with the cats on the way and back at the campus. Wei Lun was playing with one of the kittens and when we put him back into the bushes, it just followed him back. Haha. That was cute.
Second day --- boring day. Cadets falling in for first parade and it started raining. I was in charge of carrying all their valuables and sorting out of the admin stuffs and consficated items. Didn't really know what happen after that. Cadets have their lectures and stuffs. Oh yeah... I went for bunk check, this time I was not so strict, just dig out their bags and scolded one and two of them.
SUPPER TIME
Third day --- it was hiking at Pulau Ubin. I didn't go for the hike. I was put as the over- all in charge back in Bedok View. WOW! The school was mine with two others and casualties. I slept for a while, played cards with choon yuan, typed out the minutes for the previous meeting and went out to buy lunch. After lunch, I actually talked rubbish with the cadets and taught them how to make a double star using a rubber band. Amazed they were. Me too! >< At night, I got a chance to move out of the campus in the ambulance. I was told to accompany Siang Yee home. She was sick obviously. That night, I even found out that Sir Angus was my senior of Bedok South Primary. Haha. He was the 1991 badge if I did not remember wrongly. We have meeting until 2 sth midnight after that.
Fourth day --- the most unforgettable moment of my life.
It was my brother's birthday. I booked at around 0920 and went back home for GP tuition. After that me and family went to LONG BENCH to have seafood. GOOD FOOD! Chilli crabs, salad prawns, fish, plus plus plus... I love it.
Went back to campus at around two sth. They were having their team building games.
It was the best part of the whole camp. They need to satisfy us in order to get ROAR CARDS! ROAR CARDS... it makes me high... (those who know me know how horrible i can get) I make the cadets scream, shout and dance. They got entertained as well as me too. SUPERB. i love the centaur group. they were the best. =)
That night was campfire night. And I am the MC of the day. WOW... the campfire rocks because I am in there. But silly me has made a very silly mistake that ruined up my whole emotion. I have mixed up the camp commander and chairman. Sirs and mdms were sort of frustrated. It made me sad. I cried. Though they praised me later for my job well done. I think it was great, I meant real great besides that terrible mistake. A pat on my own shoulder. It has been my first and very best campfire.
Many people cried that day. Mdm Pei Pei got so miserable when Christina told her that she was going to quit. Regina cried beacuse she was too stressed up.
I have meeting till 0300 sth midnight.
I was the DO (duty officer) the next day. I got to plan my timetable. Together with Sir Han Wee, we walked around the whole school -- planning the area cleaning programme next day (that day). Slept at around 0445 and woke up at 0515.
It was the first time I have so little sleep. Terrible.
Asked cadets to fall in the morning and all I remember was that I kept scolding and scolding. I think the course IC of the day was quite stressed up too. haha. The cadets owned about 350 jumping jacks and I have managed to clear 90 that morning. Success.
Everything went smoothly after that. =) Wee...
At least, I was not blur. =)
Break camp! We wrote autographs for eachother.
Me as an officer. Too much of a reponsibility. I might be getting tired but I know that you guys are there to boost me on =)
Monday, December 05, 2005
A real world is a messed up place - maybe i am just experiencing the glimpse of it
A real world is a messed up place - maybe i am just experiencing the glimpse of it
St. John is a messed up place. I am pissed now. Very pissed.
I have planned to scold all of you and here you are giving me more reasons to do so.
One time. Second time. And here is it the third time.
I just think it is funny.
Who on Earth will one inform the (in-charge of the meeting) last on the list?
This is horrible, what if I am not free?
I maybe a goat. Too kind-hearted for some reasons. Yeah. But I am an unhappy goat lately. Thanks to them.
I have gone to NCO course, wasting half of my time.
Then back in my corp, things are just not going straight.
I have been reprimanding them every time I go back.
It is not me. I am going a bit nuts on this shit.
A challenge for me huh?! Well, I am going to accept this challenge.
Me- Corp office in charge. I am not going to see it ruin out. At least, not now.
I am not supposed to thinking about this stuffs. Yet, it is just pouring over me.
Maybe I shall not think too much as Mervyn has said.
My junior just called me at 9 sth to inform me about the change.
Yesterday I was just having some emotional ups and downs due to some Benjamin's theory.
Things are all messed up.
Nothing is right. This is not okay.
Or is it that bad?
Well, I have thought of a good idea. Giving BB a name. A very professional name. One problem solved. Here comes another. Pissed.
But maybe, that's what life is all about.
It's an experience. A true experience.
St. John is a messed up place. I am pissed now. Very pissed.
I have planned to scold all of you and here you are giving me more reasons to do so.
One time. Second time. And here is it the third time.
I just think it is funny.
Who on Earth will one inform the (in-charge of the meeting) last on the list?
This is horrible, what if I am not free?
I maybe a goat. Too kind-hearted for some reasons. Yeah. But I am an unhappy goat lately. Thanks to them.
I have gone to NCO course, wasting half of my time.
Then back in my corp, things are just not going straight.
I have been reprimanding them every time I go back.
It is not me. I am going a bit nuts on this shit.
A challenge for me huh?! Well, I am going to accept this challenge.
Me- Corp office in charge. I am not going to see it ruin out. At least, not now.
I am not supposed to thinking about this stuffs. Yet, it is just pouring over me.
Maybe I shall not think too much as Mervyn has said.
My junior just called me at 9 sth to inform me about the change.
Yesterday I was just having some emotional ups and downs due to some Benjamin's theory.
Things are all messed up.
Nothing is right. This is not okay.
Or is it that bad?
Well, I have thought of a good idea. Giving BB a name. A very professional name. One problem solved. Here comes another. Pissed.
But maybe, that's what life is all about.
It's an experience. A true experience.
Friday, November 25, 2005
Last Friday
What did I do this week?
Recalling...
Last Friday.
I went to school in the morning for some stupid photo taking. Supposedly everyone from Biz Club was supposed to turn up, but as usual nobody did. Lucky, Zhen Sheng, another non-exco member, was there to crap with me. He is guy that really looked like Ka Cheong. It seems like they have the same face, only a bit thinner.
I left around 0930 and went back to TMS for St. John. I taught the juniors bed bathing and was happy that they were enlightened. Yet, another frustrating happened. The NCOs ordered the Sec. 1 to clean up the pigeonholes at the side and then they went off. I looked at the holes. What on earth is happening? Do they consider this neat? I knelt down start packing myself? Nobody bothered. Anger started to build up. I restrained. Then I found three St. John berets stuffed together with a dirty sock.
I stood up, stared at them. "Do you know your beret is something that you should respect, and you all just stuff here with some sock for the juniors to see?". I went rambling on and took them to pack the holes NICELY for me. They tried maybe but to no avail. I picked out a bag of helmets and found piles of clothes beneath the bag. "Do you all pack thing just by looking on the surface? Do you understand the meaning of neat? If you don't, how do you expect your junior to know what to do?" I started scolding again. Arrr. That was the last time I am packing the room. I said that. Yet, I don't so. We will see.
Afternoon, I went to Auntie Anna's house. My mum and friends were having a party there. Lots and lots of dumplings. WOW! I socialize with all of them. Chatted and laugh my head out. It was fun. My mother was mad as usual. Giggling and showing some funny Yoka style. Then another moment, they were talking 'yellow' and some other experiences they have with their husbands. An afternoon with a gang of Aunties was fun. I don't mind another. Haha.
Went home at around 4sth and Bjorn SMS me. I was shifted to the third shift for ice-cream selling. That's mean I no need to go to school early and I have a chance to crap with zhen sheng again. Good. So off I went to sleep before I woke up at 0630.
Oops! Bash start at 0700 and Jasmine told me to meet them at 0610. Everything was off timing. I drank some soup, dressed up and rushed out.
Reached school at 7 something for bash. Meet up Jasmine and Kristin, got high with Jo Jo for something and sold ice cream.
Details of it...let me account on another day.
Got to sleep. St. John early morning tomorrow. Cya!
Recalling...
Last Friday.
I went to school in the morning for some stupid photo taking. Supposedly everyone from Biz Club was supposed to turn up, but as usual nobody did. Lucky, Zhen Sheng, another non-exco member, was there to crap with me. He is guy that really looked like Ka Cheong. It seems like they have the same face, only a bit thinner.
I left around 0930 and went back to TMS for St. John. I taught the juniors bed bathing and was happy that they were enlightened. Yet, another frustrating happened. The NCOs ordered the Sec. 1 to clean up the pigeonholes at the side and then they went off. I looked at the holes. What on earth is happening? Do they consider this neat? I knelt down start packing myself? Nobody bothered. Anger started to build up. I restrained. Then I found three St. John berets stuffed together with a dirty sock.
I stood up, stared at them. "Do you know your beret is something that you should respect, and you all just stuff here with some sock for the juniors to see?". I went rambling on and took them to pack the holes NICELY for me. They tried maybe but to no avail. I picked out a bag of helmets and found piles of clothes beneath the bag. "Do you all pack thing just by looking on the surface? Do you understand the meaning of neat? If you don't, how do you expect your junior to know what to do?" I started scolding again. Arrr. That was the last time I am packing the room. I said that. Yet, I don't so. We will see.
Afternoon, I went to Auntie Anna's house. My mum and friends were having a party there. Lots and lots of dumplings. WOW! I socialize with all of them. Chatted and laugh my head out. It was fun. My mother was mad as usual. Giggling and showing some funny Yoka style. Then another moment, they were talking 'yellow' and some other experiences they have with their husbands. An afternoon with a gang of Aunties was fun. I don't mind another. Haha.
Went home at around 4sth and Bjorn SMS me. I was shifted to the third shift for ice-cream selling. That's mean I no need to go to school early and I have a chance to crap with zhen sheng again. Good. So off I went to sleep before I woke up at 0630.
Oops! Bash start at 0700 and Jasmine told me to meet them at 0610. Everything was off timing. I drank some soup, dressed up and rushed out.
Reached school at 7 something for bash. Meet up Jasmine and Kristin, got high with Jo Jo for something and sold ice cream.
Details of it...let me account on another day.
Got to sleep. St. John early morning tomorrow. Cya!
Recalling Primary six days...
Just finished reading my own blog and other people blog's entries. Interesting stuffs. Maybe I would become more interesting as I grow older. It feels funny reading my primary six diary now. What do I know about love then? And there I was rambling on stuffs about love.
Talking about primary six, it was a wonderful year with lots of ups and downs, joy and tears and some really beautiful memories.
Remember our school shifted to Chai Chee that year due to the rebuilding of our old school compound. Bedok South Primary School only left three years of ages. Sob. I was forced to take the school bus to school. My mum never allowed me to step out or into the house alone then. Not until I reached Secondary 3. So I was the oldest on the bus, and that's when I learn how to play Pokemon card with those Primary Two Kids.
Back then, I have a very good friend which I lost contact for now. Her name is Liu Ting. We went to the library nearly every recess. Going to the comic corner where we have to take out our shoe to entry that 'reading area'. Haha. There were a lot of soft toys there and we played and talked to it almost everyday. We even pull out the cotton of the soft toy and hide it in corners of the library. As for the cotton, we termed it as "eggs of the soft toy". Sometimes, we go down and join the others which I could always initiate the game 'crocodile'. We didn't play as much as we did back in the old compound. Area constraint? Or did we grow older? I don't know about others, but I feel the same except for my face, which looked more decent, and with more pimples on it.
My teacher liked me a lot because she liked my smart brother a lot. Yet, I was once pulled to the principal for interrogation. Actually, our teacher appointed us to guard our classroom for a period of time due to some robbery cases, but there was this problematic guy who reported to the teacher and say that his pencil box was lost and suspected that we steal it. So we were pull to see the VP. Sound funny.
Primary six. It was also the year I start to get infatuated the first time in my life. Never know what was it back then, so I termed it 'love' in my diary as I mentioned. I think everyone who is in the same class know who he is. It was actually my classmates who said we match that I started liking him. I think I didn’t realize much of it back then too. But I remembering him calling me and me being nagged at by my mum just slammed the phone. I was sad each time I did that. It hurts actually. Never mind about it. It's the past. He is two years older than me and was in primary 4back then. Now, I suppose he is going to the secondary four next year. Hmm. All the best to him.
Other memories shall linger in my mind, my heart for as long as it could.
Talking about primary six, it was a wonderful year with lots of ups and downs, joy and tears and some really beautiful memories.
Remember our school shifted to Chai Chee that year due to the rebuilding of our old school compound. Bedok South Primary School only left three years of ages. Sob. I was forced to take the school bus to school. My mum never allowed me to step out or into the house alone then. Not until I reached Secondary 3. So I was the oldest on the bus, and that's when I learn how to play Pokemon card with those Primary Two Kids.
Back then, I have a very good friend which I lost contact for now. Her name is Liu Ting. We went to the library nearly every recess. Going to the comic corner where we have to take out our shoe to entry that 'reading area'. Haha. There were a lot of soft toys there and we played and talked to it almost everyday. We even pull out the cotton of the soft toy and hide it in corners of the library. As for the cotton, we termed it as "eggs of the soft toy". Sometimes, we go down and join the others which I could always initiate the game 'crocodile'. We didn't play as much as we did back in the old compound. Area constraint? Or did we grow older? I don't know about others, but I feel the same except for my face, which looked more decent, and with more pimples on it.
My teacher liked me a lot because she liked my smart brother a lot. Yet, I was once pulled to the principal for interrogation. Actually, our teacher appointed us to guard our classroom for a period of time due to some robbery cases, but there was this problematic guy who reported to the teacher and say that his pencil box was lost and suspected that we steal it. So we were pull to see the VP. Sound funny.
Primary six. It was also the year I start to get infatuated the first time in my life. Never know what was it back then, so I termed it 'love' in my diary as I mentioned. I think everyone who is in the same class know who he is. It was actually my classmates who said we match that I started liking him. I think I didn’t realize much of it back then too. But I remembering him calling me and me being nagged at by my mum just slammed the phone. I was sad each time I did that. It hurts actually. Never mind about it. It's the past. He is two years older than me and was in primary 4back then. Now, I suppose he is going to the secondary four next year. Hmm. All the best to him.
Other memories shall linger in my mind, my heart for as long as it could.
Thursday, November 24, 2005
SURPRISE!
Surprise! I never thought I would design such a template. Thanks to Lily who helped me along. It's now 0237 midnight. I have lingered over the thing for almost 2hours and a half. Lucky that my effort was not gone to waste, I have at least learnt something - how to design this NICE template with MINGDAO my sweet heart. MELTED!!!
I found a website where you can find his and 183 club video and MTV. Amazing that someone just designed that webpage. A kiss to who ever she or he is.
Copy and paste this link and watch the other ending of PRINCE TURN INTO FROG.
It really makes my heart throb. I dun want Shan Jun Hao to end up this way. SOB!!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch.php?v=6YxFJpu1kro&search=wang%20zi%20bian%20qing%20wa%20fan%20wai%20pian%20183Club%207F%20mingdao%20shaowei%20xiaoqiao%20qiaoen%20ending
Sleeping now... uploading photos of JC bash will be still under construction.
Lazy me.
zzz.zzz.
I found a website where you can find his and 183 club video and MTV. Amazing that someone just designed that webpage. A kiss to who ever she or he is.
Copy and paste this link and watch the other ending of PRINCE TURN INTO FROG.
It really makes my heart throb. I dun want Shan Jun Hao to end up this way. SOB!!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch.php?v=6YxFJpu1kro&search=wang%20zi%20bian%20qing%20wa%20fan%20wai%20pian%20183Club%207F%20mingdao%20shaowei%20xiaoqiao%20qiaoen%20ending
Sleeping now... uploading photos of JC bash will be still under construction.
Lazy me.
zzz.zzz.
Tuesday, November 08, 2005
THINK
Sometimes, I feel that it is interesting to sit down and reflect on the way we think. While most of the times, we will be wondering why we are thinking this way. It’s strange. Why? Our environment, the culture we are exposed to or even our genes, affects us. Hmm. Read the following extract. It makes the world more complex. It made me more sophisticated. At least, it proves that I am grown up. Yet, I like to remain childish. Confused mind. End off
A Simple Wisdom:
the possibility of being wrong
by Stephen B. Waters
Sometimes, even when you think you are right, you are not.You think you're right, not because you are right, but simply because you think you're right
For who has ever considered himself lacking in sense?
That would be a self-contradictory proposition. Lack of sense is a disease that never exists when it is seen; it is most tenacious and strong, yet the first glance from the patient's eye pierces it through and disperses it, as a dense mist is dispersed by the sun's beams.
There never was a street-porter or silly woman who was not sure of having as much sense as was necessary. We readily recognize in others a superiority in courage, physical strength, experience, agility, or beauty. But a superior judgment we concede to nobody. And we think that we could ourselves have discovered the reasons which occur naturally to others, if only we had looked in the same direction.
You need to be right, because your best future depends on it. You plan your future according to the map of reality you carry in your mind. You need that map as accurate as can be. You depend on it.So how do you know when you are wrong? That's what friends are for. That's why people converse. That's why we write things. Writing freezes each thought for further scrutiny from any side. In the light of a new morning, we see if our ideas make the same sense they seemed to make the night before
If one learns from others but does not think, one will be bewildered. If, on the other hand, one thinks but does not learn from others, one will be in peril.
[Confucius]I'll run to the truth and embrace it as soon as I see it coming.
[Montaigne]Make this simple wisdom your own or the real driving force to learn is missing
A Simple Wisdom:
the possibility of being wrong
by Stephen B. Waters
Sometimes, even when you think you are right, you are not.You think you're right, not because you are right, but simply because you think you're right
For who has ever considered himself lacking in sense?
That would be a self-contradictory proposition. Lack of sense is a disease that never exists when it is seen; it is most tenacious and strong, yet the first glance from the patient's eye pierces it through and disperses it, as a dense mist is dispersed by the sun's beams.
There never was a street-porter or silly woman who was not sure of having as much sense as was necessary. We readily recognize in others a superiority in courage, physical strength, experience, agility, or beauty. But a superior judgment we concede to nobody. And we think that we could ourselves have discovered the reasons which occur naturally to others, if only we had looked in the same direction.
You need to be right, because your best future depends on it. You plan your future according to the map of reality you carry in your mind. You need that map as accurate as can be. You depend on it.So how do you know when you are wrong? That's what friends are for. That's why people converse. That's why we write things. Writing freezes each thought for further scrutiny from any side. In the light of a new morning, we see if our ideas make the same sense they seemed to make the night before
If one learns from others but does not think, one will be bewildered. If, on the other hand, one thinks but does not learn from others, one will be in peril.
[Confucius]I'll run to the truth and embrace it as soon as I see it coming.
[Montaigne]Make this simple wisdom your own or the real driving force to learn is missing
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